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Tuesday, November 17, 2009

annyong haseyo! AT LAST! got to use the lappy after so many daes! ;PP 3 daes only! hahahh! okaee; been reading-marathon all dae longg. here's the thing: i've to make myself sooo bussyy so that i wont be distracted wit my over-ly obsessed boyf. humphs. so i do all this cooking.. movie-ing.. reading... for A GOOD reason. though you all might think that its better to start wit revision for the BIG O's. but you know...... hehehh! you now i know luuhh huh? ;DD haiz. guess i'll start next mth? as promised? okaes; insyaAllah. ;)) well you know..... i suddenly got reminded of my memories... pri skol memories! hahah! i had this guyfren named william. he was kinda close to me before i got to know the malay gangs.. GBB! (gang bwh blk) hahahahh! LAME ryte? yeah.. wadever.. so this william... he's kinda sissy.. urmm; juz the soft2 type luhh. not really gay-ish or anythink. juz that he really has this passion in fashion & girls. he once told me he wanted to be a fashion designer. cool or wad? & at another point, he was smart. REALLY SMART. joy, dennise & william hymself had helped me wit my maths. then they went off to EM1 class. i went to EM2 class & met the GBB. humphs. then there's yvonne. my foster sister. hahah! we were REALLY CLOSE! till now. that is wad i called TRUE FRENS. (ppsssstt! SHE's in THE LIST!!!) ;DD she knew EVERY SINGLE THING bout me. all my secrets. including nabil. hahah! he was my first crush. if it wasnt for hys sister, nabilah who is actually my malay classmate.. & if it wasnt for hys fren Haziq.... i mean.. i wouldnt have known hym & fall for hym. you know. this thing called crush... its funny that a person can juz fall for somebody without even knowing about the person's background. im gigling ryte now.. thinking bout the first time i chatted wit hym. that was 2 yrs aft we both graduated from KMPS. he is one year older; so does haziq. he juz finished hys O's in assuption english; so does haziq! humphs. its a LONNGG storyy aniwaes. im not gonna tell you everytink in here! ;PP btw, dun get mix upp huh ncc girls! XDD its haziq daniel. so i was saying... nabil.. hys long name was muhammad nabil taha. forgot hys father's name ryte now! hahahahh! dumb2 luhh me! i remember it was 2007. he was sec 2. i was sec 1. he suddenly opened convo wit me in msn. ;DD we talked bout lotsa things. i even told hym bout my probs wit my ex bf.. & he told me bout hys prob wit hys bossy gf.. he even asked me for opinions wad to wear as he was going out wit hys gf in 30 mins. humphs. you know wad i told hym? "you already look dashing as you are even if you're wearing only tees & jeans!" he laughed & said thanks! he was the gentleman i thought he would be & the mr smiley face! hahah! go find hys profile in friendster if intersted! ;PP humphs. you know wad im thinking ryte now? he's smile is as wide & cute as LMH. awwwwww. goddamnit! did i juz similarized hym & the all-time-mr-HAWT-guy??? ommo! im going crazzy! there was never a guy in reality that i had really thought hym as LMH!! hahahh! guess nabil's hawt too. yvonne would kill me if she hear this! she thinks he's hawt too & cant stand looking at hym everytme our tmetble clashed in those pri skol daes! hahah! but guess wad? i've lost contact wit hym for 2 years now & idk hows he's doing ryte now. i really wanna get back in cntct wit hym. & i'm telling you... this is the very first tme i'm interested in getting into these relationships thingy! hahahahhh! but nvm. i still wanna take it ALL slow & nope.. i havent forgotten my swear yaw! ;DDDD

p/s ; this song is dedicated to hymm. ;DD hope he's fine & doing well in everytinkk!

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