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Saturday, June 20, 2009

i felt as though im in love.
but love is not the right word to use.
how could someone lyk me use that word..
besides; i dont even know what the meaning of love!
i dont care whether you tink i know;
but i act as though i dont..
to me, i dont know which & what is love.
LOVE, INFACTUATION, CRUSH, ADMIRER..
all these are different things!
they can be mixed & can be confusing..
you can lyk somebody to the extreme a dae..
& the next following daes or weeks, when he's not by your side..
you tend to let go & lead your lyfe similarly to before you met hym.
crush! crush! crush! is it??
infactuation! infactuation! infactuation! is it?
admire! admire! admire! is it?
LOVE??! certainly NOT!
so what do you take it as??
well, i gotta say..
your body, your soul, your feelings, your taste..
your lyfe.. then its your choice!
ohh, back to the topic i was saying..
i "felt" as though i am in "love"..
i do think of this person frequently everydae!
but at times, i also do forget hym! =S heheh!
i hardly talk to hym unless in my dreams whereby there's only hym..
wait! i never ever talked to hym before okaes.. NEVER! =P
he's hot.. he's tall.. his smiles melts every other girls out there!
so... does it count? its not love, isn't it?
since we dont know bout each other very muchh!
he doesnt even know that i "lyke" hym..
ohh well... ohh well... ohh well...
i shall juz continue having hym in my dreams! =D
After all, love is like a flame because it can ignite the blaze of passion.
But also can consume and destroyed if used carelessly.
Love is a wonderful thing,
but profane or unrequited love has the power to tear families and lives apart!

♥