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Tuesday, June 9, 2009

had another misunderstanding issues again last night. she gave me questions that i myself couldnt answer properly & confidently. though the problem wasnt related to me, somehow i became the listening ears. all my life living wit her for 14 & half years, she didnt show me that she is a sensitive person. but last night, she finally pulled out her expired mask. she expressed everything out to me how she felt. i was really speechless that i kept quiet all he wae listening to her. didnt even answer her questions. but the last question she asked, i did. it was: "why arent you sensitive at all over this kind of thing? why are you so feelingless? heartless? cold.. numb.. hack care dont care?" i couldnt help it anymore. i couldnt take it. si i simply said "coz i was once an over-sensitive girl who cried each time something bad happens. & bcoz of that, now i'm becoming more & more sensitive-less." and i immediately went out of her room. i didnt mean to be rude but... haiz.. den i went to sis's room. she had her BGR problem too. so shewas telling me wad happened & i laughed. the problem she had was similar to the one i had before too. but the wae she deals wit it is sooo mucchh different that i do. humphs. nvm lahh. i dont want interfere people's problems that much. i'm only there to be the listening ears. it was 1am. but we continued chatting. & i told her bout wad happened to me earlier on. & all she said was "she asked the wrong person man! hell yeah; you're heartless! go sing heartless song lahh!" lame lahh sis! but she made me laughed somehow. & i'm trying to forget the incident & let the elders themselves solve it their own =))

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