Friday, November 21, 2008
i nvr forget. i nvr do. every cnversatn, advices, stories, phrases, words she used & told. I SWEAR I NVR DO. she waz the oni one i wld look upp to wen im feelin dwn or wen im feelin ly a million bucks. 2 me, she's a bestie tat i ever loved so mch! if im a guy, i wld hav ask hr 2 b my gurl. i alwaes tell hr hw mch i love her & misses her. && i rilly do mean it! i dun hav 2 tell her, she'll noe or'll figure it out by hrslf. tats one speciality tat she has. i do love the rest of my besties too. but to me, she the closest && most understndin one ever. i dun tink i wld ever get her replacement! all the fun & swit memories of me & her togther, will alwaes i treasure in my heart. all empty-cnversations & nonsense we talked, i stll enjoyed it! hmmm; it mkes me wanna cry seeing her tat wae. yes, i heard wd she said! i even tld ros ystrd "ros, do u noe she seek 4 forgiveness frm me b4? she tld me, ppl change. so do i. im diffrnt wen im sgl & attch. so plz forgive me if i treat u guys diffrntly." && ros misinterpreted me by tinkin tat im siding wit her. haiz. aft a long talk wit ros && i asked ros 2 b in her shoes, tat means her being attch wit a guy, ros finally understnd & waz lyk "okae, i undrstnd. nvm, i'll forgive her now." i looked at ros & gave her a big wide smile. ros noes hw i felt at tat point of tme. i believe. i believe if hu ever else were in HER shoes, wld chnge. bcoz, once ure attch, its difficult 4 u 2 balnce btwn frens & ur guy. haiz. ohh well, one more ting. tnx 4 hlping me bout Mr L. (if u rilly intend 2 hlp me lahh) hehehhh! :P && tnx 4 cming ystrdae,eventhough u brought ur guy, i stll tink its btter den witht u ard. i nvr thought or cursed u not 2 b ard. i alwaes wished u'll be here wit us. hmmm. && tnx oso; for sacrificing to cme ystrdae even wen ur mum disapprove of it. tats rilly touchin sey. u actually do it 4 us. haiz. well, i juz wanna u 2 noe. i stll love u lyk i used to, my bestie. =)
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