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Thursday, July 9, 2009

i feel so "light". so free. so peaceful. no more of that paranoid feeling. it isn't there anymore. it may be good to you. but it isn't for me! I DON'T LIKE IT! i feel as though I've lost something really precious. no. I'm not talking bout that "thing"! =P i'm talking bout feelings. you may think some thing's wrong wit me. i should be sent to IMH. but be in my shoes. feel the wae i feel. go through what I've been through. mix it all upp & put the pieces together. get the pic? huh? still no? arraso. i already knew it was hard to make others believe. they can listen to me but its impossible for them to understand how i feel. towa chuseyo! now i feeling like crying. it really broke my heart. urgh! WHY? WHY? TELL ME WHY? WHY THEM & NOT ME? DAMN YOU! WHATS SO GOOD BOUT THEM?! JUZ BCOZ THEY'RE NEARER, YOU'D RATHER CHOOSE THEM? wth? FAIR? IS THIS FAIR? NO ITS NOT! if only you know that i really meant what i sae. i meant what i do. i'm not fcking joking! urgh! i'd better stop. this is not helping me. vending my anger in my blog would only invite question marks.

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Juz dont understand guys.
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A simple girl will alwaes be simple.
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