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Monday, November 30, 2009
too lazy to update on what happened during the weekends. but had a REALLY GREAT time wit family & cuzzies! ;DD unforgettable memories!! this morning supposed to have friendly match wit regent sec @ their skol but nvr go. hehehh. watched romeo & juliet the movie (japanese) & heartbreak library (korean). touching!! cried again! hahahahhh! hmph. tmrw also got match wit jurong sec @ our skol but i dun tink im going! going for a swim wit gfs! ;DD all the kaki(s) who never go..... BORINKK i tell you! not supporting! ;((( dont want fren uh! LOL! sooooo the pri skol! XD kae2 lahh. lazzy wanna type alreadyy. sayonara!
Labels: 100% BRAINWASHED ...
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Thursday, November 26, 2009
yes nisa; i get that. you dont have to tell the WHOLE world that you missed cmp OBOR. I MISS IT TOO! especially the FUNNY2 scenes..... *plugg-in* !!!! eiiiggghhhhh!!!! hahahahahhh!!! hope we can go again nxt year! go as crew also i dont mind!! ;DD hmphs. todae was the PSLE results dae. accompanied mirul to take hys results. made hym breakfast earlier so that the butterflies wouldnt be able to enter hys stomach! reached hys skool about 10mins late? hys pricipal was half wae thru hys speech. lols. miss kmps alot! all the memories suddenly played-back in my mind. sweeeeet! hehehh! ;DD ohhkae. so went to hys class & he took hys report book. dashed out class & came towards me & dad. didnt even dared to opened hys slip. i imediately pulled it awae from hys & peeked. was surprised that he could actually go into express! 0.o but then good lahh! congratz yeah bro! then everyone started calling me. i was lyk "mirul ade hp bukannye nk gi call dia tau! carik kakak dia jgk! hish!" my bro also one thing! got hp also no use! dun wan answer the hp! go throw inside the longkang better! deeennnnggg!!!! XD asked dad to drop me off at granny house coz i missed her BADLY & wanted to help her out wit raye cooking! yeaaapppppyyy! my granny's cooking is the BEST of the BEST you know! even my mum couldnt win her! hmphs. as soon as i reached there, salam her & she complained of backaches & tiredness. she went market in the morning & started cooking at 11am. she asked me to take over while she take a lil rest. but you know wad she ended up doing instead? she went outside the house to take care of the 'fire' used to cook rendang. she injured her leg when the hot charcoal fell onto her legs. kesian sak nenek ku tercinta!! i immediately took some ointment & applied. told her to not be stubborn & go rest. hahah! my granny is one stubborn ladyy you know! dun wan listen wad i sae! ;PP hmph. tmrw aku umah going to JB & rembau! yeappyy! meeting CRAZZYY cousins!! rosalind!! nak join lagi tak?? huahuahua!!!! XDD guess i'll be back by sundae? guess so... mondae having friendly match wit regent sec @ their sch.. hope i can make it! hpmhh........
Labels: falling in love when you dont even know anytink bout that person???
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Wednesday, November 25, 2009
buah berangan masaknya merah,
lada cili dalam perahu;
luka di tangan nampak berdarah,
luka di hati sahabat tak kan tahu.
okae. ignore the earlier post. todae, 26 november 2009; eve of hari raya haji... im declaring that ive brain-washed & did soul-searching already. so therefore im going on wit lyfe as it was before. eventhought at the very laz minute before i decided to give upp when he suddenly said sorry & stuffs. i know; its not hys fault. but wth? im back wit my swears again. its okae to MINGLE isnt it?? not lyk SOME people... ATTACHED! later the guy easily get jealous & blablabla.... correct not naq? XD hmph! so yeapp. i feel so fresh todae when i woke upp. all my tiredness have vanished & suddenly i missed my granny!!! its been 3 daes i didnt meet her!! THATS LONNGG okae! hmph. nvm. later im meeting her coz need help her wit cooking! ;DD & as for THAT issue; it was as though i didnt even went to obor camp & met hym again. as though i didnt send hym that msg. everythink's gonna go back to normal. i will go wit the flow again. my commitment for now is family, studies & friends. thats all. FULL STOP. woah. cool huh? i didnt even think this time i could really be determine that todae im done & over wit it. perhaps the amount of clorox & detol i used was too much huh?? nope!!! its JUST NICE! its good. why should i be like this when he doesnt give me hope? yeappppppppp. MOVE ON dee. had agreed & sweared NOW IS NOT THE RYTE TIME TO BE ATTACHED. get that??!!
Labels: obor was fun wit crazy buddies n the existence of ashyriane n gang...
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hmphs. todae was awesome. but yet suck to the core. certain peepz know why. sucks BIG time. embarassed to the core. hopeless to the core. couldnt take it that i even cried. lols. now i find it funny. coz this is rare! i mean ; its lyk been a long time i've been sgl & alryte. then suddenly this thing hppn. then all the emotions comes out. you know.... when you're in love... all those feelings... hmphs. but now im feeling the hurt of being an idiotic girl who doesnt know where she really stands. how stupid can i more be?? dumbass. yeah; you got it ryte! im swearing at myself ryte now. i had crossed the line & all my swears are broken & its all bcoz of this. darn it. why? why hym? why? & why did i send those msges??? dumbdumb. blockhead. got nth better to do isit?? can go take book & study for upcoming O's dun want! go do all this nonsensical stuffz! urgghhhhh! GERAM!!! you know wad? you know wad? he didnt even change hys number or anytink! so wad does that mean? huh?? try conclude for me can??? seriously; FRUSTRATED i tell you! nvm2. herwan's ryte. shall do some soul searching. tonight! SEKARANG JGK!!!!!! & i'll make sure i'll have a brainwash so that its SUPER CLEAN wit the help of CLOROX & DETOL. ;PPP
Labels: i hate you for making me cross the line ...
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Monday, November 23, 2009
aaaaaaaahhhhhhhhh. EXHAUSTED !! todae was dae 1. soo dry! lotsa theory juz lyk last year's dae 1. this time, its at sph. arrived late todae; 9.30am. exactly 1hr & 30mins LATE ! humphs. when we reached there, we registered ourselves; went into the auditorium & put our bags. went out again to take our breakfast. then all the wayyy we had talks after talks after talks by the various experts; reporters, editors, etc. had lunch at 12.30pm till 1.30pm. tea break at 3.30pm? continued wit talks... did some work.... did stupid stuffs... snap here! snap there! ictures everywhere! burst into laughters... work again.. then its 5PM !! time to go home! took the train to yishun? coz duno y the train terminated there! took another train to gombak. was confident i could join the rest for dinner then looked at the time it was already 6.04pm. then must wait for naq's pclove & izzul? think so uh. then time to order the food. time the food will be served. time taken to travel to wm. time taken to travel home. afraid dad would call upp & shout in he phone again so i decided to play safe. said goodbyes to them & went to wm alone. had to return my bro's OVERDUED books! so clever ryte hym?! =.= then went straight home. time check; 6.40pm. situation check; bro playing psp. dad SLEEPING. sis juz got bck frm wrk. mum too. && ryte awae i go lyk "WTH??!! i should hav juz joined them at gombak!!" feeling irritated; i washed upp & now here i am. soon im gonna go to LALALAND. im so EXHAUSTED & sleeppyyy ryte now!! laz nyte didnt hav a proper sleep as i was too EXCITED for the obor camp! hahahh! ohh well; i juz cant wait for tmrw's activity!! ;DD
Labels: why ohh why did i heard smth lyk "dab dub dab dub dab..."
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Sunday, November 22, 2009
CANT WAIT FOR OBOR CAMP ; GIRLS DAE OUT && NEW MOON !!!!! ;DD hehehehh !only by this wae i could get rid of my boredom . these daes ive been reading & reading & surfing the net & staying at home! didnt go out that much ! haiz . MUMMY ! finish your task asap && we go for a proper shopping spreeee together wit sis !!! PLEASE ! im begging you !! ;((( you know what ? i juz feel lyk wanting to SHOUT OUT LOUDD ! my heart feels so..... HEAVY ! lyk suffocated ! you know what ive been doing since yesterdae evening ?? ive been walking to & fro the balcony feeling so...... idk! its juz an indescribable feeling ! lyk.... worried + bored + irritated... nothing to do !! i hate that feeling !!!! then all the people at home.... the mouth.... pet pot peeeetttt..... ishk ! boringg okae everytme the same thing ! same routine ! DAILY ROUNTINES. darn it ! starting to hate that word already ! somemore my url also the same ! shhiitt . =.=
Labels: urgh beginning to hate routines all over AGAIN ...
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Friday, November 20, 2009
aaaaaaayyyyyyyssssshhhhh!!!!! i.n.e.e.d.a.g.i.r.l.'s.d.a.e.o.u.t.B.A.D.L.Y !!! todae's gonna stay at home? cooking? humphs. tomorrow either go bf wit aunts. (part of gf's dae out) or i'll go watch juniors play netball. depends uh. then mondae to wednesdae gonna be busyy wit obor camp. so i've got thurs & fridae to go wit girlfrens. thats if i can coz i might be gone on the 27 or 28. not sure yet. haiz. if go out wit girlfrens... where shall we go?? ahah!! AQILAH ! NISA ! swimming @ jurong west on thursdae morning ??? hehehehhh ! i dun whether can or not uh... but i'll try ask for permission. if cannot... then we juz go lepak or smth ?? at least meet & catch upp wit things uh! LOL. go for luch or smth.. window shopping... cool wad? hahahahhh! ;PP
p/s ; need to seriously forget about people who doesnt even think about me; who treats me no other than a stranger. people who just makes my heart hurt & people who make my blood boils. these people......... SERIOUSLY...... from now on....... I'M NOT GONNA CARE ! do & sayy anythink you want to.... i SIMPLY DONT CARE ALREADY coz i know that you're juz somebody who has NO LYFE & NOTHING BETTER TO DO! & you're juz smebody whom i've known before but not now. im not gonna take the first move anymore. so its gonna be either you or nothing.
Labels: love the current songgg... ;DD
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heyy. lyfe's been.... urrmmm GREAT; i guess? well juz the shopping spree part! went CWP at bout 4.25pm? ryte after i got back from obor camp briefing & "brunch" at mcd wit aqilah, naq & nisa. when i got bck home, EVERYONE was still SLEEPING! sis was on off dae. mum on leave. dad on off. mum told me to cook smth for them & went back napping! =.= done cooking at bout 2.30pm? then they all woke upp, washed upp, ate & we all went out. finished our shopping spree at bout 8pm? fetched granny & went to W's hse. hys parents going for haji on mondae. so mum & dad juz decided to pay them a visit since its been a long time they met & talked. i was having cold sweat in the car while on the wae to hys hse. i was lyk... so conscious about how i should react & stuff. how should i behave, etc. THAT WAS sssoooooo NOT ME!! especially when he was the one who served us tea & cakes. it was khai's bdae. so they had a lil celebration earlier on. blablabla. he was then sitting 5 steps awae. lol. i somewhat roughly counted it! ;PP humphs. all i did was talking crapp wit sis & bro & when my eyes met hys, i turned awae. looked down to the ground. there was this time when i was laughing at erdina's cute movements (hys baby cousin) & then my eyes met hys. giler! i could hear my heartbeat went dak duk dak duk dam du BANG! lol! ;PP what was going on? idk. i juz think that i missed hym so much. i really wanna talk to hym & be close wit hym again. but its my ego who's pulling me awae from making the first move. shitt! did i juz confessed everythink out? humphs. idk lahh. aqilah thinks i should juz get done n over with. if i dun wanna take the first move then i should juz ignore it. let things be. i can be happy even without guys in my lyfe. i mean BOYFREN. but i do have BOY-FREN. guyfren. ;DD a good one indeed! hehehhh! i really appreciate it lahh. so do my girlfrens! ;DD aayyyssshhhhh! shut upp lahh! i dun want care already! to hell wit guys! guys are NOTHING but PLAIN jerks!
Labels: if you think im wrong.. then PROVE it to me...
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Wednesday, November 18, 2009
if love have to be painful lyk this... i would rather... NOT. TO. FALL. IN LOVE. AGAIN.
how SAD was that?? urgh. my eyes is sore red. all bcoz of that koizora the movie. its soooo SAD!!! soo TOUCHINGG!! why did the hero; Hiro... have to DIE??? okae2.. nvm! you ALL should go watch okae?? huh? where to watch?? go mysoju lahh! *winkk!* its a japanese movie. its A-MUST-WATCH-SHOW alrytes!!!! its the 2nd in the list after BOF!!!! wad are you waiting for??? GO WATCH lahh! ;DD i'm gonna watch koizora the drama version NEXT!! ohh! wanna a brief description bout it?? here it is.......
There is this girl named Tahara Mika who is an ordinary high school girl. One day, Mika had lost her handphone & went to find or it in the library. When she saw it, she suddenly receive a call from a mysterious guy. She didnt even know what's his name & what class was he in. They continuously contact each other & talked about lots of things. Then one day, they decided to meet at the pool. His name is Sakurai Hiroki. AKA Hiro. Hiro stands out because of his bleached hair & piercing. Mika wasnt able to accept Hiro at first but after knowing that he was actually a good guy, she gave him a chance. Out of the blue, Hiro kisses her. Apparently he is also dating someone. Mika was shocked and hurt that her first kiss had to happen this way. She desperately tries to forget about it. Then, her friend tells her that she should find somebody else and suggests Tatsuya, another boy in their school. However........................ okae2! ENOUGH! go watch lahh! think wad?? FREE uh?? hahahahhahahhhh! ;PPP haiz... Hiro; real name is Haruma Miura.... WAS SUCH A DASHING & A-EVERY-WOMAN's-DREAM-GUY!!!!!!!! goshh. okae. i should stop it now. if now my boyf would kill me if he knows!! =X
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Tuesday, November 17, 2009
annyong haseyo! AT LAST! got to use the lappy after so many daes! ;PP 3 daes only! hahahh! okaee; been reading-marathon all dae longg. here's the thing: i've to make myself sooo bussyy so that i wont be distracted wit my over-ly obsessed boyf. humphs. so i do all this cooking.. movie-ing.. reading... for A GOOD reason. though you all might think that its better to start wit revision for the BIG O's. but you know...... hehehh! you now i know luuhh huh? ;DD haiz. guess i'll start next mth? as promised? okaes; insyaAllah. ;)) well you know..... i suddenly got reminded of my memories... pri skol memories! hahah! i had this guyfren named william. he was kinda close to me before i got to know the malay gangs.. GBB! (gang bwh blk) hahahahh! LAME ryte? yeah.. wadever.. so this william... he's kinda sissy.. urmm; juz the soft2 type luhh. not really gay-ish or anythink. juz that he really has this passion in fashion & girls. he once told me he wanted to be a fashion designer. cool or wad? & at another point, he was smart. REALLY SMART. joy, dennise & william hymself had helped me wit my maths. then they went off to EM1 class. i went to EM2 class & met the GBB. humphs. then there's yvonne. my foster sister. hahah! we were REALLY CLOSE! till now. that is wad i called TRUE FRENS. (ppsssstt! SHE's in THE LIST!!!) ;DD she knew EVERY SINGLE THING bout me. all my secrets. including nabil. hahah! he was my first crush. if it wasnt for hys sister, nabilah who is actually my malay classmate.. & if it wasnt for hys fren Haziq.... i mean.. i wouldnt have known hym & fall for hym. you know. this thing called crush... its funny that a person can juz fall for somebody without even knowing about the person's background. im gigling ryte now.. thinking bout the first time i chatted wit hym. that was 2 yrs aft we both graduated from KMPS. he is one year older; so does haziq. he juz finished hys O's in assuption english; so does haziq! humphs. its a LONNGG storyy aniwaes. im not gonna tell you everytink in here! ;PP btw, dun get mix upp huh ncc girls! XDD its haziq daniel. so i was saying... nabil.. hys long name was muhammad nabil taha. forgot hys father's name ryte now! hahahahh! dumb2 luhh me! i remember it was 2007. he was sec 2. i was sec 1. he suddenly opened convo wit me in msn. ;DD we talked bout lotsa things. i even told hym bout my probs wit my ex bf.. & he told me bout hys prob wit hys bossy gf.. he even asked me for opinions wad to wear as he was going out wit hys gf in 30 mins. humphs. you know wad i told hym? "you already look dashing as you are even if you're wearing only tees & jeans!" he laughed & said thanks! he was the gentleman i thought he would be & the mr smiley face! hahah! go find hys profile in friendster if intersted! ;PP humphs. you know wad im thinking ryte now? he's smile is as wide & cute as LMH. awwwwww. goddamnit! did i juz similarized hym & the all-time-mr-HAWT-guy??? ommo! im going crazzy! there was never a guy in reality that i had really thought hym as LMH!! hahahh! guess nabil's hawt too. yvonne would kill me if she hear this! she thinks he's hawt too & cant stand looking at hym everytme our tmetble clashed in those pri skol daes! hahah! but guess wad? i've lost contact wit hym for 2 years now & idk hows he's doing ryte now. i really wanna get back in cntct wit hym. & i'm telling you... this is the very first tme i'm interested in getting into these relationships thingy! hahahahhh! but nvm. i still wanna take it ALL slow & nope.. i havent forgotten my swear yaw! ;DDDD
p/s ; this song is dedicated to hymm. ;DD hope he's fine & doing well in everytinkk!
Labels: ohhmyyy; where are you ryte now??
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Saturday, November 14, 2009
lyfe's been fine todae. though things were getting next to boredom, had a great time cooking lunch & dinner for family. went online. talked bout things that had recently happened in my lyfe wit this guy & you know wad he suggested? he thinks that im juz a young lady who juz dont know how to handle things. he think what? he's an OLD ADULT already huh? dumbdumb! he thinks im in the wrong too. he asked me to be in HER shoes. immediately blood shot upp right upp to my brain nerves & i sweared this & that. he told me to calm down & listen to wad he have to say. then i told hym that in the first place if i were in her shoes, i wouldnt have done wad she did. i would let bygones be bygones. i would ask the rest wad wrong have i done & how shall i improve on myself; especially if i have problems wit getting rid of grudges. you know... the worst ever disease you can have in lyfe; next to laziness is having GRUDGES even wit your own patch of friends! even when your friends repent & apologized to you manymany times.. UMPTEEN TIMES to you... how cruel is that? cant you see how sincere we are? by looking ryte straight into our eyes.. words from our mouth may lie... but not eyes... since this guy here really want me to take pity on that girl.. & juz let it be.. wad else can i do? all i can say to that girl is that.... search thru your heart... find purity... forgive & forget.. dont forget that HE is alwaes watching you.. US... EVERYONE! lyk i said... I MEAN WAD I SAID! im a girl of my words. im sincere... but if you choose to still ignore.. if you choose to still go ahead wit your grudges.. listen to those evil voices.... then wad else is there for me to say? wad else? i asked you to get done & over wit it... let go of everytink off your chest by slapping my face.. but you didnt want to.. i wasnt trying to act daring or anythink! i juz want to end this childish thing! but it seems that you wanna get all competitive huh? humphs. wad can i do? wad can i do? i guess nth? well ryte then! i shall not touch on this topic already. its upp to YOU to decide wad shall you do next... dont get all FIRED UPP reading this huh.... im trying to make this thing go win-win situation! & if decide to make things go positive... you know where i am ryte? you know where & how to get me.....
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Thursday, November 12, 2009
if you observe.. most of the songs you hear are alwaes about love. so typical! falling in love.. love at a first sight.. heart breaks.. songs about the unforgetable memories wit your ex... etc; etc! typical uhh.... people tried to reason wit me why there are love songs here & there... but im still NOT fully satisfied wit their reasons! but at last you know wad i found?? this songg... ryte below.. the lyrics are REALLY meaningful! of course; ITS NOT BOUT LOVE! ;PP its bout lyfe... *winkkks!* ;DD yeaay! so i've break the chain! i've found at least A song that isnt bout love (BGR)! hahahahhhh. ennjjoyyy the lyrics! ;))
Tak ada manusia
Yang terlahir sempurna
Jangan kau sesali
Segala yang telah terjadi
Kita pasti pernah
Dapatkan cobaan yang berat
Seakan hidup ini
Tak ada artinya lagi
Syukuri apa yang ada
Hidup adalah anugerah
Tetap jalani hidup ini
Melakukan yang terbaik
Tak ada manusia
Yang terlahir sempurna
Jangan kau sesali
Segala yang telah terjadi
Syukuri apa yang ada
Hidup adalah anugerah
Tetap jalani hidup ini
Melakukan yang terbaik
Tuhan pasti kan menunjukkan
Kebesaran dan kuasanya
Bagi hambanya yang sabar
Dan tak kenal Putus asa
(Syukuri apa yang ada)
jangan menyerah
jangan menyerah
jangan menyerah
jangan menyerah
jangan menyerah
jangan menyerah.....
Syukuri apa yang ada
Hidup adalah anugerah
Tetap jalani hidup ini
Melakukan yang terbaik
Tuhan pasti kan menunjukkan
Kebesaran dan kuasanya
Bagi hambanya yang sabar
Dan tak kenal Putus asa
Dan tak kenal putus asa......
Labels: nothing can stop me from 'LOVING' you...
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Monday, November 9, 2009
annyonngg! ;)) hows lyfe? humphs. bi an ne yo coz didnt update the pst few daes! was movie-marathon-ingg all the wae! only yesterdae went out for dinner wit family. karigu.. guess wad i've discovered?? my passion for baking is increasing ever more! ever since i busy-ed myself wit baking this & that... & also watching 'Antique Bakery'... & looking at the cute & colourful & beautiful & delicious variety of cakes & pastries! everytink that can make everyone smile & be happy.. sweet tooth! hmmmm... wad a sensational feeling! LOVE IT! ;DD but then again... when i come to think of it; i have passion for d&t too.. since i took that course, i wanna make full use of it! working in an office isnt that bad at all ryte?! haiz. idk lahh. my head's spinning round & round! confused! ottokenya?? i dont know what to do!! but not to worry.... flying to korea & japan is GOING TO BE A MUST!!!! that is a SWEAR! HE want to nagg all dae lonngg... or ground me.. or whatever... its my money && i'm still GOINNGGG!! insyaAllah! ;DD anybody wanna join? hahahh! i wished!
Labels: grant me my wish this time plz....
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Friday, November 6, 2009
annyong! ;)) todae's FRIDAE! hehehh. chilling out again todae. woke upp at 8.45am & got readi for skol. got history class at 10am. met nisa under my blk at 9.20am? walked slowly wit her. nisa so CLEVER go walk on the grass! humphs! met ika & naq at the canteen. chit chatted till 10.10am? LATE alreadi!! ika & naq went for geog while me walk towards hum SLC. somewhat we turned back & made our wae to the canteen & skipped history lesson! hehehh! ate breakfast & talked bout lotsa things wit nisa. HOT topic ehh? lols. ;DD then saw ncc boys. we disturbed farid & wan. hahahhahahh! very funny! WAN (one).... two.. three... four... while doing some stretching! XD cant stop laughing i tell you! wan got pissed off i guess? but he ended upp smiling! kembang lahh tuu... lols! after ika & naq went for the second session at 1pm, me nisa & idah made our wae out of skol. met mdm hamidah otw out. kissed & hugged her. usual stuff. MISSED her LOTS lahh! LONNNGGG time never meet her!!! she asked me why i was limping & told me to take care of myself. ;)) sweeettt ryte? my own mum didnt even said that to me! humphs. whatever lahh. at least she gives me things that i want. =X reached home at bout 1.30pm? did a lil dish washing & start off wit mvie marathon AGAIN! hehehehhh! todae i watched "Marrying the mafia" , "100 scenes no koi" , "Antique Bakery" & currently watching "Heartbreak Library" ! thought wanna watch "A millionaire's first love" but then got some errors! ;(( inside got hyun bin!!! MUST WATCHHHH! hahah! nvm. i'll find a wae soon. humphs. naqie missed called me juz now. texted her back. not in the mood to talk on the phone. she said she's down. but she's not keen to talk things out. so i asked if she really dun need me & she said nvm. so.... dearest naq; wadssupp babe? wad category huh? love? family? EVERYTINK? hah. juz as i thought lahh. you'd alwaes sae that when i asked! ;PP
Labels: cheer upp ; lyfe had juz begun... TO GET WORSE .
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Thursday, November 5, 2009
heyheyheyy... been chilling out at hme the past two daes? take it three lahh. hahah! since i sprained my ankle & couldnt do any hsework, i feel lyk im in paradise! LOLS. all the work are being pushed to sis & bro. now then HE realised how LAZZY my siblings are! good lahh! ;PP you know wad i did at home? i really had a movie marathon the past 3 daes! hahahhah! all i did was sitting & lying on the sofa while watching LOVERS. any work to be done, i juz call out my bro & order hym ryte awae. TRADEMARK WORD : "on the double!" hahahh! felt sooooo relaaxxeeddd! wished i could even break my leg so that i chill out even more. nobody can scold me for being lazzy or even order me to do this & that! but nvm, breaking my leg would make things harder for me! that means NO GOING OUT! urrgghhh! now i feel so suffocated thinking bout it! now i want my ankle to get well SOON-er!! NOW!! hahah. going out had alwaes been my favourites! i could DIE without going out = FREEDOM or movie marathon! you give me either one & i'll be a good2 girl! LOLS! i've been thinking & thinking since i watched LOVERS & also when HE kept calling & calling me.. pestering me here & there... really really got me thinking.. i guess that i'm juz fine being single.. despite that LUST for that PRINCE CHARMING. i'm juz NOT sooooo ready to sacrifice everything juz for that PRINCE CHARMING. i juz dont have the confidence whether it would be worth it or not. whether that PRINCE CHARMING is the RIGHT & correct one. i'm juz too scared. phobia? idk. what i think is that i should juz be thankful wit the FREEDOM i have ryte now & enjoy lyfe as much as possible. doesnt mean being single wont be as FUN as being attached; am i ryte? i know single ladies get jealous easily when we all see our other frenz "honeymoon-ing" wit their guys.. but it would be juz for awhile. coz its LUST. everybody has a LUST. it can either be granted or not. upp to one's wish. therefore; i swear that now is NOT the ryte time to be in love. & i wont get involved in a boy-girl relationship. UNLESS its Lee Min Ho or Lee Seo Jin coming running for me... then its an EXCEPTION! hahahahh! mcm paham! XD humphs. no idea who's LEE Seo Jin? well; he's my scandal! since my boyf BUBBLED me on the 24th, i decided to date Soe Jin instead! hahahahhh! CRAPP lahh DEE! cant stop giggling to myself ryte now! very FUNNY! juz a few mins ago i said i dun wanna get involved wit love then now talking bout boyf & scandal. LAME ryte? i know... ;PP okae fine! i shall end my CRAPP here...... annyong hekaseyo! gamsahamnida for reading my bloggieee! ;DD
Labels: i wanna be SOLO..
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Tuesday, November 3, 2009
annyong haseyo! ;) how's lyfe everyone? i'm starting to miss girlfrens alreadyyy! ;(( all the things we did.. talks bout guys.. fresh from the oven gossips.. naughty2 bitchy criticism.. hugs & kisses.. awwww; miss those memories so muchh! wished i could hang out wit girlfs every single dae!! need to catch upp on things! watch the sunset together.. meet S at roftop again... aaasssyyyssshhh!! made me so desperate for girls dae out! HAHAH! but my holz are gonna be occupied wit classes & classes! humphs. juz looking forward for our class gathering & movie dae outz wit buddies! hehehh! XD juz now had maths class at 8am. fnished at bout 9.45am? sat at the bench wit farid for a while & watched the guys playing soccer. talked bout smth.. then chiao to ISH for netball training. guess wad?? SPRAINED MY ANKLE! was playing one third court wit VERLYNN again! veerrryyy the ssswwwaaaaayyyyy i tell you! it was damn painful. not lyk the usual one i had.. naq & i was lyk "how many times hav you sprained in a year?? especially this year!!" lols. got back slowly.. got home.. ate breakfast.. read one quarter of a book & dozed off. sudden awake by dad! i'm sick & injured! give me some mercy plz! tak kan aku nak asyik duduk depan muke kau & stare at your face? or better still, stay in the kitchen & keep cooking... no need to critisize me wadd... blh ckp baek2.. treat me nicely & i'll do the same! y should i respect you when you dun even respect me?? think you're so great isit?? you should that.. even if i rebel even more; it has alwaes been your fault!! dun blame me if one dae after my studies i decide to migrate or smth....... deul li ni? aaasssyyyssshhhhh! its 2009 going 2010 lahh ehkk! its NOT 1800s arrasso? things change... people change! so plz catch upp wit us!!!
Labels: you're the selfish one you fool..
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Monday, November 2, 2009
huhhhuuu! cool ryte the chop on my wrist? humphs. as you can see, when to st james powerhouse dragonfly on sundae for PADI's concert. saw movida outlet @ st james when i was otw to dragonfly outlet. so saaaaddd when i recalled THAT dae. humphs. went into dragonfly. so many security guards in coats & suits. the place was really cool! sis said that we should stay till nyte & ctinue wit clubbing ryte after the concert! hahahahh! lyk real!! i would be the first to be kicked out i tell you! ;(( nvm2! in few mths, i'll be 16! hehehehhh! ;PP well, overall the concert was not that really enthusiastic as there were not many audience & no crazy-obsessed fans.. me, sis & a few other guys were the HIGHLY-ENTHUSIASTIC or lets juz sae sugar RUSH; we're the only ones who really danced & shake the whole dancefloor! SNAP! SNAP! SNAP! lotsa pics were taken by sis. lazzy lahh wanna upload pics now. ltr when i free i'll upload lahh. the pics above was taken by my hp.. tatz y easyy.. ryte after the show, we went back to vivo & shopped! went forever 21 & bought smth! hehehh! ;DD then made our wae to banquet & bought dinner for bro & dad @ home. reached home @ bout 8pm? had dinner & then watched tv.. R & R ! ;) juz now woke upp @ 8.15am. got ready & went to nuh. had an appointment @ 10am. granny accompanied me. had breakfast @ the kopitiam. met mr goh there. lols. quickly took the magazine & hid my face. XD waited for bout 1 hour for my turn. damn cold & was shivering. couldnt wait for my turn. then suddnely the nurse called upp my name & mr goh. i quickly go into the doctor's room without knocking the door to prevent seeing him! hahaha! stoopid sia! XD everythink ended @ 12.30pm. took 963 home & immediately got ready for skol. was 10 mins late wit chai peng. lols. class ended @ 2.30pm. was pouring lyk hell & decided to go to wm wit nadiah & azizzah. paid library books fines for mum & made our way to mcd. left at bout 4.30pm? so here i am....
Labels: haiz; how long shall i suffer....
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