me & my "boyfyy"! LOLS! =PP


shyy2 uh both of them! XPPP



muke maintain uh!! hahaha!
cute aint they?? =DDDD
LAZ LONNGG AITES! HACK CARE WAD PPL SAE!
WADS IMPRT IS TAT YOU BOTH LOVE EACH OTHER! =)))

frm mum.... =DDDDDDD


frm aunty sarimah.... =XXXX



delicious food! yumyum! =))))

first of all, i wldd lyk to thnk all my frens 4 all the wishes! =)) okeahh, lets tok bout laz fridae. laz fridae aft sch, dad brought me 2 town. window shopping & had ice cream. den sddnly he gave me twilight & new moon book. eclipse & breaking dawn OOS. (i noe its kinda too late 2 read when ppl hav oreadi fnshed reading it!) :PP & so, thnked dadd. At bout 4.45pm, went to kkh 2 ftch mum. den went 2 aunt's hse. i was tld tat my mum "left smth thre". LOLS. lyk real! as soon as we reached thre, my aunt was lyk "SURPRISE!! HAPPI BDAE DEAR!" wahahhah! XPP was kinda shocked 4 a moment. speechless! the tble was full of delicious food! den came my bdae cake! it was a lychee cake. lol! didnt noe such cake exist! tak pernah mkn lah katekn! hahah! XP sang bdae song. cut the cke. took pics. started eating. i was hling onto mastura as she ate her food. my aunt was "eating the cke" wen i looked at her. as soon as mastura ran awae, my vision turned dark. my face was wet. a plastic plate was sticking onto my face! GUESS WAD?? my aunt actually smashed the cake onto my face! wahahahha! the kids were giggling awae looking at how funny my fce was wit the white cream on it! funn i tell u! uncle took loads of candid pics of me! quickly borrowed granny's towel & went to the toilet to clean myslf upp. my mum was worried coz i didnt hav any extra clothes wit me! but lucky nth uh. juz a lil bit oni. :)) den it was present tme!! YIPPYY! hahaha! first was frm my lil bro! a black muffler frm cotton on! =DD second was frm sis! 1 black & 1 grey leggings frm cotton on! hahah! cool! den 3rd was frm mummy! adidas box! i noe! i noe! adidas shoes! yippyy!!! its blue colour. okae uh! not bad! =DD 4th was frm aunty sarimah. a sandal frm giovanna. u noe the type tat has loads of straps on it?? hahah! white colour! =)) & as 4 aunty halijah, she bought me a pair of earings frm D'Silver earlier on! yeaaapppyyy! cool2! all my wishlist cme true! HAHAH! && i cn mke IC oreadi! =.= wadever! hahah! BIG DEAL! =PP hrmmm, despite having a fuunnn bdae party wit my family.. if u ask me 2 choose between having a bdae party & getting loads of presents OR juz sitting 1 side, having a lonngg chat wit tat SMEONE.. i wld rather choose 2 sit 1 side & hav a lonnggg chat wit hym! i dun F**** care if i dun get any presents or anytink! chatting wit hym can oreadi make me realli HAPPI! having hym in my lyfe is much mre worth it rather than having all those tings tat i lust for! i'm NOT tat materialistic okeahhs? =PP im not tired of waiting & waiting! juz tat, my waiting 4 hym 2 kol/sms can make me LOSE my patience u see! not only me, all of u out thre too i bet! haiz! who wldnt get mad or upseett wen the person u lurve didnt wish u on ur bdae. didnt even sms/kol u 4 several daes! tat person even cancelled ur outing! hw do u feel?? u shld nw noe hw i feel! realli sick man! why is he doing this to me?? wad wrng hav i done?? haiz. idk why i cnt stop tinking of hym every now & then! hys name is lyk flowing thru my blood! i hear hys voice in my ears. but still, i dun even tink he is tinking bout me now! god, why do i hav 2 go thru all of this ALL OVER AGAIN? dont u noe hw TIRED i am going thru it OVER & OVER AGAIN?????

hohoho! 4 mre daes. yet i dun feel a ting! diz yr, any events or wadever else, i dun get excited or anxious lyk i used to laz tme! lol. dunia da karat! da nk kiamat. sumer bende buat pun tk tentu! haiz. kae2, lets tok bout todae. todae was C girls tournamnt VS pioneer i tink. HUHUH!!! WE WON!!!! i mean my juniors lahh! hahah! 31-9 if im not wrng! wae to go gurls!! YUSOF ISHAK.... YUSOF YUSOF ISHAK! WOOOOSSSHHH!!! =DDDD happi 4 u gurls lahh seyy! but too bad i didnt went to wtch them play! me,nisa,ros,shayidah,sharmila & syimah all went to decorate our class. naq tld me smth bad hppned when they were wtching hgss playing b4 their's starts. they made cmmnts on the opponent's defence. then their tcher went to mdm nor azizah & tld hr! rabak! dorg kene mrh den muz apologise to them! haiyo. sungguh memalukan sey if i were in their shoes! i noe hw they feel! but den uh, hgss oso new mah! juz diz yr join west zone! obviously their's not as GOOD as ours! lyk "HHHEEEELLLLLOOOO!!!" cheyyy! hahahah! lols. tkpe2! juniors! mke sure ltr wen u play wit them, FOCUS & hav CONFIDENCE! cnfrm cn win if u hav diz two jyeah! =)) & seniors, wen u watch, mke sure if u wanna cmmn on anytink, look left & right. front & bhind. mke sure ppl cnnt hear! crik psl jek nnti! lols. but still! at tcher of hgss, aku rase, da KE-TER-LALUAN. asl sensitive sgt?? huh? HUH??? ape jek! :PPP nvm. ltr wen juniors play against them, i wan FOLO! i wan see tat tcher fce! kae lah. aku mrh2 pn tkde gunenye sey! tkde kene-mengene dgn aku! kae2 lah. bye2. wanna go fnsh up my tons of hmwrks!

todae was rilly a BAD DAE/IRRITATING DAE/BORINGG DAE!!!! my dress was stained by tat F**King-brainless-idiot-stupid bird!! lucky i was wearing double,so took off the sleeveless dress & quickly got into the car b4 any of tat F**King bird shyt again! damn irritated i tell you! hish!! the rest of my family was laughing lyk hell! i hack care lahh! den in the car, otw to west coast plaza..my cuz made alot of NOISE! i was FREAKING IRRITATED i tell you! idk y! juz tat i sddnly hate huda so mch! i shouted at her face to shut upp. she didnt LISTEN! in fact, my mum go layan her more! haiyo! wadever luhh. den at bout 4pm got hme. sis didnt folo coz she juz cme bck frm nite shift laz nite. she was at hme uh. was watching tv on the sofa. den my sis irritated my wit alot of qns! lyk wad lyk tat! everytme she nvr folo go out, cnfrm lyk tat! ask her shut upp, she laughed. woahh! if not i wan slap her oreadi. dun y uh! todae i very der HOT TEMPERED! wahahah! but didnt uh! of course! crazy uh? she's older sey!! tried calm dwn. den sddnly hav tat feeling to bake. asked mum wanna bake wad. choco chip cookies. hrmmm; okae luhh. juz nid to buy brown sugar n butter. der rest of the ingredients hav oreadi. by the tme i start baking, my sis went to slp oreadi. 2nite is her laz nite shift. kesiann! hahaha! :PP counted the cookies. about 116 pieces. 15 burned coz i didnt took notice of the tme. so threw them awae. hahahahha! very the slenge of me sey! wakakakakka! :PP but the rest was successful uh. yummy! =DD

ystrdae had training at ISH. we all the regular comer were so freaking fedd upp wit those hu sddnly cme 4 training on tat dae! they played lyk nobody business! throw anyhw oni. hazirah. haiyo!!!!!!!! all of us were lyk swearing hre & thre oreadi siah! fcuk upp fedd upp lyk tat! den aft water break, played 1/3 court. tat part all da cool dwn abit. me,vivian & chia peng was lyk laughing & "nice hands!" each tme we, defenders get to take awae the ball. hahahha. thre starts the laughter. hrmmm. den juz nw had tournament wit kranji at the usual place, rivervalley. first quarter me,naq,wani & lynette didnt play. all of them show lyk panic-stress-scared faces. alot of passes wasted! im the one watching oso STRESS you know! hahahha! denn me & naq played 4 2nd quarter. 3rd & 4th didnt. nvm. i oso dun feel lyk playin! was feeling sleepy! hahah. den at bout 5:40 was waiting 4 the bus to arrive. sddnly wani cried! kaget sekejap! being tld tat she didnt get to play tats y she sad. hrmms, did sme console-ing den sddnly she smiled at nafiah! wahahah! funny uh shE! hrmms; den bus cme. all slept in bus while lstning to music. i was emo-ing thre. hahaha. reached skol at bout 6:20. dismissed denn went bck quickly. ika lahh. hrmm. ssshhhhh. antare aku & kau je tau kans ika? wahhaha! kekek! jumpe kat RC. wit the fren. beh tk lyn. da nk blah, ru ckp skit je. lol. but was nice uh toking to hym. =DDD

CORRECTION. CORRECTION. i was toking/typing bullshyts uh on the 130109 post. wadever! im stll sgl! dun worry! i will nvr 4gt to infrm u all wan lah! :)) i oso cnfused wit my CURRENT situation. a part of me feels tat he's lying. & a part of me says he's not. he's serious bout it! haiz. giler! its hppning again & again & AGAIN!! tired of this crappz! KARMA'S A BTYCH i tell you! urgh! i rilly hate myslf u noe! haiz. haiz. haiz!!!! i wish i cld juz go "STOP. STOP at this CRAPPZ! SSSSSTTTTOOOOPPPPP!!!!!!!!!!!!" & everytink stops & go the wae i want! damn! tat wae, i tell you! FUNFUNFUN! =))))))) i cn cntrl my wrld lyk using the remote cntrl to change the tv programs! waakakka! okae. CRAPP! hrmm. kae lahh. frenz, aku sgl kaes? tk usah kecoh2 di skol! pape mseti ku blg! =)) to eliz, sorrrrriiiieee! coz i tot u chinese gurls wnt be reading my bloggie! :PP

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>>>THIS song is superrr NICE!!!
naq put diz song on her blog!
WE BOTH LOVVVVEEEEE IT LARRHHH SEEEYY!! =)))

bnyk yg da terjdi. antare aku sedar dan tidak? hmmm; btol ke tk aku bkn diyanah yg dulu lgi?? alamak! ber~emo plak! okae2. crapz! well, skool's been stressful. but stll manage~able! tons of hmwrk given especially maths! haiyo! struggled at first..but managed to fnsh all in the end! :DD todae the air was 'FULL of LOVE!' he smsed ryte aft he saw me aft our mt class. smsed all the sey! den aft mt was phy, so insid lab..tryin to cncentrte mr mark's wae of teahin.. (which i stll cnt get hys language smetmes!) out of the blue,he saed "u..ily" i was lyk.. HUH?? joking or wad? SERIOUS OR WAD SEY?? hahhah! as we smsed, the cnvo gets much spicy-er! LOL. naq, nisa, ros, syimah all da kacau2 me.. they tink i shld go on wit hym..but im stll unsure! we cnfessed our feeling 4 each other! my face had a BIG WIDE smile all the wae! its been a long tme seyy since a guy, realli sae this kind of tings to me! he even said he doesnt look at their pretty faces..but their hart & personality! nice.. nt bad huh! didnt tot he's tat type of guy uh..well, cnt judge the book by its cover! :PP so i guessed todae's the "BIG dae"! 130109..didnt see any specialty in tat date but uh.. wadever lahh! it doesnt matter! time? hmmm, didnt took notice! :PP tee~hees! anytink else, i'll update in the nxt post! :DD toodles ppl! :))))

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been extremely BUSY lately! the whole week the netballers stayedback at sch till late aftrnn. 4 training & cca dae preparation. hmmm; everytink went smoothly uh. ystrdae was cca dae. at first we were all fcking fedupp coz sch team players had to go 4 traing at ISH. all of us were lyk swearing all the wae. kecoh2 luh. den we trained till 10.15am oni. step go dwn, buy water..den went dwn to booth. played full court & street netball wit the graduated seniors. funfunFUN!! we did went ard fnding sec ones girls to join netball.. but than uh.. all lyk ******!!!! so lazy wanna layan, we juz ctinued playing full court.. sec ones came to our booth themselves & register..although not many, but still..at least got girls wanna join! :)) appreciate those girls! hope this badge of girls wnt quit half wae lyk those sec twos & sme sec threes badge! came oni 4 1 session, than tired && giv upp liao! wth? whre ur perseverance? ur passion? ur confidence? to ctinue in netball? STUPID! cca registration dae on thursdae den wanna cme bck! TOO LATE LERH! u tink u juz cme bck lyk tat coach & ms salina wld tke ur bck & let u play 4 the sch team? NO WAE! tsk3! cme 4 training first luhh, den we can sit dwn & tok! naq,wani rush all fed upp seyy on thursdae wen see all those "missing" faces appear again! tink wd? play hide & seek isit? haiyo! wadever luhh.. toking bout them juz mkes ur bloody boil! nw im missing my granny, mas,mary,khair,huda.. da lama tk dpt jmpe dorg! granny alwaes call me aft sch to ask if im goin thre.. she said she misses me! awwww, miz her loads too! but im too BUSY! haiz.. nvm, myb nxt wk i go thre wen im free! :DD

"whre's he? whre's he? WHRE'S HE???!" my heart was all the wae asking me tat questn everytme each lesson ends! why do i feel lyk diz wen i cldnt see hym? && y does my heart THUMPS each tme i see hym? y do i feel as if we had diz..diz..feeling..lyk..eye-to-eye-contact.. ('zzzzzz!!!!') hahahs!:PP we seldom smiled at each other diz past few daes.. but funny uh! we were juz FRENZ! y sddnly im feeling diz wae? im not gonna fall in love AGAIN, AM I??? wait, wait...WAIT! ive mde a promise didnt i?? "to be sgl & free till im 16?" omg! dee!!!!! i hope NOT! i hope NOT!!! hope its juz a crush! but wad if its NOT? gosh! i juz cant stop! i juz cant STOP...come closer! come closer! LOL! (currently listening to CLOSER-Neyo) :DDD back to my story...i juz cant resist looking at hym 4 a very very very very LONNNGGGGGG tme!! haizzz!

i was all alone at hme ystdae. i broke the ketchup glass laz nite at bout 11pm wen i was hungry && wanna eat smth. i was hlding onto it tite! aft a whle, all i noe was the floor filled wit ketchup & broken glass. omg! my hands were shaky! i thought i was jz been clumsy. so i took the mop & clean the mess. mum, dad, sis & bro all juz came bck tat tme. dad was lyk "jgn ade bende buruk jdi sdh!" i hack cre uh, tinking its juz my care~less! slept at 12am. tido mati seyy! at 6am sis & mum woke me & bro upp. weird seyy! den i asked wad hppned. sis tld tat my great-grandmother passed awae at 3am. omg!! SHOCKED siah! got ready 4 skol. was tinking wanna go or not. but than ive to go coz the notice board master key's wit me && need fnish upp banner aft skol! haiz. went to skol. tried so hard not to tink bout my great-grandmother! makes me wanna cry! everytink goes well. den sddnly in SS class, it gets borink! && started tinking of her. emo sekejap. den decided to secretly msg sis bout the mayat. 5 mins ltr she reply saeing tgh mandikan mayat. hmmm, tat tme was lyk 10.45am-11am lyk tat. rilly regretful && sad tat i cldnt go see her 4 the laz tme!! but at least, wen she was hsptlised.. i did went to & fro juz to visit her! :)

well, well, well! hmm; quite lngg nvr uppdate! haiz! alot had hppnd! past few diz..ive been..... : i talking on the phne wit sis's guy (brther in law 2 be!) =DDD ...watched twilight... && A BIG DISASTER hppned btwn me & hym! if mit oso, we stared at each other oni! ohh well! wdever! he wasnt even serious! den ystdae got ntball! rilly tiring! :( den sddnly reminded of hym.. during breaktme, went to bagpack && took my hp to sms hym.. c if reply..waited..waited.. &&&& waited! NO sms! :S dun hope, got hme.. reached hme..took a bathe && off to clementi..otw to clementi, saw hym chcking hys hp while flirting wit a gurl at the bus stop oppste! WTH? he knew i smsed but dun wan reply!! I.D.10.T!!!!!!!!! tld ros.. ros bz perhaps, tat she juz replied "okey2"... at 10.45pm he sms...i didnt reply! 11pm he called.. but than i was asleep oreadi..oni saw missed call the next morning...mybe god wans me to noe wad type of guy he is....

skool started laz fridae. wad a dae?! im stll feeling-sec-TWO! kekekkk!!! my form teacher is mdm hamidah. okae uh, COOL! d&t oso she tking us. =DD den got to noe my history teacher is MR ADAM?! wth?! ahahhx! hope okae jek. got this new guy in my class. he's frm myanmar. e has a baby face uh. hys englsh name is 'Jeremy'. all my gurlfrens lyk "babe, HYS MINE! HE'S HOTT!! HE'S 14 goin 15 yet looks lyk much more older!! GENTLEMEN kan, kan, KAN??" wakakakakakakak!! ada2 jek! havent tld ros,nisa & syimah since they SL. ltr wen they see oreadi cnfrm kecoh! =DDD haiz. den mdm hamidah let us watch 'bedtime stories'. ngantok siot tat tme! sddnly i was woken upp by mdm hamidah wen she gave us the magazine. die tk mrh, coz we're free to watch or sleep. she release one by one at 12pm. got 15 mins. so went to hal see sec ones orientatn && mit ASC. hahah! dahh happi2, hug them here & thre, skali aqilah "MAL,MAL!! he's upstairs thre! looking at us!" wth??? my heart thumps fast siah wen i heard tat! i saw those 4e2 guys but than nvr see hym. wen im at the cntn, saw hym. he shouted at me & was swearing bcoz i ignored hym! WTF?? ape jek! i dun wan to hav anytink wit hym anymre OKAES? haiz! tired siah got to layan hym! :S

Dee♥,

A simple girl called Dee.
Hates decisions & getting bored.
Hates JERKS!
Juz dont understand guys.
Loves Bossanova & Indies.
Loves Reading & movies.
A simple girl will alwaes be simple.
Just like studying a literature book!
Either you understand it; NOT.
Simple isnt it? ;)

ohh! && i love my boyf!! =D

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