Monday, June 29, 2009
met that fren of mine again juz now. she told me that she couldn't take it any longer. things are getting much worse. its not her surrounding but HER. she cried & sobbed real hard. tears ran down her cheeks & her eyes got red. her mind was FULL wit LOADS OF THINGS! she was really fed-upp NOT only wit herself, but wit her lyfe too! she didn't ask her lyfe to be that wae but why? why? she asked me. why are each of each fated to have the route or path that we're in now? WHY? why are other's route are wae much better than ours? WHY?!! i couldn't answer that. & she stood rooted to the ground & continued sobbing & crying so hard.. she told me how TIRED she is both mentally & physically. she felt her body so weak & lack of energy.. her brains are collapsing any sooner. & she's having this migraine that she couldn't really stand it. she juz wanna have an eternity sleep... run awae from her bloody problems......p/s: had super fun dae todae! watched BOF in class, had free period & even had "story-telling!" hahahahah! XD i love my besties so muchh luhh! =DD
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Saturday, June 27, 2009
here i am to tell you a story bout a girl who alwaes had alot of responsibility at such a young age. even the the rich teenagers who are pampered couldn't win her. every single dae she do things to please others. but the people couldn't even appreciate the things she had done for them. in fact, they criticise her work indirectly & expect something more! every next dae, she tried her best to do well in her job & make sure she can please them. but her efforts were burnt into ashes! she still couldn't satisfy their needs. everydae she feels very tensed & her mind is filled wit a list of things she had to do. TIRED. REALLY TIRED. said her mind. every single they give their shitty attitudes to her. but she had to endure. endure. & ENDURE. for how long? whispered her heart! she don't know. they sae, this is only a minor-littlest responsibility. what if she gets married 1 dae? how is she going to take care of her husband & do her job as a housewife for the rest of her lyfe? this girl told me that she couldn't take it anymore. if she were to choose to be married or to be single for the rest of her lyfe, she wld choose the second option. she realised how heavy & tough it is to carry out responsibilities. she is very lonely. she had nobody else to talk to & share her problems. let people know how she really feels. what she really yearns for! she is so sick & tired of not-her-responsibility job. she wants to live freely & not live to please others.... but does anyone cares? do they care? NO..... so there she was, sharing wit me her miserable story. i wished i cld help her... i pity her alot... haiz! what do you think? do you understand how she feels? the situation she is in...
juz came back from airport.. hugged & kissed mummy.. missed her loads! XD 10 daes never see her you know! humphs. got back, washed upp & ate supper. mummy told us how her conference went & had a good time at the beautiful beach. but the things there were really expensive! blablabla! & then it was souvenirs time!! bro got a quicksilver cap, CK ONE perfume & ripcurl black wallet. sis got a brown ripcurl handbag, coloured socks, CK BE perfume. i got a black ripcurl wallet, CK perfume, coloured socks, bracelet & a keychain. mum said there was much to buy there but she got what we all asked for especially the wallets! so YEAY!! thanks mummyy!! ilysm!! =DD hahahah! mum brought some chocs & sweets too! nice2! tmrw i'm confirm going to west coast for family gathering. parents not tagging. so is sis. so only me & bro going. we following 4th aunt. humphs. i'm going to break-free tmrw!! hav fun wit the rest & take awae all the stress! huuuhhuuu! =)
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Friday, June 26, 2009
lalalala- guess wad? ystdae had a dream bout GJP/LMH... he came to sgp for roadshow! took hys autographs & pictures together! hawt! hawt! hawt!! hahahah! skali terus terbangun! hish! there goes my sweet dreams.. lols! ah ahk ehh! asl dorg tk dtg sgp ah?? klau dtg, i tell you cnfirm i'll be 1 of the kiasu sgpreans! XD LOLS. ohh wells. im so damn exhausted! juz finish spring cleaning! dad kecoh satu rumah! juz bcoz mum coming bck in 6 more hours. humphs. ltr fetching her at changi airport. sis went out wit hey boyfy. grandma went to far-awae-cuzzie's nikah.. i'm stuck at home doing nth so here i am... lyfe sux these daes! tmrw got family gathering at west coast. was told to be ther by 11am & brg xtra clothes as abg khairul & abg faris creating games! cofirm lasak punye! water bombs? tepung? soccer is of course! what else? ohh! ohh! the makcik2 confirm duduk2 makan2, makan kuaci & then gossips! sooooooooo likely!! XD my amily not confirm going since mum juz came bck & in case she needs to be quarantined. aunt said that if i still wanna go, i can tag them along wit my siblings. humphs. see how lahh if mum allow us to go.. =D
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Thursday, June 25, 2009
aqilah: lols. bgs lahh masihh hidup! admirer? GJP is still the 1st.. but now ade lagi 1.. hehehs! =P
ika: yeah, seriously that gurl looks lyk you! hahah! XD & imyt!!! =D
naq: lols. tak pegi. hari tu hujan! bodoh sak! macam sengaje! but then i went out wit nisa & ila..
guest: lols. thanks anyways. =)
this f**king compt broke down the past few daes; the reason why i didnt update lately.. these daes i'm getting really busy! doing people's work! wth? its not my responsibility but yet i've to do! ohh well! nasib aku! =S when i hav the free time, i read. & when i read, i get really engrossed that i could finish a thick book by 1 dae. from afternoon to night. trying to understand some things that i could not really understand. feel what i've longed to feel. be in that person's shoes. yeah, reaaaddiinnggg does help! =) & now, ive to go to the library to borrow some books again! i've finished reading all of it! *yawns!* boringg ryte my lyfe? humhps. another issue; he's starting to raid my lyfe once again! every nyte must text me & tells me how much he misses me & indirectly say that 3 letter word. how irritating is that?! here i am trying to move on & there he is trying to bring back the past! how i wished i am strong enough to scold hym upp side downn lyk naq! how i wished i could juz tell hym i'm good wit my lyfe now & i dont nid hym to raid my lyfe once again! enough for the heart pain & heart breaks he left me last time! tons of chances i gave.. but he's the one who couldnt cherish it!! it really broke my heart & he could still put the blame on me! everytink on me! i'll never ever ever forget it but i forgave hym already.. but that doesnt mean i would accept hym back & he could make upp to it! he's using the advantage given! stupid ass! im good without you! i wont let my fragile lil heart break again juz bcoz of you. its the end of our story. ive moved on to another book which is nice & comfortable. juz ryte! perfect! so dont you try to create a war in a beautiful storybook! wars are only meant in the history textbook! stay there till you die! let me go on wit my wonderful lyfe.. =) go & bury all the memories we had. make sure the dept is deep enough that none of us can dig it upp again!Labels: dont ruin my sweet lyfe...
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Tuesday, June 23, 2009
OMG! this is the first time i'm standing so close to hym but yet far from hym. *if you understand wad i mean! =P hys smile is alwaes so sweet & cute.. could melt any girls!! ohh well, ohh well, ohh well! what can i do? all i can do is juz watch hym from afar & admire hym.. let me fall into the world of fantasy... =Danyways, yesterdae had core literature festival tingy at bukit batok sec.. there were schools lyk swiss cott, dunearn, bukit batok & yiss.. all sec 4s except for us & some of the bukit batoks. hahah! humphs. we went thru 'Off Centre' & had plays of a few scenes. it was great! all of them were really awesome & DRAMATIC!! soooooo literature! XD especially jalene's group.. & shawn teo! it was damn funny! we all enjoyed it very much despite being sleepy & our buttocks hurt aload dued to sitting on the floor for too long! the first task given was ice breakers & grouping.. me, nisa, ila & syim took the same colour file which is purple; juz to be in the same group! hehehhh! clever ryte? =D & our group members are from bukit batok, swiss cott & yiss only. they are: janice, samantha, kalzom, amira, me, nisa, ila, syim, 2 girls i dont know who & karl (the only guy) hahah! so after that, we had to take picture of certain scenes in the book. given 10 mins. since janice, samantha & karl is from bukit batok sec, they take the lead. kalzom & amira wanted the scene whereby azman wanted to "seduce" saloma & bring her inside hys house. i had to be saloma & karl; azman! OMG! nisa they all were busy looking at the NCC(sea) notice board.. so i had to go! before doing anytink, karl ask for permission before putting hys arm anto my shoulders. i had to act "scared" but ened upp laughing aload! bulu roma aku naek giler bile die pegang aku siot!! hahah! geli semacam! dahh tu, kalzom ask to retake over & over again coz not perfect.. nisa dahh "omg! omg! deee!!! cute sakk karl! hot sak dier!" & you know what? karl nmpak SEBIJI MCM KELVIN; kak nadd's bf.. hahahhah! amira plak, muke mcm kak juanniza but the wae she talk SEBIJI mcm ika!! hahah! bagus lahh tu.. kalzom's name was cool; juz lyk the person! den ade satu pompan ni mcm LAI GUAN! a freak juz lyk her! only that dier tak se-kental lai guan! hahahah! this was the girl that i dont know her name. very quiet girl & doesnt even participate in the work we do! then after the work, ila pegi tanye karl psl kawan die yg mcm mat2 tu, the sde burn long; "karl, ur fren tat one what's the name ahh?" skali laki tuu tgk kite sakk! aku dgn nisa dahh mcm, ahh? ohh. ape kau ckp tdi?... ila slumber jek! then karl ckp "ohh, he lyk somebody else already..." kite dahh mcm sape tanye die ade suke sape2 ke tak?! "hys name??!" ila tanye lagi. "ohh, khai.. khairul.." teros nisa dahh mcm "all khairuls are HOT man!!" dahh start lahh tu.. humphs.. mr lee was the one who tag along & guess wad? he slept during the event! when he woke upp, he still can yawn so big! really funny! den went otw back to sch, in the bus i disturb hym & he said "i didnt sleep! i was juz meditating!" yeahh ryte! lyk real!! so... BLABLABLA.. everytink ended at 1pm & went back home. =D Labels: he still doesnt know that i admire hym...
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Monday, June 22, 2009
ahhh... bowling.. bowling.. bowling!! what a nightmare!! the last i played; it went straight into the longkang! XD it sure was a quite some time we played bowling.. but i swear i'll never touch that bowling ball ever! its soooooo embarassing you know! the rest of my frens at least hitted some of it but i couldnt even get it right.. not even one! how @$#%**!!! i'm not that sure bout bowling girls... but i really am going for a dip in the pool one of these daes before school reopens.. klau korang tak nak pegi takpe.. i'll juz go myself.. or wit nisa if she wants.. lyk we planned last weekend.. =)) but if you insist on bowling, i'll juz be there & watch you all play.. =D
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Sunday, June 21, 2009
naq, wani.. korg ade lagu 'something happened to my heart' yg kat blog aku ni tak? tried finding but to no avail!! it may be of a different title.. if hav let me know kaes? heheh! =D thanks! & naq.. make sure kau blh make it taus! kau yg nak sgt outing beh kau tk blh pegi plak! ape dahhhh... =P haiz. haiz. haiz. i'm ROTTING at home you know!! aku tgk tv; tv tgk aku! or else, i bake.. or do housework.. or read.. now i've finished reading 7 books & i muz go library one of these daes! & klau keluar, pegi JB or fishing at bedok.. -_-" BORINK! BORINK! BORINNNKKKK!!!!! this week muz really at least go out once wit friends!! nak!!! nak jugak!! tak peduli! =DD Labels: i juz dont care; saranghae JP...
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Saturday, June 20, 2009
i felt as though im in love.
but love is not the right word to use.
how could someone lyk me use that word..
besides; i dont even know what the meaning of love!
i dont care whether you tink i know;
but i act as though i dont..
to me, i dont know which & what is love.
LOVE, INFACTUATION, CRUSH, ADMIRER..
all these are different things!
they can be mixed & can be confusing..
you can lyk somebody to the extreme a dae..
& the next following daes or weeks, when he's not by your side..
you tend to let go & lead your lyfe similarly to before you met hym.
crush! crush! crush! is it??
infactuation! infactuation! infactuation! is it?
admire! admire! admire! is it?
LOVE??! certainly NOT!
so what do you take it as??
well, i gotta say..
your body, your soul, your feelings, your taste..
your lyfe.. then its your choice!
ohh, back to the topic i was saying..
i "felt" as though i am in "love"..
i do think of this person frequently everydae!
but at times, i also do forget hym! =S heheh!
i hardly talk to hym unless in my dreams whereby there's only hym..
wait! i never ever talked to hym before okaes.. NEVER! =P
he's hot.. he's tall.. his smiles melts every other girls out there!
so... does it count? its not love, isn't it?
since we dont know bout each other very muchh!
he doesnt even know that i "lyke" hym..
ohh well... ohh well... ohh well...
i shall juz continue having hym in my dreams! =D
After all, love is like a flame because it can ignite the blaze of passion.
But also can consume and destroyed if used carelessly.
Love is a wonderful thing,
but profane or unrequited love has the power to tear families and lives apart!
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girlfriends.. girlfriends.. girlfriends.. !! attention babes! im wondering if you all nak pegi swimming at jurong swimming complex.. got slides & everytink is much FUN kans? =D cuaca HANGAT banget this daes siot!! it'll be NICE if we go for a dip.. sape takot air; aku campak kau dalam air nanti! hahahah! well, i've discussed it wit nisa.. she said we make it this coming fridae? tapi macam tak okae uh tat dae.. =(( make wednesdae or thursdae cans? nak pegi pagi ke tengah hari? tengah hari dahh start PANAS!! BURN you know! muz wear sunblock BANYAK2! hehehs! EXAGGERATION SUNGGUH! XD OHH YA! korang nak ajak mdm hamidah ryte? suro bawak anak dia skali uhs.. mesti betol2 GIRLS DAY-OUT! huhuhh! =D yeah baby! okaes! im going CRAZZYY! i miss you ALL SO MUCHYY!! cant wait for the outing.. IF JADI... =P ape2 korang calling2 kaes? text me also cans.. tatahh! =)
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Thursday, June 18, 2009
in 2 hours time, we'll be off to Changi airport to send mum off. she'll be flying to Cairns for 10 days. work-related kinda stuff! last year was Shanghai. next year.. guess what? next year October she'll be flying to JAPAN! MAKKK!! WHY NEXT YEAR??? next year i will be having O level makkk oiiii!!! then i cannot follow!!! =(( TAK FAIR!! mum knows i've been wanting to go to Japan!! but then.... haiz! juz my luck! sis will be the one following since she's already working & able to pay the ticket herself.. humphs! takpe2! Japan, Seoul, Macau, Paris & Hawaii will be my ideal honeymoon destination... heheheh! =D who would do that for me ehh? biler my future husband dengar, teros LARI agaknye sebab takot bankrupt nak kahwin dgn aku! LOLS! i've gone wayyyy toooo FAR!! let my sis kene lelongg first.. blh gitu ehh? hahah! okaes, back to topic; since mum wont be at home for 7 days, i bet dad will be jiwang gilerrr!! hahah! then later when mum come home confirm kene quarantine! Australia siott! got flu BABI! hahah! but i juz wish the best for her lahh. hope everytink goes well. pergi selamat. balek selamat! =) & not to forget... our sourvenirs! =D next topic: cuaca PANAS SKRG!! that mondae dah pergi swimming at BB swimming complex only. not syiokk lyk jurong! sO.... people!! yuuuhuuuu!! I'M ASKING IF ANYBODY WANNA GO SWIMMING WIT ME THIS WEEKEND AT JURONG? i'll be rotting at home otherwise! or if juz go out lepak or something.. go library.. anytink lahh.. juz text me anytme soon aites! i'll be waiittttiinnngggg.... =DD
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Semalam I call You, You tak asnwer..You kata You keluar pergi dinner..You kata You keluar dengan kawan You;but when I called Tommy he said it wasnt true!So i drove my car pergi DamansaraTommy kate maybe You tengok bolatapi bila I sampai; You... You tak ada!Lagi lah I jadi gila!!So I called and called sampai You answer!You kata sorry sayang tadi tak dengar.."My phone was on silent, I was at the gym.."Tapi latar belakang suara perempuan lain!Sudahlah sayang, I.. dont believe You!I’ve always known that your words is never true..Why I’m with You?I pun tak tahu!No wonder lah my friend pun tak suka You..!So I guess thats the end of our story..Akhir kata she accepted his apologyTapi last-last kita dapat tahu she was cheating too!With her.... ex-boyfriend's best friend....
-Tommy....KANTOI.... hahahx! cute song! so indie-ish! XD
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Wednesday, June 17, 2009
BOF... im still NOT over it alrytes!!!!!i miss watching it... i miss laughing lyk mad watching it...i miss crying while watching it..i want to do it ALL OVER AGAIN!!can i? can i? CAN I???hehehehh..... =PPto naq: okaes, i got it! i understand abt wad u're gonna tell me..hahah! haiz.. ohh! sorry tak reply tadi at FB... busy skit.. heheh! =Panyways; i've been wondering..when you care & concern for that someone..you tend to do things for that someone..you want to make things easy for that someone..you want to make sure that someone is alwaes happy..you want to alwaes be by that someone's side..BLA-BLA-BLA.. yada.. yada.. yada..haiyo! easy said; you want the very best for that person lahh!at one point you feel lyk those who are in "love"..BUT at another point, you don't think that you're in "love" wit that someone..have anyone felt that wae before? especially wit someone of the opposite sex..but you're not his/her partner.. just a friend or closefriend..what does it end upp wit?? being couples? i don't think soo...i'm so curious you know!! humphs......HOLD ON A SEC; i'm not refering to my PAST or whatsoever!NEITHER am i refering to my PRESENT..this is merely a QUESTION alryties... humphs..i'm a heartless person what.. rytes?? so why would i get involved wit this lil dangerous lil thing...called "love"...i know one day i would have to..but not now.. NOT now.. i repeat ehh NOT now...whatever my PAST is....it will soon be just be memories of another episode of "cinta monyet"but i do have doubts too! whether judgement dae will come first...or meeting my soul-mate first..well if soul-mate will take a longer time,perhaps i should say "future husband"...HUMPH! OMG! that would be at least 10 years later!if we're talking bout naq, nevermind you know!heheheh! no offence dearest! =PPohh well.. ohh well... ohh well! haizzz....for now i'll juz carry on wit my dreams...wit... Lee Min-Ho... hehehh! =Xohhh!!! AQILAHH!!! MANE KAU MENGHILANG HAH?!!gue kangen banget sama kamu!!!!! =Dtext me babe!!!Labels: why do birds suddenly appear everytime you are near? just lyk me.. belong to be.. close to you...
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Monday, June 15, 2009
swimming was fun.. met aload of hawtstuffs.. too bad they're either Chinese or Philippines. ohh well, whatever. humphs. got home, washed upp & now juz fnished watching 'meteor garden II'. gawd! its so damn nice! especially the last 2 episodes when daoming si & shancai met in barcelona.. shancai fell & suddenly saw a hand wit the same star ring she is wearing; reaching for her to get upp.. she looked upp & it was daoming si's hand.. awwww... sweeettt lehhh! XD ohh well! its juz a show.. not a reality & will never be a reality.. these things.. sweett lil things that couples enjoy doing & desire for; only exist in their "LA-LA-LAND" aka "WONDER-LAND" aka "A FANTASY" aka "A DREAM" that no girl would want to wake upp from! T_T humphs. alrytes! since im done wit 'meteor garden'.. after i watch 'starter wife' later on, i'll be back wit my reading.. currently reading 'plain jane'.. OMG! this book is anout the author telling bout her lyfe.. & her story is REALLY similar to me! all the wae to how i feel... my goals... what i desire for... hobbies.. etc! cool huh?? well, i guess i picked the right book for myself! =))Labels: leemin-ho;gujunpyo;leemin-ho;gujunpyo my hawtstuff...
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Sunday, June 14, 2009
lols. lols. lols. i juz wanna LAUGH OUT LOUD baby!!! OMG!! i juz miss those times when we joked around.. telling LAME jokes.. gossips.. stories.. laugh lyk MAD! those memories were really nice & sweet! i wan every single dae of my lyfe to be tat wae! alwaes carefree.. fun.. exciting! humphs. at least.. at this point of time, someone really understands how i feel. coz tat person is also feeling the SAME wae too! =) cheers! we're on the same boat baby! hahahx! ohh well! i cant wait to go swimming wit this person later at 5pm! hahah! people go early morning.. but we're going evening! =DD we're going to "drown" ourselves into the water & hold onto each other arms.. HEY! tat reminds me of BOF!!! the part where jandi drown herself in the pool then junpyo suddenly had flashbacks & remembered jandi! sweeeetttttt siooottt!!!!
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seconds.. hours.. so many daes.. you know what you want but how long can you waittt.. every moment last forever...... lalalalala- guess wad? ystdae my abg sedare, abg shafiq got engaged! OMG! he's barely 20!! in fact, he's only 18 going 19 this year! OMG! OMG! even abg khairul, abg azril, kak leah, kak zila & all those who are 20 plus still dating! T_T he even said "if it wasn't bcoz of mum & NS, i would hav married her this year!" makkkk!! desperate sgt ke sampai tk blh tnggu? tsk3! so great mehh the girl? haiz. whatever it is, i juz hope it'll last longg. its actually good to get engaged first so that they could know more bout each other before marriage. humphs. anyways, back to my daily lyfe story. =DD todae met upp wit kak hidayah at civic centre starbucks at woodlands. she treated me double choc frappe. yumyum! =)) then at causeway point, saw chian yin & her bf. LOLS. still can hide from me somemore! XD took mrt back to BB. at west mall, saw ainon & her guy. LOLS. LOLS. LOLS. mr shorty! shorty! hahahx! ohh well, shorter than me but a lil taller than ainon. humphs. got home at bout 4pm. sis juz couldnt stop irritating me wit her LAME jokes! alrytes den! i wanna watch meteor garden II now.. left 2 episodes only! toodles! =DDLabels: eyes hurt; hands shiver..
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Friday, June 12, 2009

- Name: Min-ho lee | Lee Min Ho
- Hangul: 이민호
- Profession: Actor
- Birth date: June 22, 1987
- Birthplace: South Korea
- Height: 185 cm.
- Star Sign: Cancer
- Blood Type: A
Biography
Min-ho Lee was born in Heukseok-dong, Dongjak-gu, Seoul, South Korea on June 22, 1987. His family consists of his mother, father, and one older sister. As a young child, Min-ho Lee hoped to become a football (soccer) player, but an injury in the 5th grade of elementary school ended those dreams. However, Min-ho Lee still keeps up with football and mentions Nal-do Ho as his favorite player.
In the 2nd year of his high school career, Min-ho Lee turned his attention to acting. By the time of Min-ho Lee's senior year in high school he joined Starhaus Entertainment with the help of an acquaintance. After going through training, Min-ho started auditioning for roles and landed smaller roles in several television dramas. His major breakthough came with Min-ho landing the lead role in the KBS2 drama "Boys Over Flowers" as Jun-pyo Ku. The television series became immensely popular and regularly received ratings of over 30% in South Korea. Min-ho Lee is currently majoring in Film & Art at Konkuk University.

Fast FactsName: Kim Joon (Kim Jun)Real name: Kim Hyung Joon (Kim Hyeong Jun)Profession: Singer and actorBirthdate: 1984-Feb-02Height: 183cmWeight: 64kgStar sign: AquariusBlood type: OTalent agency: 2step EntertainmentHobby : playing computer game online, basketballSkills: SnowboardingEducation: Hankuk University of Foreign StudiesKpop group: T-MaxHobbies: Online games, basketball
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Kim Bum is a South Korean actor who is best known for his role as "Yi Jung / Yi Jeong" of F4 in the Korean adaptation of the popular manga series "Hana Yori Dango"Real Name: Kim Sang BumProfession: ActorBirthdate: 1989-Jul-07Height: 181cmWeight: 63kgStar sign: CancerTV SeriesBoys Before Flowers (KBS2, 2008)East of Eden (MBC, 2008)Unstoppable High Kick (MBC, 2006)Outrageous Women (MBC, 2006)MoviesGosa/The Story (http://www.gosa2008.com/) (2008)I Like It Hot (2008)credit: http://wiki.d-addicts.com/Kim_Bum
FAST FACTSName: Kim Hyun Joong (Gim Hyeon Jung)Profession: Actor, singerBorn on: June 6 1986Birthplace: Seoul, South KoreaHeight: 180cmWeight: 68kgBlood type: BStar sign: GeminiEducation: Hanyang Industrial High School, Kyonggi UniversityHobbies/Interest: Playing the guitar, piano, dancing, swimming, Health, Basketball, Soccer
Did you know that... not so long ago...
Kim Hyun Joong [Gim Hyeon Jung] born in 6th June 1986 in BOF as Ji Hoo...... had ran away from home because he wanted to do music (blame Ultramania :P)... almost died 3 times ...... was almost starved to death coz he haven't eaten in days!... ordered food from a restaurant, eat them all and ran away without paying LOL... was almost beaten to death by two drunk men... didn't get any allowance and worked for ALL the money he spent since he was young... delivered pizza, newspaper and chicken and served at restaurants... delivered chicken since grade 7 (@2500 won per hour)... saved close to 100 million won from all these jobs ($72,000)... opened a chicken restaurant with his friends from elementary school... named his dog, Jaksalie... only packs rice for lunch (with ketchup and mayo)... made his parents get called to the police station ( a lot!)... made his parents pay for medical bills and settlement money (err... )... WAS rough and fierce but have learned to respect his elders.Labels: BAD BOY huh? =P
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lalala- went shopping spree todae (though i didnt get anytink)..ohh; meet my cute lil BOYFRIEND..Danial.. HAWT ryte?hahah! this is the FIRST tme in my lyfe i said that!well, todae he dressed upp especially "cool" & "nice"..BETTER than usual! =))ohh, back to story..we went to ABC bukit merah to eat seafood for dinner.after than went shopping at west mall.sis wanted to treat ice-cream waffles at sunset way;but than all still FULL....so went west mall (SO BORINGG!!).AT LEAST go somewhere..tried on so many shades & caps..while sis & mum tried on jeans & blouses..west mall so BORING & i had gone there alot of tme! =Sabout half an hour ltr, i gave upp & went to guardian.bought pokka milk tea & rest for a while..sis had gone "DRUNK"!!her cheeks was xtra red-ish! don't know why lahh!she had gone crazy also! hahah! talk nonsense only!well, we reached home at bout 10pm?washed upp, changed & now here i am..after this i'm continuing watching meteor garden II..haiz! too long lerhh the story! but still....I MUST WATCH!!! hehehehh! XDLabels: i miss my hawtstuff; Gu Jun Pyo...
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Wednesday, June 10, 2009
Hush Hush (I Will Survive) By Nicole Schzinger.I never needed you to be strongI never needed you for pointing out my wrongsI never needed pain, i never needed strengthMy love for you was strong enough you should have knownI never needed you for judgementsI never needed you to question what i spentI never ask for help, i take care of myself,I don't know why you think you've got a hold on meAnd it's a little late for conversationsThere isn't anything for you to sayAnd my eye's hurt, hand's shiver,So look at me and listen to me because....I don't want too, stay another minuteI don't want you, to say a single wordHush, hush, hush, hushThere is no other way, i get the final say because....I don't want too, do this any longerI don't want you, there's nothing left to sayHush, hush, hush, hushI've already spoken, our love is brokenBaby hush, hushI never needed your correctionsOn everything from how i act to what i sayI never needed wordsI never needed hurtsI never needed you to be there everydayI'm sorry for the way i let goFrom everything i wanted when you came alongBut I'm never beaten, broken not defeatedI know next to you is not where i belongAnd it's a little late for explanationsThere isn't anything that you can doAnd my eye's hurt, hand's shiver,So you will listen when i sayBaby....I don't want too, stay another minuteI don't want you, to say a single wordHush, hush, hush, hushThere is no other way, i get the final say because...I don't want to, do this any longerI don't want you, there's nothing left to sayHush, hush, hush, hushI've already spoken, our love is brokenBaby hush, hushFirst i was afraid i was petrifiedKept thinking i could never live without you by my sideBut i spent so many nights thinking how you did me wrongBut i grew strong i learned how to carry onHush, hush, hush hushI've already spoken, our love is broken babyOh no, not iI will survive!As long as i know how to loveI know i will stay aliveI've got all my life to liveI've got all my love to giveAnd I'll surviveI will survive!!Hey hey....Hush, hush, hush, hushThere is no other way, i get the final say...I don't want too, do this any longerI don't want you, there's nothing left to sayHush, hush, hush, hushI've already spoken, our love is brokenBaby hush, hush!!Labels: HUSH HUSH
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ehh.. todae ryte.. todae..lyk.. veryy the SPECIAL ahh!what's the date uh? don't mind ah! don't mind! XDDi tink its 11 june 2009..but i forgot ahh got wad event...i can only remember this girl..the shining STAR... =Pthe apple of my eye! hahahah!the [crazy-slumber-LOUD-alwaes there] girl...the [bestie-boyfy-sister] girl...AHHHH!!! now i remember!!!ITS NAQIAH ATHIRAH BTE MASMIRWAN's birthday!!!!happy 15th BIRTHDAY to you BABE!at LASSSTTT you're catching upp wit us! =DDmay god bless you in everytink you do!I LOVE YOU TO THE CORE BABE! =))
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guess wad? TODAE IS MY CLUMSIEST DAE EVER!! omg!! I'm so damned embarrassed!!! what has gotten into me man?! past daes I've been so clumsy! everytink i do seems so wrong! the very first incident was when i scalded my 2 left fingers. starting from then on aload of incidents are happening! jinx man!! HELP ME SOMEONE!!! =0 bloooddyy hell! i hope this is going to end real SOON! or else...... haiyah! =(( tmr got ntball.... last one! yeappy! =DDyou said sorry.. i said sorry too..i forgive you.. you forgive me.. BUT what if... if sorry can cure everything in the world, there wouldn't be police.. there wouldn't be laws... p/s: ehemm! sounds familiar? XDD
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Tuesday, June 9, 2009
had another misunderstanding issues again last night. she gave me questions that i myself couldnt answer properly & confidently. though the problem wasnt related to me, somehow i became the listening ears. all my life living wit her for 14 & half years, she didnt show me that she is a sensitive person. but last night, she finally pulled out her expired mask. she expressed everything out to me how she felt. i was really speechless that i kept quiet all he wae listening to her. didnt even answer her questions. but the last question she asked, i did. it was: "why arent you sensitive at all over this kind of thing? why are you so feelingless? heartless? cold.. numb.. hack care dont care?" i couldnt help it anymore. i couldnt take it. si i simply said "coz i was once an over-sensitive girl who cried each time something bad happens. & bcoz of that, now i'm becoming more & more sensitive-less." and i immediately went out of her room. i didnt mean to be rude but... haiz.. den i went to sis's room. she had her BGR problem too. so shewas telling me wad happened & i laughed. the problem she had was similar to the one i had before too. but the wae she deals wit it is sooo mucchh different that i do. humphs. nvm lahh. i dont want interfere people's problems that much. i'm only there to be the listening ears. it was 1am. but we continued chatting. & i told her bout wad happened to me earlier on. & all she said was "she asked the wrong person man! hell yeah; you're heartless! go sing heartless song lahh!" lame lahh sis! but she made me laughed somehow. & i'm trying to forget the incident & let the elders themselves solve it their own =))
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yo BOF fanatics!
watch this!
its damn cute i tell you! hahahahh!
i'm sure wani, nisa & naq would love this! =DD
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hB7At41ra7k&feature=relatedLee Min-ho was interviewed & this was what he answered:
ISplus (IS): The “Crash Min Ho” scene at the PaekSang Arts Awards was a hot topic.
Lee Min Ho (LMH): I was embarrassed and humiliated.
However, fans warmly cheered me on. I could verify my fans’ love.
IS: What is your life motto?
LMH: “Those who give up cannot gain victory.” It’s not victory that is so important, but the fighting spirit. Even if you fail, I think even just the attitude of not giving up is beautiful in itself.
IS: Have you had a crisis in life that was difficult to endure?
LMH: The car accident I experienced in 2006. During the six months I had to stay at the hospital, I worried a lot about what I would do if I could no longer act. At first, I broke down thinking I may not even be able to walk again.
IS: What method do you use to relieve extreme stress?
LMH: I simply sleep. If I feel like the stress is still there when I wake up, I go back to sleep until the stress goes away. There was a time in the past when I slept for 24 hours straight.
IS: Which negative comment had the biggest impression on you?
LMH: It wasn’t an internet comment; it was a malicious remark that was broadcast. When Gag Concert character Wang Bi Ho (Yoon Hyung Bin) said, “Lee Min Ho, what are you going to do when Boys Over Flowers finishes?” (negative connotation – “What the heck is going to happen to you after BOF finishes?), my chest felt a chill. Figure out how to make a transition from the Gu Jun Pyo character is a big homework project for me.
IS: What do you consider the most when looking at women?
LMH: Her overall style and feeling is most important. Even if she is not beautiful, my heart can be pulled by a strong feeling that comes to me.
IS: When/Where/Who was your first kiss?
LMH: It was in my first year of high school (grade 10) with my girlfriend in front of her house.
IS: If you get a girlfriend, what kind of present would you most want to receive from her?
LMH: I just wish I had a girlfriend. A girlfriend in herself is the present what I want most.
IS: Approximately when did you date your last girlfriend? How long ago was it, what age and what occupation does she have?
LMH: I haven’t had a girlfriend since I dated a fellow university student when I was 20 (Korean age).
IS: If you get a girlfriend, what endearing nickname would you want to call her?
LMH: It would be different depending on her style.
IS: It must have been perplexing when photos of you with some female colleagues were publicized on the internet a while ago.
LMH: It was a little exasperating. They are pictures that could hurt me. Even though they weren’t my girlfriend, people misconstrued them to be. I felt so sorry toward the other people in the photos due to the malicious gossip that was spread.
IS: What will you do if your parents oppose your marriage like Boys Over Flowers’ Gu Jun Pyo?
LMH: I would run away with her. Even if we have to elope (”flight by night”), I would marry her.
IS: Which actress would you like to star opposite?
LMH: I would like to work with my ideal type, Song Hye Kyo sunbae (senior). Although she has an elegant and classic style, her charisma is also strong and her acting talent is outstanding. If we act together, I think I could learn a lot from her. But I’d probably tremble (be nervous) a lot .
IS: Who is the person you want to meet most?
LMH: I would like to meet Hollywood actor, Edward Norton. The way he gives off a comfortable vibe while oozing out charisma is so impressive. If I meet him, I’d request, “I’d like you to be my master (teacher)”. First, I think I need to diligently learn English.
IS: Which athlete do you like the most?
LMH: Manchester United’s Cristiano Ronaldo. On top of having extraordinary talent, he is also good looking. I also dreamt of being a soccer player when I was in elementary school. If I was able to continue playing soccer, maybe I would have been an athlete like Cristiano Ronaldo by now.
IS: What kind of food do you like and is there anything you’re good at cooking?
LMH: I like all meats and am good at cooking all meats. Cooking method? I just grill/roast it. I have a secret grilling method. Beef, pork, chicken, etc. – there’s a different grilling method for each meat. Even if it’s the same meat product, you will marvel if you taste the meat I grill.
IS: Which song is your specialty at karaoke?
LMH: Toy’s “That I was Once By Your Side”. Although Boys Over Flowers‘ Jun Pyo has a rough and defiant image, I’m a sweet romantic. Although I don’t have a talent in singing, I [still] sing because people tell me I do it coolly.
IS: What are some objects that you always carry around in your bag?
LMH: I make sure to pack cologne because I want to be a fragrant guy all the time.
IS: What is your drinking capacity? Which alcohol do you like, where do you drink and with whom?
LMH: I can’t really drink much. It’s difficult to drink past three shots of soju. The alcohol I like are western liquors, although I can’t drink past one or two glasses. I’m not picky about the location. I can adapt to any environment and enjoy myself. However, I want to drink with people I’m confortable with and who don’t pressure me to drink alcohol.
IS: Do you have any jinxes, superstitions or customs?
LMH: I get injured during every film or movie project. Even if I’m careful, I get injured due to unforeseen circumstances.
IS: Do you have any sleeping habits?
LMH: They say I grind my teeth and talk gibberish. When we go on vacation, my friends try to avoid sleeping with me.
IS: Which three objects would you take with you if you had to be stuck on a deserted island?
LMH: A bed, a lighter, and a cellular phone. I’ll need to take a good bed in order to sleep well. Even if I’m on a deserted island, I’ll need to cook the food in order to eat it. Especially for someone like me who loves meat, a lighter is a mandatory requirement. Even if I’m stuck on the deserted island, I’d need to talk with people on the phone so that I don’t get bored. Plus, I have a lot of games downloaded on my cellphone.
IS: Name a characteristic that you’re jealous of from each F4 member.
LMH: Kim Beom’s small face, Kim Joon hyung’s big eyes, and Kim Hyun Joong’s white (pale) face. Still, overall, I’m the most….... =DD
Credit: kpculture
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Sunday, June 7, 2009
heellloooo Singapore! I'M BACK! =DD hahahah! guess you all dont noe where i went? humphs. well, i went to back to kampung at rembau. =)) it was REALLY FUN!! =DD hehehh! there was abg khairul, kak leah, my family, aunts & uncles that came from Singapore. on fridae morning my family & abg khairul they all met at Mr teh tarik at jurong west early in the morning at 6am. everybody got into our cars & reached rembau at bout 11.30am? humphs. all of us were really tired & sleepy already! *yawns* firstly, me, kak leah & abg khairul was lyk mcm malu2 dgn sedare2 kat situ ahh. org kate blum "warm-up". XP den later in the afternoon at bout 3pm all of us had to go to the bride's house & then to the mosque. abg amy & kak azita nikah kat situ. kak leah was down wit fever so i accompanied her at home. chit-chatted in a room (dont noe whose) then suddenly both of us snoring already. hahah! at 7pm they got home. they woke us up & ask us to bathe at the perigi near the mosque. mampos? sejuk sak air! but lucky tkde kain pelekat! so we juz went to the toilet in the kitchen. =D at bout 8pm we had dinner. had lemang, ketupat, satay, rendang & ayam perchik. after that we helped them chop all the ingredients for the ceremony. cucumber, chillies, onions, ginger, potatoes, etc. den bakar the satay ayam & lemang. tu yang buat rambut aku bau lemang tak hilang2 sampai skrg! hish! then before going to bed we chit-chatted again. ending topic was about frogs in blankets if you sleep outside the house! hahahh! we were guessing whose turn kena this time! last time kak siti! kekek!! XP den Saturday morning woke upp at 6am. did the usual, bath & breakfast. den chit-chatted outside. all the makcik2 sat near the pond there. den suddenly a tingle felt behind granny's back. she turned & saw a frog! sumer dahh kecohh sak! melatah laen! terpekik laen! merangkak laen! kekek sak aku tgk! HAHAHAH!!! den at 1pm went to bride's house. green & white. NICENICE! =D aft that, we went to melaka. tok buyong's house. petik mangga banyak2! nangka & jambu air also! so kampungg-ishh! =DD dad & pakcik all jolok2 the mangga! hahah. fun lerhs tinggal kampung! stayed there all the wae till 8.30pm. den went back to rembau. sampai umah at bout 11.30pm i tink? dued to traffic jam. they said that dae was agung's bdae? 0.o i'm not sure lahh. wadever. reached home & bathe. got ready to bed. had chit-chats again outside till 1am den immediately knock-out. i slept outside for that nite. hehh. lucky no FROG! XD abg khairul juz couldnt stop disturbing everyone in the house! when hys mum ask hym to help out, he went to the sofa & took a nap! "bertuah punye anak!" she shouted. "you're the most lazy-bum guy i've ever met, adik!" kak leah said. hahah! i juz couldnt stop laughing when looking at hym sleep. muke... tk blh maintain! lols. den sundae morning woke up a bit later. woke upp at 8am? had breakfast. chit-chats. waited for the bride & groom to come to the house. this time its red & blue colour. okae lahh. very kampung-ish. everytink there seems different. only the people that is the same. humphs. its life isnt it? things change overtime. you can plan. but HE who decides. humphs. the whole wedding ting went well. ohh yeah; congratz to them! =D at bout 3pm, everytink ended & we all said our goodbyes. hug & kisses. kite singgah ayer hitam. went to marry brown. played wit the sit that is lyk a swing. wanna shop for the cute teddy bears but not much time left. so we got into our cars & went to cik beida's kedai makan. watched anak wayang while eating durians & soursoup. den went to a shop nearby. bought tidbits 4 sis. den at bout 8.30pm we chiao. woodlands jam rabak so we went by tuas. exactly before tuas there was a rest & relax stop. our cars went separate waes already so we dont noe where were the rest. den as we walked towards the toilet, somebody poked my hip. terkejot girl2! hahh! it was abg khairul! "ehh! awak lagi! sebok aje lat sini!" i said. he juz simply said "ngantok2! nak tidooo!! pnat sey!!" hahah! den after that we went to the shops there. bought aloads of kerepek & keropok. mamat tu look aload lyk the guy in the show gadis merah jambu. humphs. wadever lahhs. we got home at bout 12am. woke up todae at 12nn. 12 hours sleep! hahah! damn tired i tell you! lucky todae no skol! if not i tink i nvr go! =DD so now... back to singapore life!! watch meteor garden!! =DD hehehehhh!
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Thursday, June 4, 2009

12 hours more to go...
& I'll be off! =))
couldn't wait to meet them there!
but why are we leaving at 4am??
haiyo! confirm ltr otw I'll be sleeping..
hehehhh.. =X
favourite tv programmes, i'll be missing you!
youtube; internet access, i'll miss you too!
singapore; i'll miss you too!
hahah! okae! i'm crazy!
it'll be only 3 daes! =PP
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Wednesday, June 3, 2009
Currently listening to Paradise by T-max..it reminds me of episode 5 & 6 of BOF....the part where Gu jun pyo brought Geum gan di & Ga eul to the island..OMG!! that part SWEEEETTT to the maxxx!!!! but then Ji hoo spoilt ahh! he go kiss her then Gu jun pyo saw it! =((awwww.... but then romantic also! hehehehhhh!i lyk episode 25 also!! eventhough there was stupid yumi..the ending at the event was pretty nice! i remember....Geum jan di exactly took 6 steps backwards.. pull out the coat on her shoulders.. continued wit 3 & a half steps... then ... slowly let herself fall into the pool.."coincidentally" the necklace she threw was quite near to her!haizzz... sooooo thhheee TOUCHINGG!! =))OHH YA! NAQ! i watched it back & saw how Ji hoo ran! HA-HA-HAH!!! eyhh! yi jung & woo bin ran also ter-kangkang one ehh! XDDp/s: i'm soooooo goingg to watch that episode now!!!Almost Paradise achimboda deo nunbusinNal hyanghan neoui sarangi onsesang da gajindeutaeIn my life nae jichin sarme kkumcheoreomDagawajun ni moseubeul eonje kkajina saranghal su itdamyeonNeoui soneul japgoseo sesangeul hyanghae himkkeot sorichyeoHaneureul georeo yaksokhae yeongwonhi ojik neomaneul saranghaeBamhaneul byeolbitgateun uri dulmanui areumdaun kkum ParadiseNeowa hamkkehandamyeon eodideun gal su isseo to the my Paradise Neoreul irheotdeon sigangwa geuapeum modu daijeobwaIjebuteo sijagiya neowa hamkkeTteonaboneun geoya dallyeoganeun geoya loving you foreverAlmost Paradise taeyangboda deo ttaseuhanNal boneun neoui nunbicheun onsesang da gajindeutaeIn my life nae jichin sarme biccheoreomDagawajun ni sarangeul eonje kkajina ganjikhal su itdamyeonYou are All of my love! You are All of my life! ~Nae modeungeol georeoseo naneunneoreul saranghae! Jeo pureunbada gateun uri dulmanui areumdaun got ParadiseNeowa hamkkehandamyeon eodideun gal su isseo to the my ParadiseNeoreul irheotdeon sigangwa geuapeum modu daijeobwaIjebuteo sijagiya neowa hamkkeTteonaboneun geoya dallyeoganeun geoya loving you foreverAlmost Paradise achimboda deo nunbusinNal hyanghan neoui sarangi onsesang da gajindeutaeIn my life nae jichin sarme kkumcheoreomDagawajun ni moseubeul eonje kkajina saranghal su itdamyeonCheonsagateun ne misoga gadeukhan uri nagwoneNeomaneul wihan kkotteullo yeongwonhi chaewo dulkkeoyaAlmost Paradise taeyangboda deo ttaseuhanNal boneun neoui nunbicheun onsesang da gajindeutaeIn my life nae jichin sarme biccheoreomDagawajun ni sarangeul eonje kkajina ganjikhal su itdamyeonEonjekkajina saranghal su itdamyeon~
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Monday, June 1, 2009
this song is very the TOUCHINGG...everytime i hear it, i would get reminded of the incident..whereby guem jan di throw herself in the pool & waited for gu jun pyo to refresh hys memory that he actually know how to swim already..&&& that he learnt swimming bcoz of her.. then quickly, gu jun pyo went & save her! =DDtouching isn't it??? aqilah confirm will go "awwwww... so SWEETT!!" hahahahhh! =Ppsssstt! those dont know, never watch, go WATCH LAHH! =PWhat should i do by Ji shun.geu daen nuh mu dang yeon han duoonuel nae gae ah bu ull muyt nae yonan geu jeo jal jin nae da het jogeu daen jeong mal nal nuhmoo moryujogeu dae upshido nae ga genchan nuell gut gat na yougeu dae nun na up shi genchanayodang shin up neun sa sange nuh mu do himdull uhseo soom shi neun na ull onemanghetjouhtuk ha jo ah jik do nan geudae han madie busuh ji nun haru ull sal a yogeu dae nae gae malhae ba yoelawnungae na puninji gedaedo nacheorumharu ga ah puh gotoh a pun ji malhae ba yogeu dae wa naneemi nomo nutonnayo oori dashi giwhenun uptnayonan ah jik geudell saeng gak hae yogeu daen a ma aljido moulljo hakullkook elungayo elukhae gutingayogeudae nun eedaero genchanayonan ahdwell gut gateundaegateun sarangeun juk uh do nae gaen uputsultendaeuhtuk ha jo nae ma eumeun geudae nanee myennu gu do ahn a jul su upsul tendaejabal naul jabahjoyo aljanayona ran saram ahmulle aesuhdogeudae ull ji wool suga updangulljaebal naull jabajoyouhtuk ha jo ah jik do nan geudae han madie busuh ji nun haru ull sal a yogeu dae nae gae malhae ba yoelawnungae na puninji gedaedo nacheorumharu ga ah puh gotoh a pun ji malhae ba yogeu dae wa naneemi nomo nutonnayo oori dashi giwhenun uptnayonah ah jik geudel sanggakhaeyogeu daen ahma aljidomoulljo haTranslation in english.Today you ask me how I am so confidently;Without a doubt, I told you I was doing well..You really don't know me well!Do you think that I will be okay without you?!Are you really okay without me??A world without you;I pitied myself for breathing through this difficult time!What should I do? I still live days where I collapse at the words you speak..Please talk to me!!Am I the only one going through this?Please tell me if your days are painful day by day..Is it too late for me and you?Do we have any more chances?I still think about you..You may already know that....So is this it?!Is this how it will end???Are you satisfied how things are now?!I don't think I can be satisfied like this..I don't think I will ever have someone like you, even till death!What should I do, my heart??I don't think anyone else will be able to hold me..Please hold on to me!!You know, no matter how much you try, A person like me won't ever be able to forget you! Please hold on to me!!What should I do? I still live days where I collapse at the words you speak..Please talk to me!!Am I the only one going through this??Please tell me if your days are painful day by day!Is it too late for me and you?Do we have any more chances?I still think about you...You may already know that......
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OMG!! 3 daes left... & i'll be awae for honeymooonnnnn.... =P honeymoooonnnnn??? LOLS! not THAT one.. hahah! juz going back to kampung & spend time wit all cuzzies & beloveds! too BAD sis cannot apply leave! humphs.. going there to help abg amy wit hys wedding! i wonder hows the wedding at kampung's lyk! its been ages since i went back to kampung you know! =P i remember the times when the adults all went fishing at the pond behind the house & i tagged along.. i didn't noe what i was doing && i picked the earthworms wit my bare hands without knowing what was it! den sis all was shouting, frightened wit it! hahahah! i'm soooo looking forward for the trip!! coz after that my family & i are going to continue wit our stay.. =)) ehhh! OH NOOO!! urgh! cannot watch ghost whisperer.. manja lara.. BOF (again)... Harper's island.. blade!!! OMG! OMG!! TOO many favourite TV shows i have to miss! =(( ohh well! wad to do... i wouldnt want to be left out in the FUN! =DD haiz.. haiz.. haiz.... Labels: i wish lyfe is as EASY and NICE as THAT
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