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Friday, January 15, 2010

heyy. todae's skol was short. yeah; finished at 12.30pm... lucky for me coz i wasnt really in the mood... met mdm hamidah after skol for sketchbook checking. thought wanna go back straight but then ms salina called & asked about the banner & booth... so i went down to mdm azizah's room & took the banner. called ms salina & she said change of plan. so i called naq & we did the notice board wit rush after taking the keys & pics form ms salina. then told rush to take banner & some stationery... complicated i tell you! blablabla..... everythink done at bout 4.30pm? got back home & bro was playing prank on me! he was acting sleeping on the sofa wit hys psp on & all the other electric appliances on! washed upp, changed & then mum called. suddenly bro was in front of me & "BOO!" he said & giggled non stop! giler! XD dad told to meet at the carpark & off we went to fetch sis & mum. then to giant.... bought all the groceries for tmrw's kenduri... got home at 8pm & started spring cleaning. i made the coconut jellies & sis was showing tantrum juz bcoz she had to wash the dishes. mepek pe sia? baru sikit je kaki dah penat! pikir pasal diri sendiri aje! pasal org tk kisah! pasal nenek tak kisah! been standing all along at work lahh... what lahh.. EXCUSES SHIT!! dad also dah tk blh tahan wit ur disease! he wanna scold u also cannot..... he only could laugh pitifully at u! come on lahh.... dah pikir pasal kahwin but then tak pikir bout the responsibilities you've gotta hold on! can still keep saying nanti2 blh blaja... mum cakap skit je dah naik angin! emo shit! nak nangis! i know you're easily demoralised & sensitive... but think uh! its for ur own GOOD! they have their best in their heart! haiz! i dun understand lahh ehk! is LOVE all you think about?? HUH?? LOVE ni bagus sangat ke?? bagus sangat sampai tanggungjawab sumer diabaikan?? come on people!!! tell me!!! why must all of you let LOVE influence everythink?? why?? dont you think bout what others think?? how they feel?? huh?? my feelings?? ape aku rase?? think i dun have feelings isit?? think i lyk doing all this stupid SHIT??! let me tell you.. NO; I DUN OKAE! ive got studies to think of alryte! i may be seen not studying but that doesnt mean im fooling around! alwaes remember that.. ive got no more time to waste!

Labels: this shitty feeling that i have been keeping suddenly blow upp for the wrong cause...

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