ESCAPISM = SOLACE !
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Wednesday, November 25, 2009
buah berangan masaknya merah,
lada cili dalam perahu;
luka di tangan nampak berdarah,
luka di hati sahabat tak kan tahu.
okae. ignore the earlier post. todae, 26 november 2009; eve of hari raya haji... im declaring that ive brain-washed & did soul-searching already. so therefore im going on wit lyfe as it was before. eventhought at the very laz minute before i decided to give upp when he suddenly said sorry & stuffs. i know; its not hys fault. but wth? im back wit my swears again. its okae to MINGLE isnt it?? not lyk SOME people... ATTACHED! later the guy easily get jealous & blablabla.... correct not naq? XD hmph! so yeapp. i feel so fresh todae when i woke upp. all my tiredness have vanished & suddenly i missed my granny!!! its been 3 daes i didnt meet her!! THATS LONNGG okae! hmph. nvm. later im meeting her coz need help her wit cooking! ;DD & as for THAT issue; it was as though i didnt even went to obor camp & met hym again. as though i didnt send hym that msg. everythink's gonna go back to normal. i will go wit the flow again. my commitment for now is family, studies & friends. thats all. FULL STOP. woah. cool huh? i didnt even think this time i could really be determine that todae im done & over wit it. perhaps the amount of clorox & detol i used was too much huh?? nope!!! its JUST NICE! its good. why should i be like this when he doesnt give me hope? yeappppppppp. MOVE ON dee. had agreed & sweared NOW IS NOT THE RYTE TIME TO BE ATTACHED. get that??!!
Labels: obor was fun wit crazy buddies n the existence of ashyriane n gang...
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