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Thursday, February 19, 2009

lyfe juz cant get any worse! damn. im realli having a breakdwn now! i feel lyk a REAL SORE LOSER! i suck at netball. i suck at love. i suck at studies. i suck at everytink else!! i feel ashamed. everybody is juz doing fine. except ME. wth is WRONG wit me??!!!!! why does everythnk i do now, it seems 2 be wrong, where else i've been trying so hard 2 make it ryte! "i sucks. im a SORE LOSER." those words are alwaes on my mind nowadaes. smetmes it made me wanna cry in class but ended upp being emo. Jealousy is conquering me every now & then. I cant listen 2 ppl telling me things which i cant do or i can, but not as good. why am i lyk this?! its only this year! 2009 is a jinx? humphs. =(( i juz feel lyk wanna bury myslf undergrnd & run awae frm everyone. run frm the reality. & go 2 smewhre tat saes "HAPPILY EVER AFTER!". or or i cld juz kill myslf? let me deal wit god. i dun care if i go 2 hell. i've nvr been 'good' aniwaes! might as well i surrender now. isit it better? if not, god. i beg you. plz take awae all of this crappsSHITT-NESS-tingy out of me! i wanna live happily! it realli SUCK 2 feel this wae! no one wld undrstnd hw i feel & its difficult 2 share wit sme1 who's close wit me. i bet they duno exactly how it is 2 feel different frm the rest.

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