ESCAPISM = SOLACE !
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Wednesday, October 21, 2009
this is exactly my hp wallpaper. cool ryte? lols. humphs. think i'm seriously in love wit this chap. went down to plaza sing yesterdae. damn devastated you know!! was being pushed, sitted on, stepped on, squeezed & squashed by the crazzyy fans of hys... waited for hours... but the event was CANCELLED! freaking maddd i tell you. started swearing here & there. couldnt believe wad was going on. how could he? WHY? WHY? i know lahh, to most of you (who doesnt fancy him) think that "awww; its JUZ hym! whats the BIg deal you didnt get to see hym??" well, let me tell you; try being in my shoes... its the FIRSt time you adore an actor sooo much that you would juzhym EVEN when you know its impossible but you want to make it POSSIBLE. & when this happens; IT REALLLLLLLLLLYYY brought me DOWN. i felt soowadever it is that could describe how hurt & sadd i was! all the HOPE that you have ARE ALL GONE. juz lyk that! in split seconds! STOOPID! HOW STOOPIDawae souvenirs instead. FOR FIRST COME FIRST SERVE ONLY. lyk wth?? blood rushedd upp even more. dragged myself to the mrt instead & go straight to the airport. wads the use queing upp for it?? its HYM i wanted; NOT the products! darn it! must be the manager who cancelled it; they said. HELL YEAH!! he took longer time at the press conference & ended upp being late for the event! since the close event etude party is at 5pm, he had to rush straight to the movida. ;(( tears ran down my cheeks as soon as i got a seat in the train. i know it was sort of foolish to cry. BUT WHO CARES??!! its my prob aniwaes!! =PP aqilah & ipulika somewhat cheered me upp a lil. precious; NOT SPECIAL ehk ipulika?? HAHAHAH! humphs. yelaahh. defensive btol. ohh guess wad? when they did that kan aqilah.. terus aku teringat BOF. part yg HE said PRIDE; when it was supposed to be PRIVACY. hahah. CUTE. SWEET. aaayyyssshhh!! shut upp lahh deeee!! you didnt even get to see hym LIVE!! keep your mouth shutt sudah! its pointless you know! T_T uuurrrggghhhhh. okae; back to story! met babes @ airport T1. we went for dinner first before meeting them. hugged & kisses for all of them. gave them muffins. lols. hope they lyk it. =P soorriiieee if NOT NICE!! mine's not as PERFECT as naq's! i know... =X nisa had a prob wit her passport validity. all the rest had already went in. except her alone. everybody was praying for her to go. ipulika had already left by then. ipul ahh mengamuk. haiz. then me & aqilah got reaalllyy bored. i was still freaking madd over THAT incident & sooo we went to T3 & then to T2. bought double choco coffee ice blended @ coffeebean. hahah. talked bout lotsa stuffs wit aqilah babe! ;DD it was sooo muccchh FUN that i nearly forgot how BAD my dae was.. thanks aqilah darls! ;)) it was 8.35pm already & we took the train back home. feets started to ache liao! chit-chatted again in the train. actually wanted to meet S at rooftop. but scared reach there late & go back late. then kena scolding. dont want lahh. reached home at bout 10pm. didnt get any scolding. that was the 3rd time i got back as late as that! hahaha! next time muz try going back at 11pm! yeeaaapppyyyy! lols. okae naq; i'll mark your words ehk! make sure i'll have another chance to meet hym. one fine dae. INSYAALLAH. ;))) if NOT...... hahahahhh! ehh babes; i'm misssinnggg all of you alreaddyyy!! i dont wanna go skol tomoorrrooww!!! ;((
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