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Tuesday, August 11, 2009

i envy her. envy her a lot! i wished to be in her shoes; but not being her. juz the situation she's in. she's one lucky lady. & i love her to the core. YES; THAT much! despite all the things she did, which others think she's making me as her toy to play wit but to me, she's juz the lady i like & love. she has all the things in her lyfe that i've ever wanted! but yet she's complaining this & that to me. "awwww; how dumb & stupid can you be? cherish what you have! do what you can do!" said my heart. haiz. human beings. cant juz be satisfied wit what they have ryte now! when things get worse & smth bad happened, only then they will realise how precious & valuable it is to have them. i not apply this to others only, but to me as well! we're all the same! human beings! its juz the colour of the skin, the languages, the size of our body, the faces we have... but we are the SAME! why are things treated unequally? im asking this to HIM every single dae of my lyfe. im still seeking for the answer till now. how i dread wit my empty lyfe ryte now coz it seems that the joy i have seems to only present for a while & then the next moment i knew, its gone! lyfe... everydae i see & hear the same things.. it is as though trying to tease me! everydae it seems to be juz the same! sometimes i wonder.... whether lyfe has any other meanings? you noe its lyk playing a game where there's lyk only let sae level 6. you've to experience & work hard till you get to that highest level. then when you've reached that level, some may think you're already champion. but people lyk me will go "that is all? you mean i get my rank & prize & that's all?" & then people who are in the same boat as me will think... perhaps this is only the limit of lyfe. what else can we do? dream? dream of things that can only be achieved in fantasy? WOW! yeah ryte. whatever. i noe im typing CRAP ryte now. but who cares? MY BLOG; MY SAE! arrasso? if you dont understand & you hate me, you may jolly well GET OUT! juz press the red cross ryte at the corner there! TATA! =P humphs. paranoid now huh? humphs. sape tak?! tell me who lyks being nagged at every single dae? did you even asked to be grown lyk that? who LOVES being compared at? try being in my shoes & taste the lyfe of TOTAL BOREDOM! NO LYFE! SAME OLD DAILY ROUTINES! yeah, its a TOTAL CRAPZ!!

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