woahhh. cldnt slp well lazt nite! guess wad tme i slept? 3AM! ahahx! i watched tv all the wae to 12 midnight. at 12.30am tried closin my eyes tite but stll nt sleepy! took my earpiece & listned to music till 12.45am lyk tt. den sddnly duno y the mood to ply xbox came & i went to my living rm to play xbox. at bout 1am my hp vibrated. thought it muz b tat stupid fellow so didnt care. ctinued playin. my dad all cnnt slp oso. guess wd he was doin? he swept the living rm in the middle of the nite!! hahahah! my bro & mum watchin tv & my sis in hr rm singin loudly. lyk WTH? hahahah! a few mins ltr all the hp rang. got to noe my uncle is hospitalised dued to an accident he met whle driving taxi. haiz. thought tat stupid fellow gile wanna call my hse late nite! hahah! so i guess tat xplains we all stll cnnt slp? hmmm; myb? =DD den my arents & bro went to alexandra hsptl. my sis took over my plce & played the xbox. i was lying on the cold floor & i fell asleep 4 a few mins. i was lyk "okae,nw im sleepy." went in my rm to slp. DAMN! my eyes ept wide OPEN! den went bck out,brging my pillows & blanket. joined my sis slping outside. hahah! den duno wds upp wit my sis she started karaoke-ing! irritatin siah! asked hr to shut upp & all she did was ctinued singin, EVEN LOUDER! T_T cn die siah! i wrapped myself wit the blanket & stared into the blank spaces. im lyk wrryin but idk about wad. u undrstd hw i feel?? ahahx! nvm. den my sis stopped singin oreadi. at lazt, i let hr listened to a song 'untukmu selamanya" by UNGU. straightawae slp siah! wakakakak! as 4 me, i listened to 'superhuman' by chris brown ft. keri hilson. tat was lyk few mins goin to 3AM & i dosed off! ZZZZzzzz!! now is juz lyk 4 half hrs aft i slept. nt even sleepy sey! if i slp early,wake upp late. if i slp late,i wake upp early. till den! im goin 4 the appointmnt nw! toodles! =))

todae vry3 swayy! went buy books 4 my bro. i had to carry hys heavy books all in 1 plastic bag! i noe the plastic will tear ltr on! we walked past the traffic lite. im nt even carryin it,mre of DRAGGIN it. =DD soon as i past the traffic lite, "ppprrraaaakkkk!!!" looked bhind && all the books came out of the plastic bag! WTH??! y muz u tear wen theres alot lookin?! my bro angry oreadi. he was swearing all the wae but i still cn laugh! hehehh! :PP den sent my bro 4 fridae prayers. called ros asked go lpak or smth. bored! den met hr at 2pm lyk tat. went to lot 1. walk2. go ya kun kaya. i LOVE the ice milk && the french toast. aft tat, called ika. she playin bdmintn wit hr bf,gangs && sis all. otw 2 mit ika, ros & i walked in the middle of the taxi stand thre. ros dared me to walk till a taxi 2 stop & horn. walau! instead, a BIG lorry came & i didnt realise as i was toking. ros stll cn stand thre oni! i quickly push hr 2 the rite & all she said was "i tot u said u wanna die? wan the lorry 2 stop & horn u??" xiao uhh ros?? tsk3! but funny siah! i bet the driver muz be swearing bout us siah! wakakaka! den me && ros sat at 206 as ros was too shy 2 join thm. scared the mat2 all. hahah! played hide & seek wen ika called & we said we gg off liao. hahaha! :PP den she caught us! she dragged us 2 the plygrd. at first lyk paisehh siah! den ros lyk nt happi lyk tat. idk y! i ran aft hr. had a lng chat wit hr bout ika. SPEECHLESS. was wad i cld dscribe ros. =DD she noe evrytink i said ade makne nye tats y she SPEECHLESS. hahah! den we went bck 2 thm. hlped izzul wit hys love-lyfe prblm. LOLS! den played bdmntn wit ika & hr sis. funfun! XPP den lpak2 wit they all. toktoktoktok! den at 4 plus lyk tat chiao. ros fllwed 2 my nanny hse. toktoktoktok! laughlaughlaugh! den chiao bck hme. till hre my story of the dae ends! =))

lol. here's the continuous of the cnvo. =DD

shabirah says:
hey . wadds ur qn to me juz now
yana- says:
if upil cnfess to u one dae, wld u accpt hym?
shabirah says:
if i tell u , will u tell him
yana- says:
nope.
yana- says:
ahah
yana- says:
&& kp our cnverstion cnfidential aites?
shabirah says:
err . yeah . & yet u wants me to reply kat frensta comments
yana- says:
hehehh
shabirah says:
nmpk sah nnt bnyk org tau .
yana- says:
hahaha
yana- says:
tu yg tk terfikir tdi
yana- says:

shabirah says:
haha .
yana- says:
so....?
shabirah says:
my answer
shabirah says:
wadd do u tink
yana- says:
yes?
yana- says:
haha
shabirah says:
haha .
shabirah says:
i'll tink bout it b4 u off .
shabirah says:
ermms . btw , wadds wit ur pm
yana- says:
lol
yana- says:
me?
shabirah says:
yeah .
yana- says:
ohhh
yana- says:
haiz
yana- says:
i tell u...
shabirah says:
k .
yana- says:
dun tke it to to hart or anytink lahh
shabirah says:
okok . ape dier
yana- says:
i.....
yana- says:
had a crush.......
shabirah says:
wif upil
yana- says:
u tink?
shabirah says:
u like fil
yana- says:
yupp
yana- says:
bt i noe u 2 dah ade smth
yana- says:
so i mite as well nt dstrb kn...
shabirah says:
i ade smth
shabirah says:
as in
yana- says:
u 2 kn tgh in process.........
yana- says:
berknallan.....
shabirah says:
u ade ask dier ape2 tk
yana- says:
tnye ape?
shabirah says:
ape2
yana- says:
psl u 2....
yana- says:
tkde...
shabirah says:
ok .
yana- says:
knpe?
shabirah says:
tkde .
yana- says:
okae
shabirah says:
i feel guilty wen u said tht , man .
yana- says:
asl plak?
shabirah says:
as in u like him kan
yana- says:
u tk slh ape.
shabirah says:
den ...
yana- says:
ya?
yana- says:
den?
shabirah says:
nth .
yana- says:
i noe. i noe.
yana- says:
felt ly ktt b4.
yana- says:
hmmmm.
yana- says:
tkpe lahh
shabirah says:
ktt
yana- says:
myb im jz too late.
shabirah says:
too late >
yana- says:
**tat
shabirah says:

yana- says:
too late to gt to noe hym.
yana- says:
lgipn die da pilih u kn?
yana- says:
=)
shabirah says:
i dunnoe .
shabirah says:
criously tao , i dunnoe aniting . i onli heard frm ppls mouth .
yana- says:
haiz. it too obvious.
yana- says:
die mntk numbr.
yana- says:
die bbual wit u.
shabirah says:
bbual
yana- says:
hys pm lagi.
shabirah says:
tk pernah .
yana- says:
chat?
yana- says:
msg?
yana- says:
frdster?
shabirah says:
yeah . i did chat wit him . sumtimes jek . u mean u nvr chat wit him even once
yana- says:
adelah.
yana- says:
tdi
shabirah says:
duh ...
shabirah says:
tadi
yana- says:
tu pn die terslh cnvo
shabirah says:
tu jek
yana- says:
selaen tu, cmmnts.
yana- says:
sms pn tk layan sgt
shabirah says:
huh . ade uh tu . frensta comments
yana- says:
haha
yana- says:
ohkae2
shabirah says:
to ur qns to me juz now .
yana- says:
yupp
shabirah says:
wadd if my answer is no . i wont accept him , wadds ur comment
yana- says:
y?
shabirah says:
im juz asking . not giving my answer
yana- says:
kk
shabirah says:
as in "WADD IF"
yana- says:
i mean i'll be lyk : WHY? haha
shabirah says:
ouh . k .
shabirah says:
err , mayb coz im hrting sumone else feelings
yana- says:
huh?
yana- says:
spe?
shabirah says:
xde pape .
shabirah says:
ermms . so , wud u tink im stupid or wadd if i reject him
yana- says:
yupp
yana- says:
brb
shabirah says:
WHY
yana- says:
yelah
yana- says:
he loves u dearly
yana- says:
tpi u reject \hym
shabirah says:
can u prove me tht
yana- says:
haiz
yana- says:
i cnt
yana- says:
but if he's refering to u....
yana- says:
den he shld be lovng u dearly...
shabirah says:
"IF"
yana- says:
yelah
yana- says:
u oso said IF....
shabirah says:
wadd if not
yana- says:
ryte?
shabirah says:
y ....... yarh
yana- says:
if not....
yana- says:
sape lgi die refering to?
yana- says:
??
shabirah says:
u make me speechless
yana- says:
speechless....
yana- says:
tpi temper okae kn?
yana- says:
XP
shabirah says:
okayy larh . i rilek jek larh .
yana- says:
haha
shabirah says:
dun worry . im not mad at u even one bit
yana- says:
okae cool
yana- says:
btw
shabirah says:

yana- says:
i dun lyk to bbual kau aku wit thse elder den me.
yana- says:
since u older cn i jz kol u kakak?
yana- says:
haha
shabirah says:
ok coz . sure .
yana- says:
haha
shabirah says:
lebih mesra .
yana- says:
haha
yana- says:
=))
yana- says:
tnx
yana- says:
kk
yana- says:
brb
shabirah says:
okok .
yana- says:
ok bck
shabirah says:
okayy , gi aner tdi
shabirah says:
haha . kpo lak
yana- says:
haha
yana- says:
tak,my fren dtg.
yana- says:
so brought hr in my rm
shabirah says:
ouh . icic .
yana- says:
xpp
yana- says:
so, kak...
shabirah says:
yeah
yana- says:
tell me wds ur ans???
shabirah says:
are you goin to offline soon
yana- says:
lol
yana- says:
myb?
yana- says:
at bout 430?
shabirah says:
okok .
yana- says:
nvm tel me at 430
yana- says:

shabirah says:
haha . k .
shabirah says:
tapi , knape u want to noe
shabirah says:
alaah , ckp jek . im not goin to be angry or wadd
yana- says:
im kinda an intellectual
yana- says:
lol
yana- says:
so wen u giv me ur anw, at least my mind wld b at ease
shabirah says:
okayy .
shabirah says:

shabirah says:
for now , my answer is a " AYBE"
yana- says:
okaes
shabirah says:
if u asked me next time , mayb it will change .
yana- says:
knpe?
yana- says:
u da ade yg laen ke?
shabirah says:
no larh . as in it will change to "YES" or "no"
shabirah says:
depends . i have consider many factors
shabirah says:
haha /
yana- says:
ouhh
yana- says:
so....korg skg mcm ane?
shabirah says:
& i still dunnoe tht much .
shabirah says:
ktorang cam biaser .
yana- says:
ouhh
shabirah says:
criously . i dun feel sumthing special . but i dunnoe if there is tht i dun realise . haha
yana- says:
ouhh
yana- says:
hmmm
` .:: lil ms SHAshine ::. ` | Berilah aku petunjuk & hidayah-MU | says:

yana- says:
nvm it takes tme
` .:: lil ms SHAshine ::. ` | Berilah aku petunjuk & hidayah-MU | says:
dunnoe larh ehk . hanya dpt mohon petunjok dan hidayah sajer .
yana- says:
haha
yana- says:
yupp
` .:: lil ms SHAshine ::. ` | Berilah aku petunjuk & hidayah-MU | says:

yana- says:
hmmm
` .:: lil ms SHAshine ::. ` | Berilah aku petunjuk & hidayah-MU | says:

yana- says:
tpi korg mke a perfct couple luhh
` .:: lil ms SHAshine ::. ` | Berilah aku petunjuk & hidayah-MU | says:
aner ader
yana- says:
haha
yana- says:
yelahh
yana- says:
kakak je yg tk tau!
` .:: lil ms SHAshine ::. ` | Berilah aku petunjuk & hidayah-MU | says:
wadd makes u say so .
` .:: lil ms SHAshine ::. ` | Berilah aku petunjuk & hidayah-MU | says:

yana- says:
tgk muke korg luhh
yana- says:
haha
` .:: lil ms SHAshine ::. ` | Berilah aku petunjuk & hidayah-MU | says:
muke haha . haish .
yana- says:
lol
` .:: lil ms SHAshine ::. ` | Berilah aku petunjuk & hidayah-MU | says:
kakak nie nk kate cantek tu tk . so , mcm ... paham2 je lah
yana- says:
lol
yana- says:
elehh
` .:: lil ms SHAshine ::. ` | Berilah aku petunjuk & hidayah-MU | says:
per
yana- says:
i tink u look even mre prettier wit tudung!
yana- says:
=))
` .:: lil ms SHAshine ::. ` | Berilah aku petunjuk & hidayah-MU | says:
ermmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
` .:: lil ms SHAshine ::. ` | Berilah aku petunjuk & hidayah-MU | says:
thx , niwaes .
` .:: lil ms SHAshine ::. ` | Berilah aku petunjuk & hidayah-MU | says:
tapi ...
` .:: lil ms SHAshine ::. ` | Berilah aku petunjuk & hidayah-MU | says:
ntah larh ...
yana- says:
hahah

haiz. i got on9 todae. at my aunt's hse. damn. again smth heart-breaking i saw!
Mr L is on9. & Ms S appears off9. as if smth hppned. chatted wit Ms S. asked her bout hr & Mr L. she said she gt nth gg on wit Mr L. i wndered if tats true? this is wad Mr L's pm said. FALLING IN LOVE.....TO KNOW HER WAS TO LOVE HER..... WTH? ternyata my instinct was ryte! read this:

` .:: lil ms SHAshine ::. ` says:
hello .

yana- says:
heys!

yana- says:
appear on9 nmpk!

yana- says:
haha

` .:: lil ms SHAshine ::. ` says:
ermms . sajer jek .

` .:: lil ms SHAshine ::. ` says:
ngah bz .

yana- says:
ouhh okae

yana- says:
hmmm

yana- says:
tk chat wit upil ke? XP

` .:: lil ms SHAshine ::. ` says:
nnt2 uh .

` .:: lil ms SHAshine ::. ` says:
asl

yana- says:
hahah

yana- says:
tkde tnye je

yana- says:
hmmmm

yana- says:
i was ask smth....

yana- says:
cn?
` .:: lil ms SHAshine ::. ` says:
yeah ..

yana- says:
tpi jgn mrh uhh

` .:: lil ms SHAshine ::. ` says:
okok .

yana- says:
arrmmm; u & upil ade ape2 ehk?

` .:: lil ms SHAshine ::. ` says:
errr . no .

` .:: lil ms SHAshine ::. ` says:
asl

yana- says:
haha

yana- says:
jz askin...

yana- says:
hys pm looks as if he's rilly in love.

` .:: lil ms SHAshine ::. ` says:
yeah .

` .:: lil ms SHAshine ::. ` says:
ok . gtg . bb

yana- says:
kk

yana- says:
bb

` .:: lil ms SHAshine ::. ` says:
ok .

yana- says:
haha

yana- says:
okaes

` .:: lil ms SHAshine ::. ` says:
err . wadd makes u tink tht me and dier ade paper

yana- says:
hahah

yana- says:
tah ehk?

` .:: lil ms SHAshine ::. ` says:
coz , i was wondering . ur fren said the asme thing

yana- says:
intinct kot?

yana- says:
haha

yana- says:
iqah?

` .:: lil ms SHAshine ::. ` says:
yeah .

yana- says:
ohhh

yana- says:
tkde lahh

` .:: lil ms SHAshine ::. ` says:
& mesti ade sumting tht made u guys to have tht kind of instinst kan

yana- says:
lol

yana- says:
okae2

yana- says:
ur frdster cmmnts uh

` .:: lil ms SHAshine ::. ` says:
my comments , u mean yg officials2 lain sent to me

yana- says:
yupp2
yana- says:
haha
yana- says:
upil mntk ur num ke?

` .:: lil ms SHAshine ::. ` says:
alamak . okayy .

yana- says:
...........

` .:: lil ms SHAshine ::. ` says:
err , yeah .

yana- says:
uh huh.............................

` .:: lil ms SHAshine ::. ` says:
cepat nyer bnyk org tahu .

` .:: lil ms SHAshine ::. ` says:
ape yg uh huh

yana- says:
i mean tkkn tknk share?

yana- says:
blg uhh....

yana- says:
hahah
` .:: lil ms SHAshine ::. ` says:
tkde paper . & he's pm tu , he can refer to someone else . maner tahu

yana- says:
alaaahhh!

yana- says:
obvious seyy...

yana- says:
die kn nk knal2 wit u...

yana- says:
&& to love u too.....
yana- says:
=))

` .:: lil ms SHAshine ::. ` says:
ehh , klau tk tahu . tk leh buat kesimpulan . klau btol2 nk tahu , kene tny org punyer diri .

` .:: lil ms SHAshine ::. ` says:
ape dah . hahahahahaha .

yana- says:
hahahahahhh

yana- says:
okae2

yana- says:
so kire kn ni wad i said is nt tat true luhh?

` .:: lil ms SHAshine ::. ` says:
no .

` .:: lil ms SHAshine ::. ` says:
errr . ntah

` .:: lil ms SHAshine ::. ` says:
i dunnoe .

` .:: lil ms SHAshine ::. ` says:
not me yg tulis pm tu . its him . how would i noe .

yana- says:
haha

yana- says:
okae2 luhh

yana- says:
tk nk blg tkpe...

yana- says:
=)

` .:: lil ms SHAshine ::. ` says:
eyh , tkde paper utk nk dibilang . nk bilang aper

yana- says:
haha

yana- says:
kkk

yana- says:
relax2

yana- says:
nvm

` .:: lil ms SHAshine ::. ` says:
hehe . im olrite jek . haha .

a problms occured this mrng actualie. i didnt mentioned to my frens tat smth hppned to my face. (aaaaaaaahhhhhh!!!!!) my mum had called Ms Abby to mke an appointmnt asap. der earliest, diz saturdae. wooaahh! so late?? i tink those 'pimps' will grow even more! but wad to do? tats the only empty slot she has. ohh well, i guess ive juz to wait. :(( my mum said i lykk to day-dream alot. ahahx! so old-fashioned! i dun tink tats the cause of these 'pimps' to grow alot! my bro is even mre LAME! he said i hav HMFD. wth? u duno, shut upp lahh. hahahahh! but ure cute oso luhh bro! XPP hmmm; dun cre luhh. hw lngg wanna stay at hme oni?? juz nw go out nth wd? ppl looked at me but hu cares? haiz. tmrw i mking a surprise 4 my bloved granny smemore. im goin 2 treat her to siam kitchen! she's been craving 4 der thai mango salad! hahahhah! so tmrw, she muz be happi one! i hope! =DD so i muz stll face everyone oso ryte? hahah! my one && oni wish. PLZ gooooooooooo aaaawwwwaaaeee lahhh uuuu 'ppiiimmmppssss'!!!!!!!!!! xPPP

lol. let me begin wit replyin aqilah's taggy. hmmmm; aqilah ure rite. but its damn difficult to juz let go lyk tat. i'll nid tme. haiz. tnx anw 4 ur advice buudy! =)) okae, here's my story. =DD i didnt went 4 trainng jz nw. instead, followed my daddy. guess whre? FISHIN! lyk WTH? i tot wanna go jb. but end upp FISHIN! ohh well, it was quite fun though. then went to serangoon north. the usual,visit the parrot shop. ahah! the cute lil baby ones are juz mking sounds. muz be hungry i guess. ahhh; enuf! at hme oreadi gt 4 ANNOYIN parrots tat cnnt even jz shut upp! hahah! den, ftch my mum. at ard 6pm ika's mum called. she tld me ika nt hme yt n if she's wit me. the 1st ting tat cme to my mind was epul. she muz be out thre wit epul,nash n izzul. haiz. the usual; lepak. tried callin hr phne but to no avail. i was tld by hr mum tat an old chinese man picked upp the call. she guessed ika muz hav lost hr phne. called nash & msged izzul. stupid izzul LIED saeing ika nt wit hr! den nash step blurr2 n wnt let me tok 2 ika. he tld me tat police were screening them. WTH? obviously they lepak smewhre lahh. lyk wad hppned to me n M tat dae. haiz. i prayed hard tat ika's mum wnt do anytink to hr! so scared sey! den a few mins ltr, ika called me. she said hr hp lost n dun call hr phne. okae. n den she said if free she'll let me noe everytink tat hppned. woahh! she didnt even go ntbl oso. haiz. ika, i juz hope nth bad will hppn to u!

alryte. THIS IS JUZ KILLING ME!!! one aft another! Mr L DID ask one of hys gurlfrens to hlp hym ask Ms S 4 her numbr? WTH?!! i dun even tink i shld carry on now. feelin lyk givin up. msg hym oso nvr rep! rep oni the one izzul sent. msn oso cnnt use! den, den frdster cmmnt oso SLOW! haiz. idk wd to do now! i juz sent cmmnt to hym && Ms S. actin lyk normal. Ww0oaahhh! cnnt imagine tat i cld actually stll act as if nth hppn?? hmmm; my horoscope is indeed true! i cn seem to be unemotional. LOL. yadayadayada. DIYANAH! wd shld you do NOW?? obviously Mr L && Ms S are gettin alng well oreadi! haiz. GIV UPP or HANG ONN there. ((on the trees))???? waakakakakakakaka! okae, lame! nvm. idk wd 2 sae oreadi. so peeps; giv me solutions && tagg me! =DD

rosalind. i jz wanna sae. yeah; i may fight. step. && kill my rivals. but wen ive reached the top of the kingdom, whre the king is & i asked my wishes to be granted. WILL HE? hmmm; so wad im tryin to sae, i may reached the top. BUT i may also WIN OR LOSE. =/

i aint noe y we're toking bout king in der kingdom, rivals etc. it all started frm rosalind luhh. hahahx! hmmm; i didnt xpect hym 2 rep the sms tat STUPID izzul sent to hym. i was damn bored at hme watchin tv! at ard 10.50pm i heard vibration of my phne. it muz be rosalind i guess. to my surprise, hys pic came out! so i opened hys sms. "nie diana obor ehk? sori fer the late rep..gi jogging arh.." ahahahx! rosalind!! i won ur bet! :PP hmmm; of crse lahh happi! eventhough he spelt my name wrngly. LOL. i rep hys sms && wait 4 3hrs. i cn wait! BUT guess wd? he didnt rep! till nw, im stll waitin! lets see hw lng will he or will he NOT rep me! haiz. i was jz beginning to jump 4 joy. but he snatched awae my joy! AGAIN! omg. haiz. myb we juz werent meant 4 each othr??? =/

omg! was it juz a nightmare? or was it juz an illusion? well i hpe i was!! BUT, i dun tink im wrng! i saw it wit my own eyes! definitely it is! i SWEAR! omg! y do u hav to diz 2 me?? hys love was all i asked for! is it true,wad i saw? guess wad? 'rocky' is Mr L's fren. he gave a cmmnt telling Ms S tat wenever they wld hav an outing, Mr L wld definitely wan Ms S to join them too! ohh; isnt it too obvious?? wen a guy wans a gurl to join hys outing where else they oni knew each othr durink the cmp obor? ohh man! am i too late or wad??!! diz rilly surprised ME!!
i tot they jz fren jz lyk tat! u noe,thse frens u jz mde in frndster etc. haiz. && ohh, i jz gt 2 noe, durink the cmp Mr L took alot of CANDID pics of Ms S everywhre durink the 45mins of goin ard tking pics of strangers! CAN YOU SEE WAD DOES TAT MEAN????!! wad shld i do nw? im stll at the very 1st floor to reach the kingdom. where else Ms S is already reachin the kingdom, fightin, stepping && killing all her rivals. so, AM I DEAD NOW? or am i stll counted in the game?

of crse im MAD!!! my cmpt sot!! i tried dwnloading the messenger. but than it saes it cldnt dwnload bcoz the windows live im using is nt the same as the new one! obviously my dad did smth wit the cmpt && put in the old windows live!!! muummmmyyyyyy!!!! i wanna go on9!!!! ika!!!!!!!! i noe hys on9 24hrs!!! but i cnnt go on9!!!!!! ***sob2*** wad am i suppse 2 do gurl?? im dying 2 tok 2 hym!!! haiz! haiz! haiz!!!

hey peeps! here are the pics taken during the cmp obor!
hahah! sori! i noe its abit too late. =DD

hey guess wd?? im greedy;i admit! i kept telling myself "its oni 4 me,myslf & i! nobody else will ever get wad i want!". hahah! due to tat, i deleted smeone's profle so tat she wnt view mine && realised tat ive been "in cntct" wit Mr L! wakakakaka!! im EVIL! i noe. but hu cares??!! even aqilah was askin me "y does she alwaes cross-path u evertme huh? aint u tired of this evertme?" well, aqilah's ryte! && gurl, u noe wd?? BLLLUUUEEKKKK!!!! im not gonna let u hav wad i hav! or want wad i TOO want. :PPPPPPPPPPP ure juz a PLAIN-COPYCAT!! wad do want?? u want attention? juz bcoz nobody's giving u the attention tat u wan?? OMG! come on! GROW UPP kid! everytinkk aqilah & the rest said bout u is DAMN ryte! u wan to copycat us, especially me && ika so tat u'll get the attention tat we hav?? "HA-HA-HA!!!!" haiz!
cant u see we're juz ALL diffrnt?? myb we hav our unique-ness. so do u! go find it out lah! wadever u do, u stll wnt gt wad u seek! even if u gt, we're stll the original. ure juz CRISPY. hahah! ive give inn 2 u manyy tme uh. && i dun gain anytink! ure nt my BESTIE, neither my fren. i treat u lyk a stranger;forever! dun tink im nice to u, u cn stepp on my head again! NO! im NOt the diyanah u once knew. HERE's the NEW diyanah coming to ur wae gurl! =PP olrtes; enuf! i dun want bcoz of u; my blood boil to the max! thre's NO POINT boiling my blood 4 u gurl!

all i ever wanted was the love frm someone who i rilly loved. is it too difficult? hmmmm. perhaps? i've been waitin 4 tat smeone for quite sme tme && im sick & tired wen he ignored me & even got hys number CHANGED! i bet its bcoz of me! haiz. wadever! && eventually, i gave upp. i knew thre's nvr a wae for me && hym 2 be togthr one dae. haiz. den; i met this Mr L. from the dae i started to lyk hym, i already said 2 myslf, i muz try! i rilly muz try! i cnt giv upp this tme! its alryte if i dun get anytink ltr on, but its okae 2 giv it a try ryte? hmmm. for the past 3 daes, ive been to friendster to chck if thre's any cmmnt frm hym. but to my disappntmnt, 2dae he didnt leave me any! haiz. went to hys friendster, saw lots of cmmnts frm hys frens. mine was on the 2nd page. i bet he didnt see it! MAN! tat is one prblm. den diz cmpt, idk wth my dad do wit it til the MSN is gone! i cldnt even dwnload it again! wtf prblm oso idk lah! haiz. im jz STUCK UPP here!! this is rilly taking rilly3 SLOW!! den hw cn i stay in cntct wit Mr L??? :(( haiz. i cn oni pray hard. ahahhx! well, its okae i'll wait && leave it 2 god. =)

i nvr forget. i nvr do. every cnversatn, advices, stories, phrases, words she used & told. I SWEAR I NVR DO. she waz the oni one i wld look upp to wen im feelin dwn or wen im feelin ly a million bucks. 2 me, she's a bestie tat i ever loved so mch! if im a guy, i wld hav ask hr 2 b my gurl. i alwaes tell hr hw mch i love her & misses her. && i rilly do mean it! i dun hav 2 tell her, she'll noe or'll figure it out by hrslf. tats one speciality tat she has. i do love the rest of my besties too. but to me, she the closest && most understndin one ever. i dun tink i wld ever get her replacement! all the fun & swit memories of me & her togther, will alwaes i treasure in my heart. all empty-cnversations & nonsense we talked, i stll enjoyed it! hmmm; it mkes me wanna cry seeing her tat wae. yes, i heard wd she said! i even tld ros ystrd "ros, do u noe she seek 4 forgiveness frm me b4? she tld me, ppl change. so do i. im diffrnt wen im sgl & attch. so plz forgive me if i treat u guys diffrntly." && ros misinterpreted me by tinkin tat im siding wit her. haiz. aft a long talk wit ros && i asked ros 2 b in her shoes, tat means her being attch wit a guy, ros finally understnd & waz lyk "okae, i undrstnd. nvm, i'll forgive her now." i looked at ros & gave her a big wide smile. ros noes hw i felt at tat point of tme. i believe. i believe if hu ever else were in HER shoes, wld chnge. bcoz, once ure attch, its difficult 4 u 2 balnce btwn frens & ur guy. haiz. ohh well, one more ting. tnx 4 hlping me bout Mr L. (if u rilly intend 2 hlp me lahh) hehehhh! :P && tnx 4 cming ystrdae,eventhough u brought ur guy, i stll tink its btter den witht u ard. i nvr thought or cursed u not 2 b ard. i alwaes wished u'll be here wit us. hmmm. && tnx oso; for sacrificing to cme ystrdae even wen ur mum disapprove of it. tats rilly touchin sey. u actually do it 4 us. haiz. well, i juz wanna u 2 noe. i stll love u lyk i used to, my bestie. =)

yeah; i realised gurl A is changed. me & ros were toking bout her all der wae jz nw. ahahhx! ros accompanied me ALLL derr wae 2 my hse; WALKING!! well, i OWE YOU BIG ROS!!! ILY BABE! MUACKS! XPP hmmm; bck 2 topic. gurl A. those hu noe, keep quiet oni aite! (shhhhhh!!!) this gurl A. idk wad does she treat us lyk uh. she's totally CHANGED man! myb bcoz of der ppl in hr surroundings? hmmm. bcoz of ppl changed everytme they meet new frens? well, i dun tink so lahh. wad a reason 2 use! haiz. i've been waitin. let me see hw long, 2 mths lyk tat? haiz. tiring okae waitin 4 this gurl A 2 changed bck! haiz. i tot aft breaking upp wit guy B, she'll go bck to waitin 4 guy A? hmmm. guess wd? SHE DID'NT! && TO MY SURPRISE! she got hrslf smeone new, ryte aft breaking upp wit guy B. its okae wit me, coz i dun rule hr wrld ryte? so i was lyk "hmmm. anytink uh. u tink u love hym, den go ahead." so daes past. & i got to meet this guy C. haiz. he's okae lah. but we all stll nt tat cnfortable wit hys presence. so each tme we were having a cnversatn, it'll stop half wae wen this couple cme in our wae. we'll go all silent & quiet! haiyo. idk lah. i jz miz der OLD times. but it makes my bloodd boill tinkin bout this gurl A now. ros said she had changed eversince she gained her "confidence". hmmmm, is it true gurl A??? ahahahhx! stupid lah diyanah! as if this gurl A wld noe we call her gurl A!! :PP well, i juz hope this gurl A realised uh. realised tat she's changed && wld tinkk properly uh! she wanna go wit hu sey. us or they. they or us?! well, i believe in karma. i noe karma is a BITCH. ahahx! but; it hppned 2 me b4 uh. so, in diz case, i noe thre'll b karma oso! :P nvm2. we'll wait && see! :DD for now,let her live in her own wrld. as long as she's happi, im happi 4 her too. =) i dun hav grudges on her but i jz hate her nw. so its lyk i love her (as a fren) but i hate her (but nt 2 der core). haiz. gurl A. gurl A. i juz miz you so mch 2 der core!

if u ask me wd waz der BEST in cmp obor, i wld sae der photo-taking tingyy,der light refreshments,der free tickets 2 HSM3,free coupons 4 food & we bought waffles! ahahx! XDD && der part wen me & my frens joked lyk HELL in der train & bus! wahahahaahahaahahahhh!!! syimah laughed der WORSE!!! but it waz DAMN fun! hmmm. lets see wd we talked about. we talked bout downtwn,der food, PERVERTIC tings bout couples kissing && hving sex. wakakakakaka! so LAME lahh SHEREEN especially. well; its was GREAT2 time! i LOVE it!!! :PP && ohh!!! syimahh!!
der part whre we both RAN along der escalator at changi airport! hahahahahahhh!
ppl waz lookin at us tinkin we're CRAZZY but WHO CARES??!!! :PP hahahahah!! blluueekk! ily guys so mch sey! hpe we'll hav smth lyk diz again! :DD

omg! omg! omg! omg! omg! omg!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
aaaaaaaqqqqqqqqqqiiiiiiiiilllllllllllaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!
tnx! tnx! tnx! tnx! tnx! tnx! tnx! tnx! tnx sssssooooo mcccchhhhh!!!!!!!!!
at laz i got smth bout hym!!!!!!!!!!!
ily aaaaaaaaaaaaqqqqqqiiiiiiillllllllaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!
wwwwwwwwwweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!
muuuuuaaaaaaaaacccckkkkkkkkksssssss!!!! :DDDDDDDDDD

p/s: && guess wd?? he gve me a friendster cmmnttttt!!!!!!!!!!!

to ika;
tnx 4 everytink aites!
imy so muchhy!
haiz. hw i wished we cld hang out 2gther lyk der oldd tmes! :((
anw; laz lngg aites! hmph! XPP


hmmm; der past 3 daes of cmp obor/journalism cmp had mde a great chnge in my lyfe. i didnt even cared hw my lyfe waz lyk b4! i jz wanna start afresh! all i ever tink was tt someone! der cmp waz DAMN fun! i rilly had a great3 tme thre eventhough we didnt win anytink. but ive at least learnt smth bout newswriting. && guess wd? i met this someone. someone hu caused my lyfe to chnge.i've been tinkin & tinkin & tinkin of tat 'someone' eversince i went hme ystrdae!! lets jz name tat someone 'Mr L'. 'Mr L' waz the "officials" (HMPH!) so he had to go round && round der tables to chck if anybdy needed hlp. as he walk, i look at hym & he look at me w/o xpressn. && tat goes 4 der WHOLE 3 daes. i jz duno y! but it juz goes on & on lyk tat! w/O communicatn! ade pn, kacau jek. he sae 2 hys fren "4 wd tke her pic? haiyo. u tke den ltr u delete okae!". hahah! eventhough gitu je pn, i stll lyk it! :DD hehehehhhh! den der 2nd dae we hd early dismisal. so we all wen vivo xcept naq && wani but wit ika's guy && nash. fun!! den at ard 7pm lyk tt we headed hme. den in bus 963 we were so kecoh!! syimah wit hr LOUD laughter && shereen wit hr funny lame jokes bout a kissing couple. wad SHIT we're toking oso idk lah! hahah! den i tld syimah bout 'Mr L'. syimah was lyk "eh, u & 'Mr L' okae ape. u 2 hav der height! & ur faces mkes a gd couple!" hahah! well; hw i wished syimah! haiz. nw i regretted 4 nt toking 2 hym & at least gt 2 noe smth bout hym damn it! ystrdae waz der laz, i wore green skinny jeans & made sme of thm shocked lookin at der striking green i guess! hahahh! der 1st ting i came in, i turned right & saw hym stnding dere drinkin mac milkshake & lookin at me cming in again w/o xpressn. i waz lyk "wth??!!! y do i alwaes hav 2 c hym??". i quickly grabbed my sit && ctinued our work. during my work, i kept searchin 4 hym! omg!!! i waz lyk "whre's he? whre's he? WHRE'S HE?!" hmmm; is diz love? is diz crush? or is it jz admiration? haiz. idk!u noe wd? ystrdae i wen all emo whle walkin 2 pasir ris mrt. i listened 2 music && tinkin hw regretful i waz! b4 gg out frm dwntwn, i actualie hd der chnce 2 approach hym as he waz directly in frnt of me!! but i didnt!! smth holded me bck. haiz. we reached pasir ris mrt n we headed to changi airport 2 folo syimah mit hr fren hu's flyin 2 india. in der mrt, i cried badly wen aqilah was lyk "relax. dun cry kae? it might jz b a crush." my tears jz rolled dwn! omg! den at tnah merah ika came 2 me & wiped awae my tears & calmed me dwn. aqilah,syimah,rusy,ika was lyk "if thre's a chnce, u'll meet hym again somedae.dun worry it might jz b a crush." well alrite den, if thre's a chnce, we'll meet again 'Mr L'. :-/

Dee♥,

A simple girl called Dee.
Hates decisions & getting bored.
Hates JERKS!
Juz dont understand guys.
Loves Bossanova & Indies.
Loves Reading & movies.
A simple girl will alwaes be simple.
Just like studying a literature book!
Either you understand it; NOT.
Simple isnt it? ;)

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