Wednesday, November 19, 2008
to ika;
tnx 4 everytink aites!
imy so muchhy!
haiz. hw i wished we cld hang out 2gther lyk der oldd tmes! :((
anw; laz lngg aites! hmph! XPP
hmmm; der past 3 daes of cmp obor/journalism cmp had mde a great chnge in my lyfe. i didnt even cared hw my lyfe waz lyk b4! i jz wanna start afresh! all i ever tink was tt someone! der cmp waz DAMN fun! i rilly had a great3 tme thre eventhough we didnt win anytink. but ive at least learnt smth bout newswriting. && guess wd? i met this someone. someone hu caused my lyfe to chnge.i've been tinkin & tinkin & tinkin of tat 'someone' eversince i went hme ystrdae!! lets jz name tat someone 'Mr L'. 'Mr L' waz the "officials" (HMPH!) so he had to go round && round der tables to chck if anybdy needed hlp. as he walk, i look at hym & he look at me w/o xpressn. && tat goes 4 der WHOLE 3 daes. i jz duno y! but it juz goes on & on lyk tat! w/O communicatn! ade pn, kacau jek. he sae 2 hys fren "4 wd tke her pic? haiyo. u tke den ltr u delete okae!". hahah! eventhough gitu je pn, i stll lyk it! :DD hehehehhhh! den der 2nd dae we hd early dismisal. so we all wen vivo xcept naq && wani but wit ika's guy && nash. fun!! den at ard 7pm lyk tt we headed hme. den in bus 963 we were so kecoh!! syimah wit hr LOUD laughter && shereen wit hr funny lame jokes bout a kissing couple. wad SHIT we're toking oso idk lah! hahah! den i tld syimah bout 'Mr L'. syimah was lyk "eh, u & 'Mr L' okae ape. u 2 hav der height! & ur faces mkes a gd couple!" hahah! well; hw i wished syimah! haiz. nw i regretted 4 nt toking 2 hym & at least gt 2 noe smth bout hym damn it! ystrdae waz der laz, i wore green skinny jeans & made sme of thm shocked lookin at der striking green i guess! hahahh! der 1st ting i came in, i turned right & saw hym stnding dere drinkin mac milkshake & lookin at me cming in again w/o xpressn. i waz lyk "wth??!!! y do i alwaes hav 2 c hym??". i quickly grabbed my sit && ctinued our work. during my work, i kept searchin 4 hym! omg!!! i waz lyk "whre's he? whre's he? WHRE'S HE?!" hmmm; is diz love? is diz crush? or is it jz admiration? haiz. idk!u noe wd? ystrdae i wen all emo whle walkin 2 pasir ris mrt. i listened 2 music && tinkin hw regretful i waz! b4 gg out frm dwntwn, i actualie hd der chnce 2 approach hym as he waz directly in frnt of me!! but i didnt!! smth holded me bck. haiz. we reached pasir ris mrt n we headed to changi airport 2 folo syimah mit hr fren hu's flyin 2 india. in der mrt, i cried badly wen aqilah was lyk "relax. dun cry kae? it might jz b a crush." my tears jz rolled dwn! omg! den at tnah merah ika came 2 me & wiped awae my tears & calmed me dwn. aqilah,syimah,rusy,ika was lyk "if thre's a chnce, u'll meet hym again somedae.dun worry it might jz b a crush." well alrite den, if thre's a chnce, we'll meet again 'Mr L'. :-/
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