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Friday, April 3, 2009

had sports dae. the night before had gastric. was so painful & unbearable. settled some things wit hym. smehw he didnt undrstnd why & started feeling down. that was the part i cried. the pain had gone much worst. wad did i eat? junk food. several hours ago. i skipped dinner as usual. haiz. no appetite lahh these daes. humph. den i went to kitchen to drink HL milk & den warm water as told by mum. due to my 'clever-ness' i drank the milk cold. hah! the pain got even WORST! i started crying again. i never experience this before! lyk a knife stabbing non-stop on ur lower left abdomen & slowly moved to the right. instinct saes tat i shld quickly drink warm water. i drank & lie dwn on the bed. had nightmares. lol. i was murdered? lyk WTH?! humph. at 1.45am i woke upp. went to toilet 2 wash upp. realised tat the pain was gone! yeay! went bck 2 slp & woke upp again at 5.45am. met hym at bus stp ard 6.50am? humph. was lyk deprived of sleep u noe! & got JAM!! was quite late juz now. tried being myslf as possible as i can. it was hard at first. but i noe it'll never end if i ctinue it & might hurt hym the 3rd tme. i dun wanna hurt hym anymre. i'll feel guilty. so i prayed hard 4 guidance. & nxt thing was; i got hyper aft we went dwn the bus smehw & chatted wit hym as per normal. started off by telling hym hw funny the reaction of a passenger which i accidentally banged onto hys knees when he was sleeping. funny u noe! couldnt stop laughing! ahahx! den in the stadium spent most of the tme wit hym here & there & sat tgther. tat... smehw made me realli cmfortable already. the unsure feeling was lyk a lil gone. aft sports dae ended, aqilah sae wanna go east coast. den vivo. den west mall. den chinese garden. but we ended upp going to nisa's hse. watched "oh baby"... nice2! romantic!! i luv it!! HEES. at 1pm lyk tat paused the movie. we went dwn to KFC & bought food. reached nisa's hse at bout 1.45pm? eat while watched the movie. my appetite is back. hahah! =DD guess wad?! hawt lahh seyy the guys!! nisa & me was lyk "omg! omg! cute! charming!!!" hahah! den aft the movie, decided go nature park since nisa & aqilah was so deprived of peace in the mind. lols. walk2. chit chatted. ghost stories! & we had tat feeling. smth not right. hah! quickly got out of the park & went to the outsid skol BBQ pit there. chatted again till 5pm? & we all went back hme. so here i am blogging bout my dae. =))

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