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Wednesday, February 4, 2009

holaholahola! =)) im some sort of happi now. duno why! despite all the things tat had hppned, 2nite i feel mch better. happier! mybe bcoz of my family tat has alwaes been HIGH I! hahah! well, i dun care wads gonna hppn nxt lahh! i noe im stll missing hym every now & then. BUT, i noe i CAN DO IT! i CAN FORGET HYM! yeah, of course i CAN!!!! =DD im gonna mke myslf as bz as possible! even if we meet by chance again in skol, (im sure we WILL!) even if he alwaes mkes me tink of hym even more, i will try to hold myslf back & take it as a fren-to-fren kinda thing! wad for suffer when he doesnt even care wads goin on wit me?! dee, u can do it! hav cnfidence! aqilah, naq, ros & of course ika are ALL RIGHT! juz try my best! my frenz are ALL thre 4 me, may not be alwaes! but at least THRE 4 ME!! =DD &&&&& its not the right tme too rightsss?? i stll wanna try to keep up to my promise so tat i wldnt hav to treat aqilah, shayidah, ika, nisa, etc. HEESS! i tink i can lahh, if i focus on studies real hard & forget bout love 4 the mean tme! lyk wad mr adam said "LOVE can wait. but studies, hav to go first! when u reach ur dreams oreadi den u can tink of LOVE, okae?" hahah! hys words are stll CLEAR in my mind u noe! i remember tat tme he called me to hys table & 'M' was thre, detention. woahh. paisehh siah! but then hys wrds ARE TRUE LAHH. && mybe also tats why he's stll sgl nw! LOLS. im juz saying aniwaes! =))

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