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Thursday, October 15, 2009

what would you do.... when someone you've known for 15 years.. someone you had spent your childhood with.. someone who shares his last piece of tidbit with you when he actually wants it all.. someone whom you once shared your secrets with.. someone who you always joke around with.. someone who you once adored.. someone who had won your mum's heart to be her son-in-law.. same as his mum too! but ryte after PSLE.... ryte after both of you go into sec sch.. both of you started to ignore each other. started doing own things. when you're doing smth; he'll purposely scold you for being naughty.. but the fact is that you're innocent! =S then you started to HATE him. every single time you see him & all thing he did; you despise him even more. after 2 & 1/2 years you didnt see him, you get meet him on hari raye. ignored each other. (wth?) then one fine dae..... 2 weeks after raye.. you had a strange feeling that you would meet somebody on that dae. you laughed at yourself. went out to a shopping mall. as you walked & talked to your aunt, then........ you suddenly look at the escalator. you saw a guy. you were blurish & your heart was lyk "hey! its him... in uniform.. with a girl... in uniform.. & he's holding a baby." ohh. okae.you said to yourself. "A BABY?!! UNIFORM?! HIM????!!!!! WHHHHHAAATTTT???" then you saw him staring ryte at you. you start to panick. legs start to shake. =X you juz jeling at him & continued walking. WHO WAS THAT GIRL? why is she wit him?? you heart felt different. something lyk HURT. as you walked, you realised that actually he was wit his SISTER too. he's holding her baby. & there's a girl wit the same uniform as him. & an unknown lady beside his sister. you've got no choice & juz salam his sister. had a small chat. then you saw he was looking directly into your eyes when you look upp. "WOW! look at how tall he is ryte now! should be 175+!" your heart whispered. the girl had the LOST expression. & you quickly regained your smile & said bye. as you walked up the escalator, he turned & look at you. you cant stop feeling paiseh & CRUSHED. for some reason, you kept having the flashback of what had JUST happened recently & the wae he looked at you. your aunt was talking to you but you didnt even hear & until... she said "YANA! you dengar tak what i'm saying?? apesal ni? muke mcm tk okae jek?" you went totally blank & said "huh? ohhh... tkde! ouch! sakit ah perut! dari pagi ade stomach cramps! ishk!" (giving that sick look & bend dwn a lil) =PP till now... you kept having that FLASHBACK! you have an invitation wit your family to his house for a kenduri this sundae. TO MEET HIM AGAIN?? should you or should you NOT? what will you do?? what do you think the feeling was? you have not seen him for the longest time & it couldnt be jealous; could it? -_-"

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