i dont understand why old ppl like to talk too much. i mean, seriously! ONLY old folks do that you know! especially the malays! the makciks will be very specialised in gossiping, throwing their tantrums at ppl & laughing LOUDLY within the clicks. the pakciks will be talking & talking bout stuffs over coffee. & the latest; whats wrong with a left-handed person being not so bright & intelligent as said by the scientists or whatever crapp. wait! i've not done my research... is it really proven that left-handed ppl are supposed to be more clever than those right-handed? & so what if its REALLY PROVEN TRUE? we, human beings are not perfect ryte? there sure to be at least 1-2% of left-handed ones are not that smart! i know im taking O's in juz mths! my grades are so f***ed upp. think i like it to happen? i know ryte... since young i've been the only one different. when i do things also not upp to standard. alwaes clumsy. break this & that. drop this & that. blame it on my left hand ryte? upp after soo many years... who was the one who did all the chores when mum decided not to hire anymore maid? who had to wake upp in the morning & then clear upp all the mess you guys made the night before? why cant you reason wit me when i asked why you didnt nag at sis to do the chores? i've nvr heard you say to her that as a daughter, she have to do the chores... blablabla.. & yet, being very lazy... she can have guys asking for her phone numbers anywhere... even in port dickson! hell yeah, f**king DESPERATE GUYS! but still... compare her to me! ppl dun even believe we're sisters! & for her, having a boyfren that doesnt even care whether she can do the chores or not... having to wear all the clothes that she wanted... easy to say, she's lucky to have these things. & ME? what? i have to do these f**king chores.... facing this UGLY face of mine in the mirror.. having to take care of alot of things... including my own body? you think i like it? i wake upp every morning & swear at myself for being the UGLIEST in this family okae. seriously. when i said i hated life few mths ago, i really mean it. coz i couldnt see the point... yet? idk.. im not even sure if i will have a better future.. im losing the hope alr... & its not bcoz i wanted a boyfren badly ryte now okae.. obviously O LEVELS first priority now. its juz... i sometimes wonder why it has to be ME... be it within the family.. or within my frens... WHY DOES IT HAS TO BE ME?? i've been asking god this question for the past 7 years. well, god still havent answered my question. ;-/

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Dee♥,

A simple girl called Dee.
Hates decisions & getting bored.
Hates JERKS!
Juz dont understand guys.
Loves Bossanova & Indies.
Loves Reading & movies.
A simple girl will alwaes be simple.
Just like studying a literature book!
Either you understand it; NOT.
Simple isnt it? ;)

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