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Tuesday, August 18, 2009
fever still not gone yet. its been mths! & in fact, it got EVEN WORSE dae by dae! ahahx! dont beleive me? hahah! well, actually i'm not refering to the REAL physical fever! but LMH fever. wakakaka! =PP try & make a guess how many his pics do i have? hehehehhh! im going CRAZZYYY! i know.... it feels soooo nice juz having hym. the gorgeous hawt korean guy on earth! looking at hys pics everydae simply juz brightens upp my dae! =D everytink else juz didnt matter! haiiizzzzz... so wonderful! XD lalalala- todae's great. laughed alot juz now. didnt wanna tink so much bout anytink already. coz by doing so, it alwaes results in migraines. & then i'll have to take painkillers or at least panadols again. lols. i know i can live juz happily. without caring bout any other tings. juz go wit the flow. keep swimming in the sea without fearing you may drown yourself & die. coz what happens next, there's alwaes a meaning to it. & still, lyfe has to go on. if you're destined to die sooner, then what else can you do? if you're fated to be hadicapped, what can you do? swearing & swearing to god non-stop? does it help? NO; it doesnt. you either work hard to become better or you juz go wit the flow & accept your fate. & god will handle the rest. =) so you guys tink im crazy? & of course; you all would go lyk, "she's crazy! LMH can nvr be hers! cant she see it? ITS JUZ A BLOODY STOOPID KOREAN SHOW! EVERY KOREAN SHOWS ENDS THE SAME & i dont see the point watching it. juz a waste of time!" well, let me tell you peepz; i would rather be in fantasy & waste my time for these tings rather than grieving over the stoopid fate i've got! why would i want to waste my time tinking & tinking & tinking bout tings that i cant change? isnt it better to enjoy myself & release my tension by watching happily-ever-after stories to make myself happy? it juz happens that LMH is hawt in my eyes & i've had a crush on hym eversince. im not burdening you or whatsoever! i live my lyfe & you live yours. easy, simple one step. done. =)Labels: crush.crush.crush. you simply melt my heart.
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