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Saturday, February 21, 2009

heys. had malay boggle competition juz nw. wad a brain-cracking tme juz nw! hahah! didnt win anytink. as expected. :-/ but guess wad?? saw Mr L thre. hahah! shocking 2 mit hym ehy! he has grown TALLER! =DD decided 2 msged hym. found out he's juz a trainer. while waiting 4 our turn, did some practice. & i was oso tinking. bout Mr L. i was searching through my heart, finding 4 tat feeling. the feeling i once had 4 hym. it was....... GONE. nowhere 2 be found. all i found is hym. the one tat made my heart beat faster n faster each tme i see hym. the one tat made me wanna avoid hym. ashamed. shy. why did things happened 2 FAST? cant it juz stay as my very own little dirty secret? humph. well, lyk wad frenz told me. "things had already happened. iyou've got 2 face it." but i feel different! lyk, i cant do or treat hym lyk i do lyk last tme. u noe, all those times when you joke ard & disturb each other. if i do, ppl will think its lyk OBVIOUS tat i lyk hym n lyk "flirting" wit hym. i dun wan tat! i knew things wld go this wae! tat was why i thought it cld juz stay as my dirty little secret! but its TOO LATE. he ALREADY KNEW. *sighs* how pathetic i am huh?? -_-" then there's a part of my heart. tat was still fond of B4's smiles. the smile tat cld melt every girl's heart. too BAD tat he isnt as good & innocent decent as he's looks are! WASTED. REALLLLLYYYY WASTED!! tsk3! lyfe. lyfe. lyfe. really telling me tat the world's gonna end!

Labels: the world is gonna end soon.

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