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Thursday, August 6, 2009

why bother to stick your nose into other people's business when you think you dont want to hurt their feelings or whatever? its because of your job? but isnt there any other alternatives to confront? you dont want to embarass us? hell yeah... that is why you did openly in front of everybody ryte? not being sarcastic? WOW! yeah... yes, yes YOU ARE NOT BEING SARCASTIC! you are SOOO NOT SARCASTIC that you even said "sape yang makan chilli padi, dia yang terase pedasnye".. you're such a straight forward person that you made SARCASTIC remarks INDIRECTLY; if not DIRECTLY juz lyk you said. WOW! amazing arent you? its been 3 mths! 3 F**KING MTHS FOR GOD'S SAKE!! you didnt even bother to find out if its still happening or its over! how i wished i could juz sae straight to ur face & let u know that its over & im not going to do things that embarass the school! we're juz ALL THE SAME! every single person does mistakes! how much longer are you going to keep doing what you're doing every F**KING lessons??!! you think you're the victim? huh? the one that is suffering alone?? responsibilities?? ohhh; then you think i dont? you think i dont realise my mistakes & try to change the situation?? damn you! seriously; i've been kind enough to juz let it go as i had a sense of guilt too. let you juz continue coz i thought you would someday stop when you're tired of it. OMG!!!!!! BUT YOU DIDN'T!!! F. YOU!!! 3 FREAKING MTHS; ISNT IT ENOUGH??? you even combine all the things the other girls did... think what? chinese rojak is it? berries milkshake or smothies is it that you can mix everythink upp & vomit it all upp when you're too full?? HUH?? lyk the chemicals you mix in a lab & when things go wrong, it will blast??? OMG!!! i realli cant take it any further! LYK SERIOUSLY!!!!!! what is it you want?? you want to counsel me?? give me advices?? monitor me? or how about i go & confront you?? guess what? i've type a draft in my hp & was about to send it to you juz now. but frenz said not now. alryte, i said. we'll wait for the next lesson. 1 more chance. *yellow ribbon* & if she still continue it, i'm gonna send that sms or confront her ryte awae! i dont care already.. everytme she does that, its as though im having shortness of breathe & lyk the kettle alarming when the water is boiling.. it makes me wanna shout at her face or even juz get out of the class & go somewhere really far.. far.. far away & never look back! find somewhere PEACEFUL... & then... MOCK & SWEAR LYK HELL!! or even do things to relieve myself.. i hate being in situations lyk that! my head can burst in situations that is tough, stressing, that you would rather kill yourself then being in that situation! my hands & legs would be the first to move... slapping or slashing.. kicking, jumping or walking awae... may it be negative or positive, i dont care. as long as im happy & stress-free!

&& btw, teachers... if you happen to read this.. dont come find me & question me things...
i'm merely vending out my anger & this blog BELONGS TO ME! MY BLOG; MY SAE! UNDERSTAND?? thank you very much!

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