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Wednesday, December 31, 2008

woahh, todae was a really TIRING yet FUN dae!!! woke upp at 12pm.. laz nite slept at bout 3am? hmmm; cldnt get to sleep!!! wanna sms smebdy...but scared he sleep liao....haiz!! =( took a bathe, did sme laundries... den dad ask to get changed & off to ftch mum...half dae mahh! =DD heheh.. den went to tampines IKEA & COURTS...PACKED giler seyy! hahahh! me,mum & dad wit bro all went separate places..lazy wanna wait 4 each other! so i went to the frames site! my fav uh!! TEE-HEES! :PP den gt diz indon guy disturb me...guessed wd he did?? he 'hissed' into my ear went i walked past hym but than i was lookin smewhre else & didnt realised hym.. stared at hym den hys fren laughed at hym! stupid! but CUTE! heheheh! :PPPPP den i quickly called my mum & went off to find her! naek bulu roma tau bile tat guy does tat!! :S so, aft buying the things...we head off to courts to walk2 oni luhh...den off to bedok reservoir! wooaahh! gerek seyy!!! breezyy windd!!! A NICE PLACE to relax our mind! :)) i wanted to find my aunt's present..wen sddnly mum reminded me! her bdae's tmrw! but ive 4gotton bout it! rabaak kan? kan? KAN??! :XX so tld dad go town uhh... too bad gt traffic jam since its half dae todae! so decided go jp instead... cool!! jp hav upgraded bcme bigger! more shops! den saw sme yussofians...frm tech class...but hacked care them uh! :PP den at bout 7pm, went to buy dinner & chiao back hme! woaahhh! TIRED siah now! PHYSICALLY...but mentally, NOT! =DD so now im here blogging... ltr wanna countdwn 2009 && oso my aunt's bdae! while waitin...WATCH TV! at least gerek jgk! no nid go marina luhh... :DDDDD




Tuesday, December 30, 2008

she's my everytinkk...!!! <33

she's my LOVE.....
she's lyk my boyfren... :DD
she's my FREN....
she's lyk one of my BESTIES....
she's my COUNSELLOR.....
she's lyk one of my TEACHERS....
she's alwaes makes my dae BRIGHTER...!
she's juz so PERFECT in my eyes too! =))
she's my life......
WITHOUT HER.....
i could juz die being alone && bored!


Wanna noe who is SHE???
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>>>MY BELOVED SIS! =XX















Monday, December 29, 2008

A.People who have been tagged must write their answer in their blog.
B.Tag 8 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse.
These people who they are tagged by and cannot tag the person who they were tagged by.
C.Continue this game by sending this to 8 other people:
-ika
-chew mei
-andre
-verlyn
-vavarly
-vernice
-yuexi
-rusydiah

Question one : What have you been doing recently?
-been goin outz wit frenz...
Question two : Do you ever turn your cell phone off?
yupp, wen tat irritati guy calls...
Question three: What happened?
-hmphh....let bygones be bygones...
Question four : When did you last cry ?
-Lazt nite...
Question five : believe in fate/destiny ?
-yupp...
Question six : What do you want in your life now ?
-mre freedom... $$$$..... tat special smeone...
Question seven : Do you tend to make relationships complicated ?
-nope! easier wen its simple isnt it?
Question eight : Are you wearing anything you borrowed for someone ?
-nope...
Question nine : What was the last movie you caught ?
-hmmm, cnt rmmbr... :P
Question ten : Does the person you like knows that you like him/her ?
-NOPE.. teehee... :DD
Question 11 : Who always makes you laugh ?
-my besties & family.. especially sis! :DD
Question 12 :Do you speak languages other than english?
-yupp2...malay && lil bit of chinese....
Question 13 : Favourite website(s)?
-NIL....
Question 14 :What are you doing tommorow?
-tmrw? hmpph...go shopping perhaps? =DDDD
Question 15 : What do you think you are like ?
-duno lehh....
Question 16 : Who would you choose to die with ?
-my grandma.....
Question 17 : Where have you been today ?
-nt anywae else yet.... excpt hme!
Question 18 : What game do you play often ?
-NONE....
Question 19 : Who you missing right now ?
-hmph.... aderlahh! :PP
Question 20 : If you have to choose between a friend and a lover, who will you choose?
-errrr..... duno! run awae luhh!
Question 21 : What are you doing right now ?
-nth else den diz survey!
Question 22 : Which primary school were you from ?
-keming pri
Question 23 : name 3 colours you like ?
-black,red,blue & green
Question 24 : What emotion do you like to show ?
-happi face? =)))
Question 25 : What is life to you ?
-LIVE life to the fullest?....
Question 26 : If you have something troubling you, what would you do?
-i'll either shutupp & listen to usics or call upp besties && shout out loud!!
Question 27 : Who did you last chat with on msn ?
-cnt rmmbr! long tme nvr on9!
Question 28 : Who do you admire the most ?
-hrrmmm; tat hot guy... :PPP
Question 29 : Which month you born in ?
-january
Question 30 : How you feeling right now ?
-lonely....
Question 31 : What's the time now ?
-2:22pm
Question 32 :Your opinion on the person who tagged you.
-long tme nvr tok to hym sey!
Question 33 :What color do you like to dye your hair?
-hmpphh, usually dark blonde/brown...
Question 34 : Why you doing this quiz ?
-idk...naqie jz asked me to...
Question 35 : What do you do when you are moody?
-listen to musics && sing it OUT LOUD! =D
Question 36 : At which stage do you wish to get married?
-wen i meet tat Mr Right && wen's the tme is ripe enuf...
Question 37 : Who is closer to you ?
-ASC...of course rosalind....
Question 38 : Who is/are the people/person you trust the most?
-ASC....
Question 39 : Do you believe in seeing the rainbow after the rain?
-yupp2...
Question 40 :If you have a dream come true, what would it be?
-hmmphh, let it be a secret! :PPP
Question 41 : What is yur goal for this year ?
-study HARD & archieve good results! :))
Question 42 :Do you believe in eternity love?
-perhaps?
Question 43 : What feeling do you love the most ?
-happi!
Question 44 : Do you really think it is global warming now?
-tink soooo........
Question 45 : Do you like quizzes?
-nt rilly...i usually go to blogthings...
Question 46 : do you believe in gods ?
-of course!
Question 47 : Who cares you th most ?
-hhmmpphh, hym..ASC...frens...family!
Question 48 :What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
-my grandma!
Question 49 : What will you bring when you fight?
-a knife!
Question 50 : What have you regretted doing in your whole life?
-4 ALL THE MISTAKES ive made!
Question 51 : What do you do if nobody cared for you any longer?
-get out of tat godDAMN place!
Question 52 : What will you do if you boyfriend/girlfriend two-timed you?
-meetupp wit hym...acted nice && give hym a TITE SLAPP && breakupp wit hym!
Question 53 : How you feel now ?
-feeling lil bored....





Give me the Greenlight
Give me just one night

I'm ready to go right now
I'm ready to go right now

I'm ready to go right now
I'm ready to go right now

I see you move, I'm checking your smile
Working your back like it's going out of style

Shake just a little bit faster...
Shake just a little now girl...

Dying to meet you, so lets mess around!
I've got an obsession of us getting down...
Come just a little bit closer....!
I just need permission so just...

Give me the greenlight
Give me just one night

I'm ready to go right now
I'm ready to go right now

We can go all night
Give me the greenlight

I'm ready to go right now
I'm ready to go right now

I want your green greenlight
But if it's what it seems like
Then we can get it moving baby
Cuz we know it's gonna be right

I'm ready to go right now
I'm ready to go right now(Andre 3000)

I want your green redlight
I wanna see what you dance like
But if I can be your buddy,
Help you study and get your head right(John Legend)

I'm ready to go right now
I'm ready to go right now
Do I have a girlfriend... ??
technically;
NO.....

If you'll be my girlfriend then I'll make it so...
You'll be my only true lover....!!
No competition, no others!

Baby it's just the thrill of the chase...
But I've got a feeling that I'm winning this race!
Baby I'm in much closer
I just need permission so...(John Legend)

Give me the greenlight...
Give me just one night....

I'm ready to go right now
I'm ready to go right now

We can go all night
Give me the greenlight

I'm ready to go right now
I'm ready to go right now(Andre 3000)

I want your green greenlight
But if it's what it seems like...
Then we can get it moving baby
Cuz we know it's gonna be right(John Legend)

I'm ready to go right now
I'm ready to go right now(Andre 3000)

I want your green redlight
I wanna see what you dance like
But if I can be your buddy
Help you study and get your head right(Andre 3000)

So I went hard like Madusa staring at me
I told her "lets go,
lets blow this lame nigga factory"..
She said, "What type of girl do you think I are?"
"The kind that you meet in a bar?"
"You think you can get whatever you want cuz you some kinda star??!"
No I'm a comet....

I just want you woman!
Hey, If I were you then...

It would be me that I go home with3,
the one and only...
One thing you ain't considered!
I heard you when you told your girl "ooo he can get it"
Admit it!
You did it!!
Lets hop a cab and split it..
I'm kiddin...!

We both going to where you livinHA,
I got you gigglin like I'm piglet...
Oh that's the ticket!
I hope you are more like anita baker than robin givens

No, I don't know that lady so let me quit it
I'm just style freein, freestylin wit ya'll soundin you
That's just what I'm telling you,
Should be in bed with you

Like I've been in jail for two Years and then they let me loose

Chorus(Andre 3000)
You got you one legend
Sometimes you gotta step from behind the piano
And let em know what's going on
Even stevie wonder got down sometimes
I'm ready to go....





Ku akui ku sangat sangat menginginkan mu...
Tapi kini ku sadar ku diantara kalian...
Aku tak mengerti ini semua harus terjadi.....

Ku akui ku sangat sangat mengharapkan mu....
Tapi kini ku sadar ku tak akan bisa...
Aku tak mengerti ini semua harus terjadi....

Lupakan aku.....
kembali padanya.....
Aku bukan siapa siapa.....
untukmuuu....

Ku cintaiiimu......
tak berarti bahwa....
ku harus milikimu slamanyaaaa….......

Ku akui ku sangat sangat menginginkan mu......
Tapi kini ku sadar ku diantara kalian....
Aku tak mengerti ini semua harus terjadiiii.....

Lupakan aku....
Kembali padanya....
Aku bukan siapa siapa....
untukmuuuu....

Ku cintaiiiimu....
tak berarti bahwa....
ku harus milikimu slamanyaaaa....

...........................................





Sunday, December 28, 2008

its been 7 daes i've been goin bck & fro to ttsh to visit my great-grandma.. haiz.. mcm gitu aje lahh dier...tk bbual pn... tat fridae, ros kene bully by my uncle rabak dok! XPP kene panggil jepun lahh..etc2..ade smpai "ehk, org jepun pn blh tnggl jurng??" hahahahxx!! kesian seyy ros.. silent all the wae..klau tk, ketawe silently...pelik tpi benar! :PP tpi yg gerek part is tat kte 'empat' jiwes uh seyy!!! dlm mrt, i sit on the rite...ros on the left...i wearing green n grey, ros black.. 'H' pkai black..yg si die tu itu kan..'A' pkai sleeve-less grey & sweater colour GREEN... heheh.. jiwe2... LOVE IT! kte pkai kasut dorg pkai slippers... yg si 'H' ddk oppste aku... yg si 'A' ddk dpn ros... kteorg ambik gmbr each other coz tgh bored dlm mrt lamerrrr sgt2!! 'dorg' tgh tdo kn... si ros ambik gmbr dorg bnyk2!! sleng seyy muke dorg!!! hahahahah!! ltr if free i'll uploadd.... wakakakakak!!!




Thursday, December 25, 2008

ystrdae met ros..jnji melayu perh ros? dtg lambat! =PP tok3..gave hers & aqilah's christmas prsnt..ika's & banu, i'll pass it 2 u wen i c u! =DD den i ask ros 2 follo me 2dae..go whre? hmmm; go wm lib jap..den go novena window shp..den go ttsh visit my lil cute greatgranny again! hehehehhh! ttats nt my 'real' motive actualli..my real motive... nk jmpe tat guy lgi.. but this tme wit ros 2gther..heheheh! jdi tk lahh akward sgt kn? =)) i'll mit upp wit ros ard 4pm ltr..so ltr cn stay upp till late nite at ttsh..cn ask hr dad ftch ros && my dad ftch me.. :)) so excited ahh!! kae2 till here! toodles!




Tuesday, December 23, 2008

huhhu!! =DD as usual, no update.. go outz! hehehh.. kae2.. i wanna tok bout ystrdae.. ystrdae went out but without mum as she was wrking! =( but the gd ting was tat she had $300 tranferred to sis's account! huhuuuuhh! we went on shppng spree at OG.. i gt nth in the end but oni tidbits! heheh! bro & sis gt sme shirts uh.. cuz sms us telling tat on mondae nite my great granny was hsptlisd at ttsh.. so aft ftchin mum, went to visit great granny.. haiz.. hope she'll get well soon! as thre were too many of us in the ward, my aunt decided tat sme of us stay outsid the ward.. den my dad & bro ajak go dwn walk2 as we were bored outsid.. went to the du yi bookshp jz to window shp.. i wanted to get smth 4 ASC..christmas prsnts! (4 FUN oni!) =)) at OG didnt hav anytink nice uh! i was so engrossed into the keychains at tat bookstore tat i didnt care bout diz 2 guys in nursing unifrm..ngee ann poly uh.. behind me..1 is chinese uh, he thought i'm the sales-girl.. so he asked "arrr, cn i noe whch is the ball-point pen?" wit hys deep voice.. i turned & said "sorie, im NOT the sales-girl here! u cn try asking tat guy in black.." hys fren whch is a malay, was lyk "OIII!! she's nt the sales-girl uh!! go sae sorry lahh!!" & he didnt sae SORRY! but instead, "amm, i noe! i noe! ltr i tell u y lahh!" tat malay guy insist tat hys fren shld sae sorry! irritatin huh! ppl wanna pick keychains oso difficult! so i turned & smiled, "its okae, its okae. no nid 2 sae sorry!" hahahh! guess wad tat malay guy said?? "okae, fine then. if u sick.. or if u hav any probs.. u can cme 2 us 4 hlp aites?" as he put hys hand onto tat chinese guy shoulders.. pelik tpi benar! dah lahh aku tk biase bbual dgn laki! stranger ulak tu! ishk3! "okae2.. anytink u sae!" lucky my dad & bro at the magazine side, so they didnt realised wads goin on! aft tat chinese guy paid 4 hys pen, the malay guy "arr, excuse me..girl in blue?" i was already walking towards my bro.. i turned whle leaning my hands on bro's shoulders.. & he was lyk.. "nvm! its olrytes!" den he & tat chinese guy went out oreadi.. hmmm... wnder wad he actually wanna sae? "hey, do u noe whch is the INK-pen?" hahahhah! LOLS! hope so not!!! wakakakakakkkaaa!!! ltr goin thre again, but wit my granny.. hpe tat guy ade lgi.. hehehehh! =PP




Saturday, December 20, 2008

its been about 4 daes nvr uppdate! =DD hmmm; lets c wd did i do the past few daes.. thurs went to camden medical cntre to my aunty 4 her chckupp.. den off to tanglin mall to buy sme ingredients at the market place 4 the cornflakes cookiies my cuz loves.. XDD we made choco cornflakes.. they sae its nice.. the honey is juz nice.. brought it hme & my mum ask to bake 4 raye nxt tme.. hahahx! den den den... on fri, went to aunt's hse again! =)) TO MAKE rich orange cake.. nice! yumyum! tat was the first tme i tried mking it & it was a sucess one! *yeappy!* :PP at ard 6pm, dad ftched me & off to causeway point! each of us were given 100 bucks to spent frm mum! (*me & sis noe oreadi! tatz d tradition!* )& metro were having sale! whch gurl doesnt love tat??!! =))) bro bought a new skol bag.. duno whch shp dad & he went to.. aft tat, went to the banquet 4 dinner.. mum ajak go wctch cicakman 2.. but dad lazy! tk supporting langsungggg uh my dad!!! =(((((( hahah! kae2, den ystdae went 4 facial treatmnt (but it seems WORSE!) :S && got my hair cut! =DD i keep the length uh.. && at least its nt tat thick & irritatin anymre! den 2dae.. bored at hme! so mum ask to bake the rich orange cake again.. nw left 20 mins till its ready!! so hre i am, blogging! =)




Wednesday, December 17, 2008

lalala-lala! =)) lets tok bout ystrdae! gerek! woke up at 8am. den lyk 8.3oam lyk tat went off to clementi poly wit ika. met doc. he said it gt nth to do wit the bone liao. so even if i do xray oso no use coz my leg gettin better oreadi. he gave me fastum gel to rub on twice a dae. pathetic siah! i oso hav it at hme! den at bout 10 plus chiao. wanna go imm. but duno tke wad bus. so sign board saes cn tke 75. duno wads WRONG wit my eyes, we boarded 78. ika oso juz folo oni. nvr observed tings! da lahh aku tgh ngantok actuallie! den the bus pusing2 entah ke mane, tibe2 da kat pandan rd. jauh sak melayang! hahahah! den tnggu jek uh. t bout 11am ehk? we reached JE interchange. walked all the wae to imm. went straight to the toilet. den saw kid & one mat rep lyk tat. tgk2 org mcm tk happi! haiyo. ika go do her business. hehehehh! den off to bagus banquet. ate tom yam mee hoon kuay & pinang assam laksa. gt diz family sat beside our table. asik tgk2 kteorg. diz guy uh, wit a hat. asal ketawe jek, tgk kteorg. ika biase uh, org tgk. da tk nk mkn. haiyo. kau nk mkn jek lahh! dunia kau nt theirs! haiyo! dun undrstnd HIGH S! malu nk MAMPS! tsk3! i relax oni. den fnshed my food oreadi, went to buy orange shorbet & sat in the garden plaza wtch kids play here & thre. tok3, den sddnly the guy tat sat bhind me cme inside & kept looking at us. i bet tgk ika! tk kn aku? hahah! :P den terus bdk tu, BDK TU stop mkn ice cream dia. haiyo. gasak kau lahh. =_=' den quickly gt out of tat plce by another exit so tat guy wnt see us. den go out, went to daiso. gerek seyy tat plce! we all mke plans. aft O's we wrk thre or turf city giant! hahahah! XP walk3, den heard smebdy sae "cd, cd! the VCD! mane uh?" turned left & saw smeone i noe! WAN CICAK!!! dia keje situ!! wit hys orange apron lahh, unifrm lahh kekekk siak nmk dia! approached ika, she dropped smth & picking it upp wen i pulled hr hoodies & show hr WAN CICAK! shocked siah we 2 see hym thre. he realised us & quickly took the boxes & went straight all the wae to the bck. hahaha! den tk nk kacau uh. bought my tings needed den chiao to granny plce. ika missed mastura so mch & wanna see the newborn baby, maryam! =))




Monday, December 15, 2008

let me start wit replyin the taggies! =))
ika: yes, i do rilly nid ur hlp! hahah!
naqie: hohoho! r u sure ure gettin over hym liaos? && i'll link wani soon aites! =))
shahir: hmmm; sort of undrstnd luhhs.. LOLS! ohhya! btw, wds ur num? i lost ur num! i oni gt ur old num! =DD hehehh..

haiz. ystrdae naq smsed me. she asked if im goin ntbll. kebetulan at tat point was siting wit my mum in the living rm. seek permission wit mum if i cld go. i rilli wanna go siah! tournament's otw! hu wld wan to lose tat opportunity?? haiyah. my mum dun allow. den she asked dad brg me to poly todae. dad stll havnt wke upp yet! smlm tdo kul brape tah org tua tu! ahahx! XP waitin 4 hym to wke upp! cnfrm skrg drg sumer da bes training! nvm. this cming thurs, insyaALLAH i'll go. but juz sit & watch them uh. =DD at least cn mit naqie, wani & ika perh. hmm; i scared uh! scared my ankle gt smth wrng or wd, den i cnnt play ntbll anymre! no life man lyk tat!!! =(( if i noe, i wldnt hav gone out the nxt few daes aft i sprained my ankle! stupid ankle! so BIG && SWOLLEN && RED && BLUE-BLACKISH!! lyk..lyk...alien's leg! hahahahh! but seriously uh! tat tme ros saw my leg laz thursdae.. naughty tau diz gurl! purposely twist her ankle here & dere! mentang2 my ankle tkleh pusing2... naughty! hahah! :PP anywaes! guess WAD??? escape theme park r selling tickets 4 $8.80 (adult) & $6.80 (child) frm 15 dec to jan 09! if im nt wrng uh. =)) hu wans to go escape??? thought of going diz fridae or nxt wk or on the 1st jan! hehehhh! hope cn go! =DD




Saturday, December 13, 2008

if you ask me wad is love..
i cant giv you the exact definition..
but...
if you ask me who i love...
i hav the answer...
& the answer is YOU! =DD

haiz..
this sentence made me tink...
who wld be the ONE to be able to hear me sae tat to them..
hahahahah...
myb juz in my dreams...
i cld sae this to Mr Anonymous...

i juz tink...
i stll hav a long wae to go...
eventhough ive been wanting to hav tat SPECIAL one...
to me...
i'm juz lust for tat SPECIAL someone...
its not compulsary tingy or wadever..
tat i called A MUST or SHOULD have...
to me..
if i hav one.. den its olrytes... i'll treasure! =))
if i dun... its also olryte... its fate...
i dun gain or lose anytink dun i?
living alone/sgl is much mre easier isnt it?
u dun hav to worry.. tink.. handle prob tat occurs..
ure free.... free to do wdever u wan...
but jz hav to ask permissions wit parents... (4 nw!) :PP
&& off u go... to wherever u want to...
FUN isnt it? eventhough u stll hav tat crave feeling/lust tingy all over you!
life stll move on ryte? haiz...
but...
let sae im attched...
of course i gonna be serious bout it uhh!
i'll love tat SPECIAL someone very mch...
giv my all in tat relatnshp...

4 now... yes... 4 now...
im sgl...
having all the lust feeling tingling all over my body...
i cld juz ignore it & sigh...
sick & bored of tat feeling...
its been 8 mths nw tat ive been keeping this feeling...
already sick & tired of it...
but i noe...
even if god givs me tat SPECIAL one now...
i wldnt be able to hndle it...
this ting tat i called 'reltnshp'...
are nw lyk a new ting tat ive jz learnt...
lyk a baby tat had jz lernt to crawl..
lyk nt use to it...
tatz y... 4 now....
ive to juz live life to the fullest...
ive gt my frens.. family... everyone else!
so... dun cme & tok 2 me bout love...
or anytink tat hav gt to do wit tat SPECIAL one...
coz to me...
LOVE is wad i cld describe my love to my frens & family....
if u stll wld ask... den...
i tink its gd tat i wld juz wlk awae...
i dun nid you to tok bout tings tat i dun hav..
yes, i wld be amazed wit wad u've got, whch i dun...
but hu cares? hu noes i'll hav a bttr one than yours in future! =PP

p/s: not refering to anyone... juz random... :PP heheh!
&& ohh, hate my blogskin now! wanna chnge it but duno hw! :S




Thursday, December 11, 2008

haiz. seriously uh. diz daes ive been lyk rilly rilly rilly rilly RILLY lazy or or or idk!! lyk i dun lyk/lazy to dress upp wherever i go! i wld jz go out wit jeans/short pants & tshirt. or or or wit cardigans. any cmplicated or girlish or or or wadever u cn discribe it, i find it troublesome/lazy to wear! diz is so NOT lyk me! tak pernah2 mcm gini seyy! even my sis saes so! she saes i look borink & pale-ish in those clothes i wear nowadaes. tat dae i went to hsptl oso i jz grabbed the cmp obor shrt, cardigans & jeans. so lazy/dun lyk the clothes i hav! lookin bck at all thse clothes i hav in my wordrobe, lyk wanna throw all the clothes & buy new simple plain shirts. i was lyk "dy2..y did u lyk to wear all thse clothes lazt tme?? y cnt wear it nw?? doesnt mke a diff wad??" hrmmm.. tryin to go bck to the old dy.. wearing bck all the clothes i hav if i can.. :-/





on 9.12.08 at 2344 hrs my aunt finally gave birth.. all of us cldnt gt to slp, waitin 4 tat GOOD news.. was watchin the soccer mtch btwn sgpre & indon den sddnly my aunts all called me & ask bout my 4th aunt.. somehw i bcame the newslady! hahahx! ask my mum cn, dun wan! LOL. den wen the news arrived, sgre oreadi won! duhh! obviously seyy! ahahahx! den ystrdae went to visit them at raffles hsptl.. dahh lahh kaki aku bsar, bengkak mcm kaki alien.. SOsial btol.. tsk3! XPP hehehh.. (pics taken r below diz post, FYI!) hohohh! den..den... todae! didnt went 4 training.. woken upp by my bro at 1110am.. dad ajak kluar.. mane lgi klau tk FISHIN? haiz.. bru nk bgn selmbat-lmbat nye mungkin! hehehehhh! anak dare ape ehk? LOLS.. leg stll nt okae yt.. but stll cn go hre & thre! 1200pm lyk tat chiao, send my sis to work 1st.. den off 4 fishin.. dad tkde cnfident dpt ikan.. so i was lyk.. "kau yana ckp nnti dpt mcm ane???" (biase uhh! my dialog!) hahah! den haf an hour gituk aft dad ajar hw to fish, aru dpt the 1st fish! its a catfish.. my fishin rod lak tu! hehehehehh! dad happi gile siot! kan aku dah ckp! wadever i sae diz daes.. mesti btol or will cme true! =DD lyk magic siot! ahahah! den dah pkul 2 plus lyk tat, gt a fish bite mine.. berat siot! the rod sampai bengkok! a sign tat shows its a big fish! hppens to be my rod is smaller & thinner then my bro's & dad's.. so the pressure blh rase uh.. tpi klau ikan berat snang putus.. quickly shouted 4 dad's hlp.. he & bro took over.. cn see a big fish thre.. pull & pull & pull.. dah nk smpi kat atas.. skali die move2 den terlpas alek! damn! geram siot! aru nk suro nenek msk asam pedas! sdap tau nenek msk! hehehh! :PP dahh 4 plus gituk, hujan trn.. haiz! tpi seriously seyy.. y did i sddnly hav der mood 2 join all diz tings oso idk! myb psl mendak sgt kot? ahahx! tatz y ppl.. tke me out cans? i rilly der bored at hme.. hahah! i brg u out oso cn luhh.. (text me!) myb tmrw wanna go out wit ros uhh.. brg hr go aljunied.. c hw luhh.. tmrw bz dae uhh.. =DD (laundry blum uat!) hehehehhh! kae2 till hre! 1:35am dyanna signing off!
























Tuesday, December 9, 2008












Happi Bdae to you..

Happi Bdae to you..


Happi Bdae to Md Khaiiirrrrr......


Happi Bdae to YOOOUUU.....
hahahahah... (gt nth bttr to do!!)







to shahir the superman: ur supergirl went to me & naq to salam us.. XP && she asked me if i'm ur ex..&& if u were good to me..tatz all! (i tink) :DD hahah! && ohh, tnx! i luv diz song too! :PP
to naq: ive corrected my spelling on the fridae's entry.. hahahah! XPP
kae2, ltr if i hav a story to tell, i'll post it! ;))




Monday, December 8, 2008

lalalala... didnt post 4 quite sme tme... lazy uhh, furthermre..
hav been outz lately! gerek!! laz sundae went to mr teh tarik 4 breakfst..
den chiao to west coast..dad wanna fishing =_= hahah!
den me n my cuz ride the bike..
bez uhh the wind!! den my mum & i ride.. she fell!
embarassing siot! but i panicked alot uhh siahh..
b4 tat she fell at the rocks tat side whre thre is the green tingy..
licin kn? LOLS.. da kaki & both the palms bleeding.. kecian seyy!
hmmm; den went to sunset way.. did fishing thre..
at laz dpt uhh jgk 2 ikan.. wakakaka! at about 5.40pm, went to the daily scoop thre to celebrate my cuz bdae! cute siahh wen i took hys pic
(i'll upload the pics sme othr tme!) aft a tiring dae..chiao bck hme...
as 4 ystrdae... LGI GEREK!! :DD went out at 2pm lyk tat to visit my great grdma wit my sis, aunt & granny.. cute uhh she! wear lipstck luhh, gelang luhh.. hahahx! sayyyaaannnggg die! =D
but too bad my parents & bro didnt follow..
my dad stll slping..den at bout 4:30pm..
went to north point swensen's to buy my cuz a 'BERRIES OVERLOAD' ice cream cake.. yum yum!! :PP
den cnctcted my mum whch is at hme..
as soon as we reached my cuz's hse,
we all gathered under the blk & surprised hym wen he opened the door.. hahahah! cool uhh!
he cn stll sae, "ehh, my bdae tmrw luhh! 9 dec!"...
den eat2.. tok2.. laugh2.. my mum uhh,
wanna sae "over my dead body" skali terkate "under my dead body"...
gelak siot!! hahahahah! sumer kat situ ketawe smpi terBAHAK2....
my mum pun da paisehh.... tsk3.... hahaha! =))
kae2.. till here, i'll upload the pics taken asap uhh...cz nw at my mum's wrkplce... she asked me sent smth... (wit my sprained ankle) juz nw had training den fell again.. diz tme VAVARLY's leg i tripped on.. woooahhh!! naq oso was lyk "ehh, kau ade any dates tat is ur unlucky dae ke?? rabak seyy kau kene lgi! sprained ankle left leg lgi plak tu!" wahahahhh! serve me ryte luhh! i cursed myslf laz nite bcoz i dun wanna do hsewrk mahh? hahahah! haiz... alrytes! toodles! :)))




Saturday, December 6, 2008

watched 'li me aur hum'. hahah! bored luhh at hme, gt nth else to do. the show is quite romantic! but sad uh cz the gurl gt a disease. =(( hmmm; diz daes gt alot of romantic shows seyy! gonna love it!! =DD tmrw nite, if im nt wrng, gt 'atas nama cinta' an indonesian movie. hahah. muz wtch! =PP kae2, lets tok bout wd i did since morning 2dae. woke up at 6.15am & went out at 7am to send my granny 4 chckupp. damn sleepy siahh, cz i slept late at bout 1am i tink. den we went to imm to buy groceries & cllct my repaired hp at cj gls building. den took taxi quickly chiao bck hme! wanna go slp!! hahahx! reached hme at bout 12pm, all stll slping siahh! unpacked all the groceries & threw myslf on the bed. slept all the till 1.38pm. wooaahh! felt lyk so lonnngg siah i slp! my dream was lyk a vry2 loonnnggg story seyy! mesti keje setan ptg2 ni! hahah! =PP den nw duno wd to do, so i decided to blog. =) well, till den! gtg! toodles!




Friday, December 5, 2008

*yawns! haiz.. stll cldnt gt to slp!
idk y im havin insomnia diz few mths!
aku mcm stress tpi nk stress bout wad??
i hav no problms wad.. nth at all!
duno luhh, crazyy uhh dyanna!!
hahah! wadever luhh!
hmmm; anw.. wanna noe y i fell 4 u??
i fell 4 u nt bcoz "u fell frm the sky!"
NONONO!! hahah! its bcoz ily luhh!
dun nid ask so mch! =)) coz i mean it!
:P idk y i fell 4 hym.. but since the dae i met hym,
i oreadi nekad to get to knw hym..
tpi ternyate, hys juz too FAR AWAE......
hahah! okaehh; crapp!!
i dun evn noe im typing siah!! okae luhh!
gtg! nites! (morning i mean!) =DD





watched 'eiffel...i'm in love!'.. (i noe its a old show but its 1 of my favs!!) wad a funny,dramatic & romantic show! =)) adit was such a romantic & hndsme guy! the ending was realli nice!! =DD hmmm; hav u ever wished 4 'smeone' lyk hym? (4 gurls) or wanna a rltnshp lyk tat?? (guys?) omg! i was juz tinkin.. are thre stll any "gentlemen" tat is available & not taken?? i've been havin diz feelin.. tat such guys oni available or or they oni exist in tv! if hav, cnfrm taken.. diz romantic tv shows are juz makin me jealous! =( hahah! && the guys tat are available.. haiz! tsk3.. attitude.. SUCKS.. haiz! susah btol nk jmpe lelaki yg btol2 ade full package ehk?? hahahahahahh! im juz saeing though! :PP so.. the moral of my story....... GURLS!! if u realli LOVE ur guy tat u tink he has the FULL package.. TREASURE HYM!!! its not easy okae to get sme1 hu realli LOVES u && u loves hym too! =))




Thursday, December 4, 2008

enuf toking bout tat fellow luhh... lets tok bout ystrdae! =D ystrdae morning went 4 training.. cme bck hme den aqilah text me ask folo go causewayy.. den quickly go hme.. did some chores & went out ryte aft my dad went to fishing.. dropped by my granny plce 2 put the baju kurung 4 ngaji tat nite.. den met them at je inter first coz i wanna go cj gls building send my hp repair (AGAIN).. bad luck siahh me & aqilahh, we got wet otw thre cz raining.. ros reached thre liao.. den aft ta went to causeway, grab a bite & walk2.. den bought my cousin's bdae present.. den at 5 ;lus chiao.. went wm wit ros to buy hair dye.. bought the 6% one.. dun wan it to be too obvious uhh.. den off bck to granny plce.. ros joining ngaji oso mahh.. den ngaji all the wae till 9.30pm.. aft tat me & ros dyed our hair! kekek seyy ros! i did hers, she did mine.. 10.30pm wash off, our hair, sme of the parts rilliy bleached clr siotz! but okae uhh.. ros pretty siahh! diz is the first tme she dyed her hair.. so she kancong lyk tat wen i did her hair! hahahah!! den aft tat her dad ftched her.. i sleptover at my granny plce, b4 slping.. i mde a wish... [hope i'll mit tat BLOODY fellow smedae & see wad he saes wen he sees me..]





sial uhh!! fcuk!!!!!!!!!!!! arrrgggghhh!! nvr thought wad i wished 4 wld cme thru siahh!!! i was walking bck hme wit my bro frm my granny hse..
near the traffic lite thre gt grp of boys staring at us lyk nt hapi uh..
so i threw a qn to my bro "if 1 dae this grp cme carik psl wit u,wad will u do?" guess wad he said?? "RUN AWAE." hahah! den ard the market area, smebdy was lyk "OOOOIIII!!!!!" we turned left wae & saw tat STUPID BLOODY FELLOW.. i juz turned & walked awae.. lazy siahh wanna lyn tat guy! tink he in gang, dyed hair, i SCARED & wld respect hym uh??
GO TO HELL!!! :P sanggup sey he ran aft me... juz to tell wad u noe.. "hey, ppl call jz wanna sae i chnged no. oni ryte.. ppl tok properly wad.. as if i commit crime lyk tat.. nxt tme ppl call pick upp cn or nt?? i juz dun wan to hav anytink wit u anymre.. i juz dun wan to hab anytink wit u anymre!" i was lyk WTF?? if dun wan to hav anytink den dun bother me luhh ASSS!!!!! i nvr pick upp ur call oni wanna get mad lyk wad siahh! WAD? i commit crime to u uhh? DUMB ASSSS!!!! i juz ctinued walking && "yadayadayada!! wadever okae! okae2,as lonngg u hapi luhh!"




Wednesday, December 3, 2008

this song i dedicate to someone tat was hard to get over wit..
i wld lyk to sae THANKS 4 making my heart ache 4 months!
&& THANKS to god, im able to get over you NOW!!
eventhough i miz the daes we spent 2gthr lazt tme..
im jz SOOO GETTING OVER YOU!!!!!!!
bye2 to you!
&& welcme NEW LYFE! =))


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Tuesday, December 2, 2008

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todae went 4 training. ended at bout 11.30am den lpak 4 a while wit my frens. bought sch books too. mummy! heavy && THICK siah the books! :S i wndr hw's it gonna be nxt yr. in 3E3,NEW YEAR,NEW FRENS,NEW CYCLE,NEW TCHERS,the boys wit LONGG PANTS! ahahah! realli funny siah! but cnfrm ltr most of us wit the boys vry the clse lyk besties lyk tat! =DD wooaaahh! cool! =)) i lyk! hahahahx! BACK TO MY STORY. :DD hehehh. went bck hme. do some cleaning upp den went out again. aft tat go to my granny hse. asked my daddy pick upp b4 ftchin my mummy. =PP in the car my dad asked "go whr? surely not go hme ryte? borink luhh at hme." den i said go causeway. or jurong point. or vivo. or imm. den my mum sae dun go so far. den my mummy sae either jurng point or imm. den i sae go imm. my bro sae jurng point. i sae go imm. my bro sae jurng point. go imm! go jurng point! go imm! go jurong point! at laz, my sis who's drivin the car fed upp oreadi, asked my daddy bsid her to tld us off! hahahah! my mummy pissed off liao. den at laz go imm. ;DD yeayy! i win! wakakaka! bought groceries, tok crapp wit my bro && sis all the wae. den sddnly saw my uncle & aunt. decided to boo thm. XDD i was lyk "miss,miss! do u noe whr to go to...." den my bro 'bumped' into thm at the frnt & my sis boo-ed my aunt left-waed. kekek seyy! hahaha! my parents were speechless wen they saw us doin tat. ahahhahah! sddnly we bcme soooo hypppeerrr! XD
aft tat headed bck hme. watched 'the little nyonya'. swit,sad,pityful,funny && romantic siah tat show! =)) lookin frwrd wtchin the nxt episde tmrw! :)




Monday, December 1, 2008

todae got nth on. bored at hme. so ika asked to join her lpak & play ntbll at hr hse multi-purpose court. waited 4 ros to end hr pds. she promised mit upp 3pm uncr my blk frst. but den call hr loads of tmes but nvr pick upp. WOLS (SLOW) sey! haha! fed upp oreadi at hme, quickly went dwn. duno whre to go, decided to go granny hse. 3.35pm den ros called. she said she juz fnshed. so late siah! janji melayu perh? ahahx! den met at bb intrchnge & took mrt. ros hungry den wanna buy ramli burger & 7-up at the pasar mlm at cck. den walked to ika's hse thre. reached at bout 4 plus myb? toktoktok wit izzul. kecoh sey izzul! org dah ckp tk phm2 lgik! gi jmpe jek luhh si dia tu & iron tings out! better ryte? he shy luhh, lazyy luh, etc. GUYS! alot of crapps they cn giv!! tsk3! den borink, played soccer/ntbll wit they all. izzul & ros sit at the bench tok2 lyk couple sey! hahahah! den sddnly ika fell. tu luhh nk tendang ur guy instd terjatuh sndiri! wakakakaka! sleng sey! den paisehh oreadi, start swearing here & thre. all of us oso kena siah! haiyo. tats wd ppl paiseh do luhh! XPPP hehehehh! den tat nash dstrb me ppl oni! everytme muz irritate ppl!! hahah! den i slapp hys shoulder. it muz be so painful tat he went "ouwww! ouwww! OOOOuuuuWWW!!!" den bcme silent 4 a few mins! den okae oreadi, DSTRB again! IRRITATIN siah! =XX aft tat, ard 5.45pm lyk tat chiao. waited 4 985 abt 15mins to arrive. went seprte waes wit ros at bb thre coz ros dad ftchin hr. i took 106. den reached hme about 6.30pm. dad kecoh sey wen gt to noe i actualie went all the wae to cck juz to play ntbll/soccer. wakakakaka! heheh! sorrie jyeah? bored lerh at hme! =DD




Mistress
Dee,


A simple girl called Dee.
Hates decisions & getting bored.
Hates JERKS!
Juz dont understand guys.
Loves Bossanova & Indies.
Loves Reading & movies.
A simple girl will alwaes be simple.
Just like studying a literature book!
Either you understand it; NOT.
Simple isnt it? ;)

ohh! && i love my boyf!! =D






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