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Friday, January 22, 2010

feel lyk sooooo SHITz todae! everythink seems to be testing my patience & obviously i didnt pass the test. lyk wth? i could actually get angry wit a stupid parrot who knows nothing but make noise every nyte... usuallly i would juz let it be.... but todae i was extremely furious! feel lyk wanna shout in somebody's face... what am i angry wit?? what am i finding for? why do i feel soooo weak & tired?? is this juz physically or mentally? if its mentally, ive got to stop it! ive to find my centre. remind myself bout my purpose in lyfe. why do i have to care whether people are there wit me or not.... we are born alone... dying soon; alone... so what is there to be afraid of being alone?? nothing.. nothing to be afraid.. maybe this would take a longer time for me.... but does it mean i would never survive? no ryte.... so ive to endure.... juz endure.... may it be 5 mths? 1 year? 5 years? 10 years? god may be unfair to me ryte now.... but who knows... who knows... who knows.....

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