my head's spinning round&round NOW! i juz fnsh writing 100 lines of a maths qn! wth! damn tired u noe! its qn + ans somemre! waste my fullscape oni! den ltr ms chia cnfrm go throw awae them! tsk3! haiz. ive got to blame myslf oso lahh. i nvr study properly 4 her test. -_-" hummpph. diz year SUCK. && i SUCK! i shldnt be chosen for netball sch team! i played awfully TERRIBLY! as thought i was a beginner! u noe the 2 previous game i played, coach sddnly said "diyanah arh! wad r u doing?!! defend her arh! this is NOT ur first tme playing this!" her words sddnly made me realised & wake upp! i was tinking all the wae, is it tat BAD i played? why cnt i defend her properly? why cnt i play lyk chin yen? wads goin on wit me?!! whre has all the skills gone to? wads wrong wit my brain??!! why each tme i play, its lyk my brain dsnt even noe wad to do & i wld juz play anyhw! i got alot of contact,obstructions,etc. REALLI!! WADS GOIN ON WIT ME??!!! why cnt i play lyk i used to?! why do i forget tings easily nowadaes?! DAMN! i wanna be the old me! im trying so hard! haiz! && skol! TOTALLY SUCKS! i hate myslf! seriously HATE MYSLF!! everydae ive to try control myslf. i wan to avoid hym. but my eyes juz cnt resist. i hate hym! but i stll care bout hym. i tried hold on. hold on. hold on. hope one dae he'll be gone! :-/ it hurts they talk bout hym. tinking of wad he did, realli made me wanna cry. its so stupid of me to fall into the trap!! T_T i wished i cld juz vomit it all out n let them noe! but i shldnt bother them. they're all bz & hav their own probs to settle. haiz.

Dee♥,

A simple girl called Dee.
Hates decisions & getting bored.
Hates JERKS!
Juz dont understand guys.
Loves Bossanova & Indies.
Loves Reading & movies.
A simple girl will alwaes be simple.
Just like studying a literature book!
Either you understand it; NOT.
Simple isnt it? ;)

ohh! && i love my boyf!! =D

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