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Tuesday, April 7, 2009

if you were in this situation, wad comes upp first in your head? && wad wld you do?? here it goes: A expressed the feelings to B. things that B longed to hear. things that made B confused & unsure. things that made B realli stressed up! things that can make an ice melt. things that was unexpected! decision had to be made followed by the time given. humph. den A realli love B to the core. A would do juz anytink juz so to be & hav B. obsessive & possessive of B. but B somehow cant find that LOVE in the heart. there's infactuation or crush. or admiration. BUT NOT LOVE. LOVE seems to be... such a STRONG word for B. so the feeling for A is there. BUT NOT LOVE. you noe, when you LOVE smebody your heart beats FAST & FASTER everytme that person come nearer to you? EXACTLY. that's how people react when the person they love is near them. but for B, B's heart rate remained the same. nothing. althought B feels a bit akward being wit A. && when B is not near A, B doesnt even tink of A. sometimes only. not often. everytime A saes I LOVE YOU to B, B can sae it back. but its lyk only literally. B sometmes mean it. sometmes no. THAT IS WHY IS I SAE ITS NOT LOVE, am i ryte? B somewhat feels better being single. mingling wit the fellow frenz. eventhought being single means that lust for somebody is there. but its controllable. being attached means you hav to take care of the partner's feelings. care & concern bout them. spend time wit them. a lot of people will noe. humphs. but B wasnt ready for that responsibilities yet. but B doesnt noe explain things to A. B bets that A wouldnt understand. at the same time, B doesnt want to hurt A's feelings. see how complicated it is?! && if i were in this situation, i wld rather die. or run away. being in that kind of situation can kill me!! =P

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