ESCAPISM = SOLACE !
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Monday, May 18, 2009
There were superduper great dae & bad blackdark dae.Juz lyk Christopher.
When he sees 4 red cars in a row; superduper great dae.
& 3 yellow cars in a row; a bad blackdark dae.
as for me....
Life's full of making decisons.
Decisions that were too hard for me to decide.
i tend to ask somebody else to pick a choice for me.
but when it wasnt the right one, i get mad.
Rilly rilly mad at myself.
Things around sometimes annoys me alot.
i tend to be hearing voices in my head.
telling me wad to do or not to do.
"urgh! shut upp!" i said.
that was all i could do everytme it hppns.
or if not, i heed on wad is been said.
BUT i made the wrong decisions time & again.
this made me....
Rilly phobia & afraid of making decisions!
Labels: ask me: wad wld my decision be for now?
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